What I have learnt for the past two years?

Hell, it's been a very long time since last time that I have logged in to my blog account.

For every each time when reminder comes in from certain people like this cutie --> Ruey and Steve Loo, asking that when I am gonna to update my blog?? I will keep on reply that, sien ah... see how lah... They are great bloggers but perhaps I am not that in love with blogs, so sorry =.=

Currently, I am studying in UTAR, pursuing a degree certificate, Bachelor of Business Administration, Entrepreneurship in Y3S1. Yes, we call ourselves EN students, simpler term, ENS.

What have I learned for the past two years as an EN student? Recall back my memory to Y1S1, It's really a shocking difference between the "he" at that time and I now. I am now a fatter and dumper guy compared to last two years. However, I have unlocked something with a crucial key, I have gained wisdom and knowledge of how I survive in this university and society in future.

From the first time I came in, I was so motivated to join that, participate this, try to take part of something, involve something that I never try before. I was considered as a very active person i my high school and I have made some unbelievable achievement that there are some xiao di di and xiao mei mei still recognize my face, but definitely not the fatter and rounder body shape, they unlike that very much~!!

So what? As quoted to the most impressive and hard-expected lecturer, Mr Darren Tan, What's so special of being like this and that? I used to be very active in high school, but that it is a past tense now. Nothing bother at all. However, when I am trying to contribute something useful that will bring benefits to all of my course mates, I have found that it was not that easy to contribute something to them. Benefits come first. Secondly, who are you to do so.

Honestly, being a course representative, I am trying to learn, absorb, adopt the everything exists within the environment. I have met different kind of persons with various types of personality. I have learned how to use different type of communication skill to communicate with different type of persons. This is how and why I can survive in university without being boi kot by others.

The next thing is that, there are no ANY EXCUSES for delaying assignment, can't finish on time, unable to finish my part, bla bla, etc and so on. I know that because I have met a lot of people like that giving excuses to push their responsibilities to you, hoping that you would sympathize them so that they won't have to do so much works. Yet, I won't complain anything, because our team work is just for temporary and won't go longer after this time. Therefore I have nothing to complain because this kind of people has taught me that you will have bad reputation by giving excuses, complains, and WHATEVER reasons you have. It's your own problems to be solved. If you really wanna survive in this society, please solve your problems before completing the tasks given.

I have met a quite interesting girl in my course as well. She, is definitely a very good example in showing enthusiastic on her study behavior. Unlike others, as well as me, she always try her best to achieve the best output for assignments and presentations. Whoever grouping with her in assignment, always have to be aware that you better submit your qualified works on time before she gets to you. I have heard a lot of complaints against this girl too. However, I know this girl very well, I understand her personality as well. Whatever she said, she mean it; and whatever she scold, a valid reason is always there. She would never simply scold people without a valid reason. Therefore, usually I will only ignore all the complaints that I have heard because I know this girl, even if she scolded me, definitely is because of my laziness =.=""

For the whole year one, I have been being a mouse, trying to avoid something by not appearing too often in public. This is because I found that this environment is scaring, people will keep on using you if you have certain benefits, and of course, people will abandoned you if you have nothing useful at all. There is somebody asked me before, shouldn't that we should have fun in our university life? Why there are so many people keep arguing in public, playing stab back behind you, emphasize on personal benefits?? Is that really important that could make you feel proud by seeing others dying behind you? However, this is the real world, I am glad that I have faced this thing before I graduate, it trains me better.

Currently, I am already a year three student, started to busy for my final year project. Even for this very FYP, I could see a lot of people still focusing on their personal benefits, the situation is even worsen when people keep on recruiting others that they "think" is useful to them. It's really like a intense competition among ENS. No matter how peaceful and calm environment you saw, please do not believe it at all, it's only for naive persons to be tricked.

Don't fully believe what you have saw, what kind of message that you could perceive from this statement? Well, there is a quite huge and large event in UTAR currently, the beach party. Honestly, I really do think that they are really doing well and good. Maybe is because of the management team has the highly qualified achievement, performance, contribution and efforts. I thought it will be a a very successful event because the management team is very good in having other events. This is what I have saw and thought, however a bad news leaks out that the venue has been changed to different place due to insufficient financial problems and the attendance of the total guests. This really shock me a little when I have seen the letter on Facebook.

Every single step will bring unpredictable consequences if there is a small thing leaked out in the management process. This is ultimate true. By then, I am not teasing on them, I am just showing my example that I have wrong sight because of I believe what I have seen and thought. Instead, I admit that they really have tried their best although mistakes happened.

That's the end, quite tired now, perhaps I will "try" to follow up my blog in future. =.=""

Complains

Ok, I am a very kiasi student, usually I do not go to complain in FBF, I do not simply complain people in front of people. The reason is very simple, why complain ?

Since we all know complaining is useless, protest lagi no brain, so, why complain ? Not only for UTAR management, I do not simply complain other things as well. For example, Danish House, Westlake managment, is unable to fix my house modem for a month, A MONTH~!! but I just everyday go to the management and "remind" them to fix it ASAP, I speak politely every time until the staff in there also pai seh to see my face because they have no idea on how to fix the modem.

Well.. the staff in there is not technician, they cannot help me even I scold them, marah them, boikot them, so why complain ? "Remind" them nicely will lead to a better way, now my modem is in good and nice condition =)

Secondly, for me, complain will only lead things worsen. No matter is UTAR management, Danish house, people around UTAR.. whatever~ =.= the more you complain, the more things you have to face and handle.

Let's talk about the people in UTAR. Well, I was the class and course rep in year one sem one. What's the job ? Photostate the notes of 5 subjects, carry the hell heavy notes to campus, collect the money that hardly to be collected, do the account and then distribute the money. Oh ya, receive the complains from people against another people, scolded by people who are actually complaining other persons, "transfer" the "message" from a person to another person as a middleman =.=

What's the consequences?? Accused by people that I makan duit during lecture class, misunderstood by another people (however this was solved during Year 2 Sem 2, how long~ =.=), bli bla bla bla~~ I also lazy to explain anymore~ =.=

P/S: I have no such problems when I am a class rep in Sem 3, happy ending at all =)

See?? The more the things you did, the more the things you have to face and handle. This is the theory I learnt in UTAR. Become Kiasi. The more the things you see, the more the things you have to pretend that you don't know. And the more the things you know, the more you have to become sozai, apa-apa pun tidak tahu~ =.=""

All this is because other people will mata merah, they might tikam you from the back and you don't even know how, when and why you die =.=

That's the two reasons why I do not complain. I am too lazy to complain. I do not go to the FBF faculty every sem start because I have nothing to complain =.=

In addition, complain makes nothing happen. More and more people keep complain that who who who no work lah~ complain also no use lah~ blia bla bli bla lah, then what? Since you already know that complain isn't working, then why complain? =.=

Well.. I am not borned to be kiasi in this way, the people and environment shaped me in this way. Become Sozai is the safest way to survive in such environment =.=

UTAR Life

I should be very busy in this week, because I have 3 mid-term exam and 3 assignments due date coming together, mid-terms and assignments holding hand by hand coming to kill me =.=

However, I still very free. This is because I am super lazy bug just like my sister, hopefully she won't read my blog =.=

Well.. I never worry about my result because I have much confidence on myself. I am very sure that if I study well, I won't fail that subject. Even If i just spend 5 or 10 minutes on that subject then I WON'T FAIL~~ ( Just limited to management subjects =.="" , if calculation, finance subjects, then I will hang myself and directly fly to heaven =.="")

Today, 19 July 2010, Week 8, Monday, I went to school just now to meet one of my friend to clear my RM19 debt. Now I am going to tell the story what I have seen in UTAR campus today.

As a very normal and ordinary student, this is what I saw in UTAR and it makes me understand fully that complain is useless at all. I am a cyclist, from Block B to Block H, I can see a lot of beautiful scenes within UTAR campus except for Block D =.=

Why? This is because bicycles, motorcycles and cars as well are not allowed to park in certain areas for the purpose of good looking. Well.. this is what the guard told me: Nanti president datang, tengok basikal ni semua park macam ni, marah nanti, sorry lah, saye pun kerja saja. I smile at hime and say: saya tahu lah, thank you ya~ =)

That's the reason why I can conclude that bicycles are not allowed to park in certain areas is actually for good looking only. As we all know, UTAR is going to be internationalize, more and more minister or VIPs' will come to UTAR for visiting purpose. That's the reason why the management of UTAR managed to do so =)

Well.. I am a smart student. Usually I do not park my bicycle at block H because I understand that Block H never has enough parking lots for cyclists. Once you cycle to Block H, the guards will start to sing "beat it" to you. They will blow their whistle and: beat it~~ beat it~~~ That's why I won't go to Block H for parking purpose. Usually I will park in Block E and walk to Block H. I rather walk for a far distance instead of beat it beat it by guards in Block H.

However, I just wanted to clear my debt to my friend and just needed to use around 10-15 minutes. Therefore I decided to park in Block H. I found that I am really good in forecasting and predicting. Ah ha~ no parking at all in Block H. Instead, I can see a lot of bicycles being locked by the guards because the cyclists park their bicycles on the grass. I was thinking that.. ohh.. that's illegal to park on the grass.. then.. CAN YOU HELP US TO FIND THE PARKING LOTS??

It is very obvious that parking lots is not enough, but the space is large enough. So what's the purpose that UTAR restricted us to park on the ground and fine RM5 each for those who park illegally?? As a business student, I understand fully what is the meaning of goals and objectives. With one question, what's the goals and objectives of UTAR?? Increase the amount of students?? Improve the quality of graduates?? or.. increase sales & profits??

Well.. I decided to park in between Block H and E and find my friend ASAP. After clear my debts, I ran back to my bicycle quickly because I did not park nicely too in the limited places =)

On the way to my bike, I saw another bigger size of staff was chaining a several bicycles because they are parking on the ground too. Well.. I have nothing to say, I am not the management =)

I decided to go home. However, I went to the east gate because I heard of rumors that the entry per car is RM1 now. Let's do some simple calculation now. ^^

Study days per months = 5 days x 4 weeks = 20 days per month
1 car = RM20 Per month
1 Sem= 14 weeks + 3 weeks = 17 weeks, around 5 months
1 car parking in 5 months = RM100 per sem (same as UTAR parking fees, it is so good in calculation ^^)
Let's do further, 1 car RM100 per sem, how many cars are not able to get the car sticker?? Let's predict as 70 cars.
70 cars = 70 x RM100 = RM7000

well.. I am sure the calculation I did is just a very simple and is the minimum earning method~

I went to east gate and saw the scenes that two guards sitting in there collecting money and lots of car parking inside in the area.

Well.. as a business student, I can really see that this is really a big and great opportunity. Too bad that I have no capital at all. If the owner of the land is willing to invest, he or she might earn more money in a good manner. If he or she is willing to build or make some changes on the land, make it as an official parking center, not RM1 per entry anymore, even few cents per entry or per day. I can assure that he or she can directly compete with UTAR because no one else will be willing to buy the car sticker per sem, submit RM100 per semester that does not have sufficient parking lots =.=

Too bad, I am just a student =.=

I heard that the SRC is going to have a meeting with UTAR management. Well.. Let's see what's the result.. I guess SRC is actually the middle management and does not have the power of making decision. I don't think that they can fight with the uncles uncles and aunties aunties in top management =)

There is a small and dirty lane between west and east lake. I saw a lot of motorcyclists pass through that way. Well.. What I can say is.. that lane is small and dirty and I am sure none of the staff of UTAR is willing to pass through that way =)

P/S: If the UTAR management said that they provide bus service for students, they will never mention how much the cost is, and they will use that service =)

Why? This is because the bus always overload and you will be squished like paul the octopus =)

From what I learnt in management principles, organizational behavior, Leadership and teambuilding, managing people in organization, this is not what we called "MANAGEMENT".

Well.. I am too kiasi to post some truth in here >.<

Pain from Kampar --> Ipoh --> Kampar

OK, let's get start with the first pain in my waist area,
However, I have totally absolutely no idea how and when it started =.=

Rewind rewind rewind.. I remembered that I was in bad mood for few days. For certain reasons, I cannot mention it in public, just I am emo-ing that time. In my memory, I remembered that I have a pain feeling in my waist area but I decided to leave it there because I thought it will recover very soon.. *VERY SOON =.=""

I still can deal with the pain at first because I am heart-rocked perhaps =.=
Usually I can tolerate with those pain on flesh, and I don't easily shout and groan like newborn baby. Maybe I am trained by my brother since kindergarden and I remember the most he was the first people in my life who bend my finger into two, and since that day onwards, you can always the sound "crack creck cruck" on me because I always crack my bones like neck, fingers, waist, legs, toes.. bla bla bla and so on... Whoever sit beside me since primary school will always feel fear sometimes.. sorry for that although sometimes I did it purposely XD

I have no idea whether is I always bend my waist too much and lead to ultra untahanable pain or other reasons. At first, I still do everything as usual, cycling, walking, jogging and so on.. but after that, I found that the pain is continuously day-to-day and I still keep it as a secret to everyone including my dear =.=""

After a week time, I decided to look for a doctor but I have no idea where to look for a doctor in Kampar because I never have big sickness (perhaps I am too healthy..XD) =.=""
I went for a 跌打医生 in Kampar Old Town in an afternoon. However, the doctor just asked what happen on me and start massaged my spinal cord area after I just answered 腰骨痛 =.=""
Then, he gave me two small pack of medicine and said I will recover in two days time. WTF him never ask for any further details then directly conclude my sickness.
Ok lah.. I trusted him for two days.. and I ate up the medicine as well in two days..

However, no more doubt, I went to find my uncle in Kampar directly after the medicine has no effect at all. He brought to me to another Indian doctor. The Indian doctor seemed like more professional, he asked me to lie down and rise my leg, and concluded that I have a muscle pain in 5 minutes =.="" (professional har ?? =.="") like the previous doctor, he gave me two medicines as well plus one cream and said I will recover soon within four days..

Okok.. four days.. four days.. I can wait for it as long as the doctor's word is reliable..
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1 week passed, the medicine is finished, the cream is almost finish too. YET, MY BACK IS STILL PAIN!! I went to find my uncle again and asked him to bring me to hospital. I heard a lot of my friends said that the hospital in Kampar is useless, not effective at all but I still decide to have a try before look for specialist.
Third time for doctor, I have class, I reached the hospital at about 5pm, there is so less people in the hospital because the type of blood in all the doctors and nurses is "Malay", which consists of hidden laziness.
There was just one last doctor, and he asked me that: Kenapa datang lambat?? sudah pukul lima lah ~ mari, duduk, apa sakit cakap
Me: Sakit belakang...
Dr.M: okok, cucuk, cucuk ~
Me: Huh ???
Then the doctor leave the room straight away wtf =.=!!
I asked the nurse, apa cucuk??
Nurse A: Injection
Nurse B: kenapa datang lambat?? sudah pukul lima lah~~ lain kali datang awal sikit mah~~
Before going on, I would like to mention that the Kampar hospital close every Saturday and Sunday. The opening time of the hospital is morning ??AM--5PM. Did you heard before any hospital will shut down at night?? The one which will shut down at night is called Clinic, not HOSPITAL!!
Directly, I have no any chances to explain my sickness and the doctor straight away gave me an injection right on my left ass and its HURT!!!! WTF!!! After that, the pharmacy nurse gave me two medicines again and asked me to mix together to eat.

Ok lah~ RM 1 for one injection and 2 medicines without any advice/explanation, it still worth enough if it is effective..
I hardly to describe how the feeling is when your ass is paralyzed, but I can tell you it is HURT!!

Before going to Kampar hospital, I did find my aunt living in Ipoh, who is my friend of dad 30 years ago.. they haven't meet for more than 30 years already =.="""
I went to Kampar hospital on Monday and actually it seemed effective enough, at least I can feel the pain on my ass more than my waist now =.=|||
Next, my aunt brought me to Ipoh on Tuesday and stay at her house for one night.
Ohhh~~~~ Ohhhh~~~~ Ohhhhh~~~~~ I don't have to pay for anything because my aunt paid everything including a dinner that costs RM15 I think. It is really w-a-l-a-o-w-e-h because everything in Ipoh is double compare to Kampar, but luckily I don't have to pay lah.. I would never pay a dinner that I think is EXPENSIVE because my blood inside my body is flowing miserly~~ XD

I stay at her house, with a very hard bed and affluent wind because without mosquito gauze =.=||
I am the type of person that will recognize and miss my only bed after I get used to it. +.+""
My dear claimed as a big small boy, is it true ?? =.=""
I couldn't sleep at all, so I just SMS with my dear in Singapore. My Maxis bill is flooded T.T

When I wake up in the morning, I saw a small but fat little mosquito struggling on the floor.
Hahaha~~ 活该，抵死 lah~~!! I have ate up so many medicine and you this little fella still dare to drink so many of my blood~!! You will die fat with many chemical blood inside your body even if I don't pijak you now~~

With a very kind heart, I decided to touch it lightly and tear off its wings to let the poor pity little mosquito can fly to the sky of west early~ XD

Now the time for specialist in Ipoh Hospital, the doctor now is more professional, kept asking me questions and asked me to lie down and tested my nerve reactions. Then he concluded that it is my nerves going wrong~~ but he still add on with the sentence: If you still haven't recover within two to three weeks, you have to come back here for X-ray

swt =.=!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Skip all the thrash, back to Kampar.

P/S: I skipped two classes because I am holding MC~ XD

Thanks to my uncle and aunt. =)

Insomnia, tired, lazy

Decided to write a short blog..
I had an insomnia again last night.. perhaps drinking too much teh in Mamak..
So I just wake up and watch Iron Man I.. nice movie.. =.=
Decided to sleep in the morning,
unfortunately cannot sleep again..
So I just wake up and watch Hong Kong movie, 老公万岁。。=.=
Decided to sleep in the afternoon,
unfortunately cannot sleep again..
So I just lying on bed..
then Abel asked me to go out for dinner..
I planned not to eat my dinner because I want to keep fit and save money,
I know that I won't save money if i step out from my room..
Hooray.. big rain dropped. So I decided to fool Abel with changing my MSN nickname to his nickname..
However.. I fooled my own dear and made Abel speechless.. =.=
After back from dinner..
I had stomachache, my stomach alarm has high efficiency because I always stomachache on time every night.. =.=..
I still have 2 assignments, and I am having insomnia, tired, lazy, and I have no motivation at all..

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Life ain't tough at all, its just a process

2010, is a really tough year for me.

First at all, I am currently a year two student, no longer a year one student who able to enjoy honeymoon year. All the subjects is just tough and assignments no longer can copy and paste directly from internet, every thing I have to do it by my own including research, analysis and assuming.

Secondly, I am facing serious financial problem. Actually it is not really serious too, just because I decided to go Singapore and I don't want to spend too much money that given by my parents, so I have to work hard to earn money to save more.

Thirdly, I am having serious health problem. I have no idea whether is my spinal cord or muscle pain. I have a serious muscle pain in my heart area last time when I was senior three, and now I have no idea whether is the spinal cord or muscle pain, just in the waist part. I have spent much money on curing my sickness including transportation fees, went for two doctor, eat 3 medicines, and apply 2 creams + buy the salonpas finally. But none of them seems effective.

Fourth, I am not allowed to cycle, but the main transportation in Kampar here is cycling. I tried to take bus everyday, and it costs me RM1.40 per day. Lets assume if I take bus everyday?

I am a vegetarian and I do believe in god. I insist to maintain as a vegetarian no matter how hard and tough the situation. Every time going out with friends, the dinner is always the problem, where to eat and what to eat.

I am being entertained by some of the people, even though they might just asking or fooling or teasing or whatever in their mind, I don't like it. As well as other vegetarians, they all are facing the same situation and the same fella. However, it is my principal now, no one can defeat me by teasing or challenging me. their mouth is on their silly face and I don't think that they can defeat me in this way.

Last year, Kampar has only one household selling vegetarian foods and the food is damn expensive. I have to spend about RM3.50 -RM5.00 each meal. I just treat it as a challenge in my life. It is impossible for me to eat there everyday and every meals because I have to face and entertain invitation from friends -- go out eat. Every time I reached a place, I will first look at what kind of food I can eat and everything I make it successfully. 1 rice, 1 egg and 1 salad. Other people might start their conversation and gossip about my food and start entertaining me. In KFC, McD, any franchise restaurant, I can find the food that is eatable for vegetarian.

However, I met some vegetarian that give up and fail to proceed as a vegetarian. They are defeated by the tough situation, clowns, financial or whatever problem. However, I think that they are actually giving up themselves. Those tough situations, clowns, financial, distance, boyfriend, girlfriend, or whatever, are just a reason for them to give up themselves.

I have an advice for everyone here. Do not think that you are the only one in the world who having tough situation and problems. It is just about your own problem for not facing it and choose to run away from it. This is because you always have a way to face it, just depend on how willing you are to face it.

In conclusion, I am just 19 years old. I am not suppose to think like an adult and I should act like other 19 years old guys and girls that go for fun everyday, enjoying themselves, spend the money given my parents or PTPTN. However, I choose to face my daily problems instead of searching for fun in my life. I will be tough for my parents and my future.

My English

Here I am again~
Don't know why suddenly I have the motivations to improve my English.

I just have a normal English standard and just enough to eat in my management course =.=
I did borrow some English management books from my campus library but every time I will just put and left it aside for two weeks time, and I will return the book 1 day later the due date and every time it costs me RM0.50 =...= ( that's why I not really want to borrow books..)

However, I am a business student, English is just so much important to my current study and even future work, but I am just like kite in my study, flying over here and there EVERYDAY!!

Even all my assignments now require higher standard of management level and of course included higher level of English standard.. I can write an impressive business ideas, management skills.. bla bla and so on with poor English standard. This is sickening me~!! I have to submit 4 assignments in the following week, 19 of March, Friday and I just finished one of them without touching the other 3 =.............+""

I know I am lazy enough, I have plenty of time every night but I always rather to start my assignments or study at midnight... I think the word of kanasai is suit enough to describe me..

BUT~!!! B-U-T~~!! I am start doing it and I am doing well too~~ However, I found that I really need a higher standard of English essay-writing. I just had a phone call with my beloved mom few hours ago, and we talked and mentioned about my English public speaking skills. Well.. Usually I can get the highest marks in presentation, no doubt for that~~ I am thick face enough to say that I am a good presenter, I have good skills, good "wind of stage" ( I hope you understand this ==), good quotes, and everything good except my English pronunciation~!!! I can get high marks in business subject except for English studies =...........=

This is because English studies require us to have good English pronunciation skills, I have everything good but I DON'T HAVE GOOD PRONUNCIATION OF ENGLISH!!! Ish.. hate that.. my English public skills is mixed with Singlish.. the origin fformation is Chinese + English.. the new word borned because there is too many Chinese who have poor and low level of English..
We usually mixed our English together with Chinese, there are a lot of vocabulary and grammar as well.. =.................=""

For example..
WHEN GIVING A CUSTOMER BAD NEWS
Britons: I'm sorry, sir, but we don't seem to have the sweater you want in your size, but if you give me a moment, I can call the other outlets for you.

Malaysians: No stock.


RETURNING A CALL
Britons: Hello, this is John Smith. Did anyone call for me a few moments ago?

Malaysians: Hello, who call?


ASKING SOMEONE TO MAKE WAY
Britons: Excuse me, I would like to get by. Would you please make way?

Malaysians: S-kew me.


WHEN ASKING FOR PERMISSION
Britons: Excuse me, but do you think it would be possible for me to enter through this door?

Malaysians: (pointing at the door) Can ah?


WHEN ENTERTAINING
Britons: Please make yourself right at home.

Malaysians: No need shy shy one lah!


WHEN DOUBTING SOMEONE
Britons: I don't recall you giving me the money.

Malaysians: Where got?


WHEN DECLINING AN OFFER
Britons: I would prefer not to do that, if you don't mind...

Malaysians: Don't want lah.


WHEN ASKING SOMEONE TO LOWER THEIR VOICE.
Britons: Excuse me, but could you please lower your voice? I'm trying to concentrate over here.

Malaysians: Shut up lah!


WHEN ASSESSING A TIGHT SITUATION.
Britons: We seem to be in a bit of a predicament at the moment..

Malaysians: Die lah!!


WHEN SOMEONE DID SOMETHING WRONG
Britons: This isn't the way to do it. Here, let me show you.

Malaysians: Like that also don't know how to do!


WHEN ONE IS ANGRY
Britons: Would you mind not disturbing me?

Malaysians: Celaka you!

Nice har?? The Singlish style is: the simple and faster the better, the direct translation is applied in Singlish language, it is so convenient for us especially for Malaysian Chinese =.=

HOWEVER!!! I must not use Singlish now because I am currently studying English for Management and the lecturer is really p*s* of* person~!!! She is strict on our grammar, vocab, pronunciation, a very strict method is applied in her teaching method which make herself feel proud~ -.-''

Besides, I have to put a lot of effort on my assignments now because all of them carrying heavy marks which I couldn't afford with my "layang-layang" style, when I surf internet for searching information, all the info is in English, no more my expert Chinese language T.T
plus, I can easily find out other people blogs easily by typing the information I want, looks like those blogger are really geng in their English, because their blogs are sooooooooooooooooooooo famous~!!!

Hence, start from today onwards, I decided to read more, learn more and write more, 3 in 1 method with ALL ENGLISH!!!

Donna Lim.. If you are reading my blogs, please write more blogs because your English is better than me a lot and I know that you start with a Singlish standard to write your blog..=)

Life

Since Ruey ask me when I update my blog.. here I am to update..
The are few reasons for not to update my blogs:
A. LAZY
B. nothing to write.
C. I have plenty of things to write but I'm lazy to write.
D. still lazy lar.. =.=

However, there are still some motivations to motivate me to update my blog, for example:
A. I feel guilty =.=
B. I envy the spirits of some blogger like Ruey and my sist..
C. To express my depressed feelings
D. To describe life is kanasai..

So.. new semester, new life, new subjects, new friends.. but still old me, old bicycle, fat me and poor + pity me.. =.=""
Everything in life is tough, and the my horoscope - Leo, describes my overall fortune in this year is tough, depressed, and hard. However, I will be able to learn more, grow more.. of course I don't want to eat more.. I am 70Kg little fatty now..

For example, 8 more hours will be my mid-term exam, but I am still blogging now since facebook has no more interesting entertainment for me..
I am moody now, depressed, tired, stressed.. I could avoid all the things with don't do anything.. =.="" that's me, Alvin Lim Jia Xing, and I am sure that I can pass my exam later because I am borned as "management ingredients"...

For the past few months, I knew that study is hard, life is tough, and love is uneasy..
Why do I say so ??

I am currently studying Year 2 Sem 1 in University Tak Akan Rugi, some of the subjects are my year 3 subjects because I wan to finish all the tough subjects first, otherwise I will be dying in my year 3 =.=
Firstly, there is no more honeymoon year in year 2, if you think I still can fly like layang-layang everyday then you made a bad judgment. You may come over and have a look on those subjects and assignments, theories are not only the requirement used for those subjects, I must have my own common sense, understanding and analysis research for them. However.. I am so proud to say that I have the ingredients to cook management, management studies are all piece of cake for me except FINANCE!!! kanasai Finance subject.. the most headache subject in the world for me..

skip the kns part lah..
Next,
I work for part time job to earn money, if you think you are good in theories, try in in practical, get some job, and start whipping your ass before you start to work~ this is because most of the people nowadays think they have great talents, quick learner and able to work for long hour.. and so on~~ but actually 90% of them will disappear automatically because they will say this job is not my tea.
The great news is, I don't have to spend extra 1 cent that given by my parents (rental excluded of course =.="")
I save money for CNY holiday so that I could spend more with my dear~~ ^__^
This is a must method for money-free people like me lar... =.=""

Love is uneasy.. There is no any love process in this world will run smoothly like Ferrari car, engine will stop functioning sometimes.. Car racing kena tangkap.. No parking for you even you driving popular brand of car.. Life isn't perfect at all.. haihz.. long and complex story..
We never argue, never quarrel, however, financial problems, distance problems, and the mindset between girls and guys is always different.. that's make obstacles between she and I..
BUT~! B-U-T~~ From the moment I decided to make us a perfect couple, I am prepared to face those challenges against us, I could stand as long as I could if she is standing beside me, I am sure for that, but sometime please allow me to sit or lie for a while because standing is tiring.. =.="""

K lah.. chit chat enough already.. time to move my lazy butt.. and oh ya.. I am now having muscle pain beside spinal cord, so if I move my butt or waist a bit, my bone is like going to have a "cruck" sound, although i used to be like that sounds much, but I have to avoid it now for temporary.. =...=""

Let's get to work..

离婚酒店 -- 转载

他和她結婚整整10年了，夫妻間已經沒有任何衝動與情趣， 他越來越覺得自己對她幾乎就是一種程式與義務，
他開始厭煩起了她，尤其是單位新調進了一個年輕活潑的女孩，
對他發起了瘋狂的進攻，他突然覺得她是自己的第二春，經過再三考慮，
他決定和她離婚。她似乎也麻木了，很平靜地答應了他，

兩個人一起走進了民政部門。 ¬
手續辦得很順利，出門後，兩個人已經是各自獨立的自由人了，
不知為什麼，他心裏突然有種空落落的感覺，他看了看她：
“天已經晚了，一起去吃點飯吧。”
她看了看他：“好吧，聽說新開了一家‘離婚酒店’，
專門執行離婚夫婦的最後一頓晚餐，要不咱們到那兒去看看。” ¬
他點了點頭，兩人一前一後默默地走進了離婚酒店。 ¬

“先生女士晚上好。”二人在包廂剛坐下，服務小姐便走了進來，
“請問兩位想吃點兒什麼？” ¬
他看了看她：“你點吧。” ¬
她搖了搖頭：“我不常出來，不太清楚這些，還是你點吧。” ¬

“對不起先生女士，我們離婚酒店有個規矩，這頓飯必
須要由 女士點先生平時最愛吃的菜，由先生點女士平時最愛吃的菜，
這叫‘最後的記憶’。” ¬
“那好吧，”她理了理頭髮，“清蒸魚、溜蘑菇、拌木耳，
記住，都不要放蔥薑蒜，我先生……這位先生他不吃這些。” ¬
“先生呢？”服務小姐看了看他。
他愣住了。結婚10年，他真的不知道老婆喜歡吃什麼。他張著嘴，
尷尬地愣在了那兒。
“就這些吧，其實這是我們兩個人都愛吃的。”她連忙打起了圓場。 ¬

服務小姐笑了笑：“說實話，到我們離婚酒店來吃這最後一頓晚餐，
所有的先生和女士其實都吃不下去什麼，所以這‘最後的記憶’
咱們還是不要吃了吧。就喝我們酒店特意為所有離婚人士準備的

晚餐——冷飲吧，這也是所有來的人都不拒絕的選擇。”
她與她都點了點頭：“那就來冷飲吧。” ¬
很快，服務小姐送來了兩份冷飲，兩份飲料中一份淡藍一片，
全是冰渣；一份滿杯紅潤，冒著熱氣。 ¬

“這份晚餐名叫‘一半是火焰，一半是海水’，兩位慢用。”
服務小姐介紹完退了下去。 ¬
包房裏靜悄悄的，兩個人相對而坐，一時竟不知道該說什麼好。 ¬

“篤篤篤！”輕輕一陣敲門聲，服務小姐走了近來，托盤裏托著
一枝鮮豔的紅玫瑰：“先生，還記得您第一次給這位女士送花的情景嗎？
現在一切都結束了，夫妻不成就當朋友，朋友要好聚好散，
最後為女士送朵玫瑰吧。” ¬

她渾身一抖，眼前又浮現出了10年前他給她送花的情景，那時，
他們剛剛來到這座舉目無親的省城，什麼都沒有，一切從零開始。
白天，他們四處找工作，
努力拼搏；晚上， 為了增加收入，她去晚市出小攤，他去給人家刷盤子。很晚很晚，
他們才一起回到租住在地下室裏那不足10平米的小屋。日子很苦，可他們卻很幸福。

到省城的第一個情人節
那天，他為自己買了第一朵紅玫瑰，她幸福得流下了眼淚。
10年了，一切都好起來了，可兩個人卻走向了分離。她想著想著，淚水盈滿了雙眼，
她擺了擺手說：“不用了。” ¬

他也想起了過去的10年，他這才記起，自己已經有五六年沒有給
她買過一枝玫瑰了。他擺了擺手：“不，要買。” ¬
服務小姐卻拿起了玫瑰，“刷刷”兩下撕成了兩半，分別扔進了
兩個人的飲料杯裏，玫瑰竟然溶解在了飲料裏。 ¬

“這是我們酒店特意用糯米製成的紅玫瑰，也是送給你們的第三道菜，
名叫‘映景的美麗’。先生女士慢用，有什麼需要直接叫我。”
服務小姐說完，轉身走了出去。 ¬
“XX，我……”他一把握住她的手，有些說不出話來。 ¬
她抽了抽手，沒有抽動，便不再動彈。兩個人靜靜地對視著，什麼也說不出來。
“啪！”突然，燈熄了，整個包房裏漆黑一片，外面警鈴大作，

一股煙味兒飄了進來。 ¬
“怎麼了？”兩個人急忙站了起來。 ¬
“店起火了，大家馬上從安全通道走！快！”外面，有人聲嘶力竭地喊了起來。
“老公！”她一下撲進了他的懷裏，“我怕！” ¬
“別怕！”他緊緊摟住她，“親愛的，有我呢。走，往外衝！” ¬
包廂外面燈光通明，秩序井然，什麼都沒有發生。 ¬

服務小姐走了過來：“對不起，先生女士，讓兩位受驚了。
酒店並沒有失火，煙味兒也是特意往包房裏放的一點點，
這是我們的第四道菜，名叫‘內心的選擇’。請回包廂。” ¬

他和她回到了包廂，燈光依舊。他一把拉她：“親愛的，
服務小姐說得對，剛才那才是你我內心真正的選擇。其實，
我們誰都離不開誰，明天咱們重新結婚吧？”

她咬了咬嘴唇：“你願意嗎？” ¬
“我願意，我現在什麼都明白了，明天一早咱就去辦結婚。
小姐，買單。”他說著喊了起來 。 ¬

服務小姐走了近來，遞給兩人一人一張精緻的紅色清單：
“先生女士好，這是兩位的帳單，也是本酒店的最後一道贈品，
名叫‘永遠的帳單’，請兩位永遠保存吧。"

他看著帳單，眼淚淌了下來。 ¬
“你怎麼了？”她連忙問道。 ¬
他把帳單遞給了她：“親愛的，我錯了，我對不起你。” ¬
她打開帳單一看，只見上面寫著：
一個溫暖的家；
兩隻操勞的手；
三更不熄等您歸家的燈；
四季注意身體的叮囑；
無微不至的關懷；
六旬婆母的微笑；
起早貪黑對孩子的照顧；
八方維護您的威信；
九下廚房為了您愛吃的一道菜；
十年為您逝去的青春……
這就是您的妻子。 ¬

“老公，您辛苦了，這些年也是我冷漠了你。”
她也把自己的那份帳單遞給了他。他打開帳單，只見上面寫著：

一個男人的責任；
兩肩挑起的重擔；
三更半夜的勞累；
四處奔波的匆忙；
無法傾訴的委屈；
留在臉上的滄桑；
七姑八姨的義務；
八上八下的波折；
九優一疵的凡人；
時時對家對子的真情……
這就是您的丈夫。 ¬
兩個人抱在一起，放聲痛哭。 ¬

結完帳，他和她對經理千恩萬謝，手牽手走回了家。
看者他們幸福的背影，經理微笑著點了點頭：
“真幸福，我們離婚酒店又挽救了一個家！

一个人不代表孤独，P/S : 孤独 = sienz

嗯。。
嗯嗯。。
嗯嗯嗯。。
今天12月14号，和朋友读书读到4点半，接着自己在如此危险的凌晨4点半踏着脚车回家咯~
还好啦，并不怎么危险，因为~
第一，我是男的；
第二，没什么东西好给抢的，
第三，我骑的是脚车，很少人用脚车或者摩多车打枪的
（干嘛一直说不好的啊？=.=||）
没事没事。。一路上平平安安，因为其实不到1分钟就可以到家，所以前面所讲的都是废话 XD
冷冷的空气。。金宝的天气其实很不错。。只限于傍晚6点半开始 -- 早上8点半，其他时间都是太阳公公BBQ的好时间~~
Westlake的环境风景其实也不错，虽然只是一排屋子，但是最翁之意不在酒，非当事者才能感受其中的乐趣了~~
回家后，已经知道自己一定不会继续读书乐的；果然，一进门就开始开电脑，玩那个久违的 Starcraft。。
一个人冷冷清清，不错嘛~~ 而且房间很温暖 XD
后来决定去 ABC Mamak，因为睡觉时间快到了，所以决定先吃早餐~~ （已经日夜颠倒了。。）
一路上，也是冷冷的风，又是自己一个人的马路，哇~~ 爽~~！！赞~~！！
到了那里，一个人都没有，除了一堆 Mamak 人~~
猜猜看？？
出奇地受欢迎~~
因为本人会说 Tamil 话~~
那位big size body的 Mamak 人就很开心自动地给我添加 Dua Roti Double Cheese Double Telur~
荣誉啊~~
谁说黑黑的人就是不好？？
将心比心，看自己怎么对待别人而已~~
其中一个 Mamak 人就坐下来和我聊天，
第一次用 Tamil 讲这么多话。。
虽然反应很慢。。
但他倒是很开心。。XD
因为他们正在打扫，所以我就等一等咯~
一个人静静地在等咯，空气也很凉爽，看着别人的勤劳忙碌，心情很不错一下~
享受着自己一个人，没有繁杂的声音，不错嘛~ ^^
和他谈天谈天才知道原来他们真的都是从印度来的，听老师说过，但不怎么信，原来是真的咧~
想想看，从印度老远跑来这里，离乡背井赚钱，偶尔还要受到别人的鄙视，他们的处境其实很糟咧~
可他们在休息打扫之时，依然可以谈笑风生，可见他们是会享受生命的人~
自己一个人，可以有机会看到这么多东西，可以自己静静一个人想这些事情，不亦乐乎？
哈哈~~ 不错嘛~~ ^^
想想看，
一个人有什么不好？？
I mean...
可以有自己独处的时候。。而不是孤僻没有朋友鄙视别人的那些怪胎。。
有何不好啊？
可以做自己想做的事，
可以不用回答不想回答的问题，
不用被别人打扰，
可以拥有自己的空间，
可以appear offline不用被别人发现 XD
真的没有东西可以做还可以睡觉。。睡饱了还可以继续做其他的事情。。
人或许是群居的动物，但并不是合群的动物，那独居有何不好？？ ^^
而且独居。。当你一走出你的房间时，又是有一大堆人和你碰面就说嗨，
并不孤单啊~ ^^
所以 sien 并不等于寂寞 / 孤单 / 孤僻 ^^

懒人

懒人终于舍得写新的部落格了。。
如果不是看到睿终于update她的部落格咧。。
我也懒得要update一下。。
她的部落格。。就是我写部落格的原动力~~ 哈哈哈~~
所以标题就叫做“懒人”，名副其实的懒人~~
考试要到了，还没开始一点点的准备。。
懒！！！
烂！！！
ish...
最近。。做了什么？？
看了New moon...名副其实的精彩。。。I mean...你可以睡得很精彩。。
看了3次2012。。第一次自己看。。第二次和Abel看。。第三次和睿看。。
越看越假。。但其实都有不同的体悟啦。。
今天戴墨镜骑脚车。。在下午3，4点太阳最猛的时候。。
去还房租。。去学校拿钱。。
一个字。。
爽！！
可以看着太阳不怕眼睛被它屌。。
晚上去买东西。。去二姐家借notes。。聊天。。
回来。。打blog。。
等下。。
睡觉。。
the end..
Swt... - -""

Lucky or unlucky ?

Today 04/11/2009, 2 days to go for assignment discussion, 9 days to go for assignment submission, 10 & 11 days to go for mid-term exam..

Every Monday - Wednesday.. this 3 days eating my energy every seconds.. =.=!!
Today class from morning to night, I have to do the photostating works, tutorials, laundry-ing, in the afternoon.. as well as clean my messy room.. actually I think my room now is much more cleaner if compared to previous 2 semesters..

First tutorial class.. Tamil class.. Vanakkam everyone.. En peyar Alvin Lim, Naan vayathu patinbatthu. Naan entrepreneurship manavaan... I wrote all this without referring to the paper..

The homework is an essay that introducing my family and I.. Guess what ? Tutor said my work is good.. it's because no mistake except for the english word "clerk" i wrote it to "clark".. -.-" but other tamil romanise words I write it pretty well.. ^.^

Thanks to Aiyaa ( sir ), Avar ( He ) let us go early today.. Guess what after that ?
I FOUND THAT I LOST MY PHONE ON THE WAY TO ANOTHER CLASS!!!!
WALAOWEH!!! SIAO!!!
I rush sooooooooo fast to the classroom and find my phone, however it's gone ==
What the hack... I was thinking that my friend probably took it for me since I rush so fast out from the classroom... but I have no idea which friend was taking my phone because I can't contact him/her/them as well..
So lucky that still there is some classmates still gosip-gosipping in class.. borrow a phone from them and call my phone.. LUCKILY... it was my classmate took it away and she is waiting downstair.. siao... so shock that time... thx god..

After the shocking moment.. went to canteen buy some bread... Ohh... after I walked to the counter.. found that my purse left in my room.. =.=!!
Then I said to uncle: uncle.. nevermind lah.. i dont buy ady..
Uncle: nevermind, u just take it, tml just come and pay
I : wah uncle, then how much should i give leh ?
Uncle: RM 25
I: huh ?? =.=!!
Uncle : RM 25
I : huh ?? -.-!!
Uncle : RM2.50
I: ohh, tq uncle

then continue nothing and open the bread and eat.. =.=!!

After that, continue class till 7pm, cycling back in rain.

That's all for today, considered lucky for me ~ ^.^

业精于勤，荒于嬉；行成于思，毁于随

For the past 3 days, i don't even remember what I have done.
I made a decision last month that I'm going to make a RM100 saving each month ( to buy a new phone >.<"" )
However, for the past 3 days, I really cannot remember what I have done, the entertainment + Decadence life made me forgot all the things. Originally, I have assignment + presentation + tutorial to be done before Sunday, that was my plan =.="
Let's review what I have done for the past 3 days,
go out yam cha go CC ( trust me, I won't go it if without a pushment from external "motivations" =.=!!)
go sing K, but cancelled go out eat many many ( I am on diet actually =.=!! )
PPS life, 3 to 4 movies per day I think
sleep ? No~ the temptation of entertainment is > sleep

So.. let's see what I have now..
Today is monday..
I havent complete my tutorial,
I havent do my assignment questions,
I havent submit my work to tutor,
I havent think a brand new product for my teambuilding & leadership subject,
That's the consequences for after being entertained!!

Gain nothing,
Do nothing,
Enjoyed for nothing,
really wan to shout out..
Di + aoz!

So what's the problem ??
It's all my own fault, I didn't control myself better, I should have do better than this.

Today I met my last semester tutor, he asked about my result and I answered i get B for his subject, Marketing.
He smiling "charmly" and beat my shoulder and said, You are a student that should get A!
Yes, indeed~! Im a student that is qualified to get A~! My target is A in this sem~!
If I have tried, I still didn't get an A, I will try it another time; but the problem is I never have a try~!

So all of this reminded me a phrase, a chinese phrase,
业精于勤，荒于嬉；行成于思，毁于随
学业的精进在于勤奋刻苦，学业的荒废在于嬉戏游乐；为人行事的成功在于深思熟虑，而败毁在于因循苟且。
This is a very useful phrase from 《劝学》, the author is 韩愈.

In simple words, we improve whenever we are hardworking and putting hard effort in our work, however, if we keep neglect our studies and just entertain ourselves, we will run backward while other people run towards brighter future ~

So.. let's get up~!

P/S : I learnt something today that we must check the expiry date of something before we buy them =.=!!

补文！！补文！！！

学睿的blog title，补文！！补文！！
因为太久没写了。。
最后一次写是9月28号，siao!! 那时是因为刚考完试，所以得空没事做，所以就写咯~~
但是现在也是因为没事做，所以才写 =.=!!
很快一下。。考完试，放假完了，又回来金宝，门牌1283这个闷锅地方。。
放假的时候啊。。做了什么啊？？
ehhh........
吃喝拉睡~~ 哈哈哈~~ 当然还有更有意义的啦~~~
比较有印象的是好几件事情~~
自己搭巴士去看戏~~ 因为不知道有谁在，而且又没有车 （其实是不可以用车），所以自己搭巴士去，也没有让母亲大人知道，让她知道就不用去了~~哇咔咔咔咔咔~~~
一看就是看两套戏~~ 韩国戏那只野猪（michael liong超会模仿 =.=!!) Chaw~~ Man-eating creature~~ 有个人把这个戏名翻译成“人吃怪兽”，还问我那个人是怎么吃怪兽的~~
哈哈哈哈哈^^
然后就快快去吃东西，超快超快~~ 接着又去看已久违的“吓到笑”，保你看到吓到笑，笑到被吓~~ 哈哈哈哈^^ 真对~~ 超好看的~~^^ 拼命笑，死命笑，无厘头的笑~~ ^^
然后。。
嗯。。
接下来几天还有一个重大的节目。。
10月15号，去朋友家唱K，然后吃东西，不错下~~^^
接着要帮一个人庆祝生日^^
我就顺其自然成为了organizer （当然嘛^^)
要去买蛋糕啦，做礼物啦~~ 等等~~哈哈^^
原本打算在pizza hut给她一个突击surprise的~~
接着朋友突然改变主意，去朋友家先唱K~
然后再来给她一个后面的突击surprise~~ ^^
唱K唱K，身为organizer的我，当然是已经先跑下楼准备一切啦~~
和楼上的朋友串通好，点好“祝我生日快乐”，然后让女主角唱~~
我们就在房外等她唱到副歌，一唱到“生日快乐”~~~ 就大家马上进去一起生日快乐了~~~
哈哈哈哈哈哈~~~ 看到她目瞪口呆又被吓到的样子，超爽的~~~哈哈哈哈哈哈哈^^
后来就。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
唱唱唱咯~~~ ^^
女主角后来还一屁股撞上蛋糕。。。可怜的蛋糕。。好才蛋糕上的卡通人物早早已经逃过一劫。。^^
唱唱唱。。一直唱到12点。。就。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
酱咯~~~
^^

回来金宝后，变得很motivated~~
已经2个礼拜了没有skip过1堂课，下雨也照去，而且还是走路去~~
short-sem的课程很紧逼，一个礼拜14堂课，每逢星期一到三，真的会累死~~
星期一是从早上10点到晚上8点，
星期二是从早上9点半到5点半，
星期三是从早上8点到10点，下午4点到晚上8点~~
都是会累死啦。。
然后现在又是班长了。。^^
总之就是变得很motivated啦。。
身上的不知哪个窍门被打通了呱。。。
哇咔咔咔咔~~~ ^^

然后也给我的电话买了硬硬的衣服。。（电话壳啦。。。=.=!!）
还买了可以炸歌的speaker。。35块。。还算值得耶。。因为真的还蛮不错的。。^^
接着。。程又来了。。家鸿下个礼拜也来。。
共聚一堂啊。。^^

睡~

终于考完试了。。

但是要等到9月30号才可以回家。。

所以接下来的日子都是颓废地过日子。。~~

闷？闲？

大概呱~~ 可是我只要有电脑就ok的~~

只是不知道要吃makai~~

因为实在是很懒惰很懒惰很懒惰，超懒惰出去买东西吃。。

全屋子剩2个人而已。。

房间都还没收拾。。

整个像狗窝酱。。

又很久没进来写了。。

而且终于恢复了正常的睡眠时间。。

差不多已到晚上10点，11点的时候，我就整个人累到像猪酱。。

睡到早上差不多10点。。

还是跟猪一样累。。

可是就因为睡不到了啊。。

就爬起来。。

就跟上面那张差不多一样的。。
可能还是睡眠不足吧。。
毕竟熬夜了那么多天。。
差不多2个礼拜了。。
要一拼过睡完它。。
做我的睡仙。。
哇卡卡卡卡~~
不知道要写什么了，
就酱~~

苦撑 + 发奋 ( continue )

去死吧QT!!
现在是早上8点18分，还真凑巧~~
休息了一阵，出去外面买了两盒巧克力牛奶 + 一罐 nescaffe, RM 1.80 一罐，贵到~~~
是平时的话才不会买。。
等下2点考试，明天（24/9）的下午2点又考，business law，也是kanasai的一个科目
不过好才business law都只是背的，而且我也准备了一下下，应该不会太难
算算下，我在22/9早上10点睡觉，到晚上8点，12点开始攻QT，接着攻到现在早上，等下2点考试，到下午4点半，差不多5点到家~~

如果我不睡觉的话，那我就会持续从下午5点攻到第二天下午2点；
如果我睡觉的话，那我就从下午5点开始睡觉，一直睡到早上差不多5，6，7点；
但是我非常清楚自己的性格，睡觉大过天，如果睡觉的话，一定会赖床到差不多10，11，12点，那我岂不是只剩下1个小时的时间读？怎么够？
haizzz.............
为什么那两个科目都不去死掉算呢？！？！
停笔。。要读了。。

熬夜 + 苦读

现在凌晨2点10分。。
已经好几天都在熬夜了。。
日夜颠倒。。
早上睡觉晚上读书。。
每天晚上，差不多9，10点开始读书，然后一直读到早上6点。。
然后就7点去old town吃早餐。。接着差不多8点就回来睡觉。。一直到晚上8点。。其实是差不多睡到下午的，可是赖床赖到8点而已。。
明天考该死的quantitative techniques II...最最最头痛的一科。。完全就是不会。。讲是讲数学。。根本就不是数学来的。。haizzzzzzzzzzz.................
想当年高中的时候，人人放弃数学，只有我一个考试的时候拼命写死命写，不够纸别人还sponsor给我。。现在。。。haizzzzzz...................
真的好难啊。。。。为什么大学的东西酱死鬼难？！？
别人读大学，我也读大学
别人读4个月，我读5个月
别人读3，4科subject，我读5，6科subject
别人没有year one sem three，我有year one sem three
别人读数学，我也读数学
为什么别人的是SPM程度，我是大学程度
别人读大学，我也读大学
为什么完全不一样？？！？！
去撞墙吧UTAR！！！

真的快放弃了。。。
如若不是二姐的话。。我早放弃了。。好才有这个朋友兼读伴。。
还有就是为什么别人的脖子酸痛的时候永远都会有我出现然后帮他们按摩，
然后到我脖子酸痛的时候，就必须一直痛到去睡觉才会好？？
haizz......................................................................

日记

今天下午去学校。。要去忙register time table...

我只不过迟了3小时，就完全没有位子了，害到我要特地跑到学校去！！麻烦！

算了，也好。。去到学校也得到不少的info...不过都是关于registration的东西。。==

原本已经打算把 Year 2 Sem 1 的 subject 和 下个 sem 的 subject 对换。。

回家途中。。。滴滴答答。。。下雨。。。

也算了。。干脆去“血拼”，然后维修我长久以来想修的电话。。

Samsung X660

图二

图三

以上就是在2007/2008年拍摄的。。这个电话是在2006年12月26日下午4点买的，价钱RM480，价值不菲啊。。功能就很废啊。。

如今

多么大的差别！！！
当初就是因为它的外表吸引了我。。所以好不犹豫就买了，但是其实是一个叫Tan gee的人一直怂恿我买。。不过也感谢他啦。。因为他帮我出５０块。。哈哈哈～～
用了它３年多了。。用久了当然有感情啦。。虽说功能是不怎么样。。但是还是很爱它啊～～
它的外表不说了。。不过它的键盘呢。。超难按的～
每次遇到像金花ＳＭＳ超快的对象呢，我就要很大力的按电话才能回复，惨～
所以就去修咯。。～
那个人讲放在这里一天，然后明天来拿
然后我就冒雨淋雨，去对面的“成业”吃东西。。
好不容易等到天晴。。
但是其实是大太阳。。
金宝的天气就是这样变化无常
一下倾盆大雨，一下热烈当空、万里无云（成语不错吧～）
所以就晒大太阳回家。。
还不到一半路程
那个修电话的打给我的另一个电话说好了。。
！＠︿＆＊（）＠＃＄
就回头。。
还１０块ｓｅｒｖｉｃｅ钱。。
回到家。。
满头大汗＋汗流浃背
ＳＭＳ给一个朋友
按到一半
按不到了，全部键盘按不到了，坏掉～
又要在大太阳下跑回去。。
去到那边又等。。
好不容易才又修好了。。
但是他说那个电话的“６”，是修不了的
因为便宜嘛，我只是帮你加了一些东西
要修的话百多块咯，Ｓａｍｓｕｎｇ键盘嘛～
好吧。。他还ｏｆｆｅｒ我换掉那个壳。。
那里舍得啊。。用了那么久。。

晚上去二姐家读书，照惯例躺在她房间外面的那三张木椅子读书～
一直读读读，背背背，写写写
突然间想到。。
我小时候不就是这样子背书的嘛？？
我大姐，二哥，加他们的朋友
通通都在李老师那里训练过。。
从小学３年级开始
就接受了魔鬼训练
背作文，默不好就拼命打，死命打
从他那里受训的学生都可以变得很一流。。
因为练成了去补习前１０分钟可以背好一篇作文的功夫。。
还记得有一次，到了那里才忘记背作文了。。
用了５分钟时间去读。。
可是还是没背好，被打得很惨。。
但是我还“虽败犹荣”
因为我给我自己６０分。。
５分钟时间耶！！
可以背得把内容都熟记下来。。
只是词语那些细节不一样而已。。
所以还是感到很光荣。。
但是想想。。
以前的那个功夫那里去了？？
不是自夸，
从小我的华文，历史就比别人好
谈不上过目不忘，但是我可以很敏感地记住日期等等东西
那现在呢？
怎么背个Ｍａｎａｇｅｍｅｎｔ　Ｐｒｉｎｃｉｐｌｅｓ
就要我的命了？
很大可能是心态问题吧～
因为以前背不好有鞭子侍候
现在背不好就准备７５０块。。
想想看。。
其实自己还是有那个能力的。。
没可能小时了了，大未必佳的啊～～古代咩～～
所以。。
应该可以好好读的。。
只要回想一下小时候读书的那个心态。。
总不能让长大后的惰性占据所有。。
就好像想念一个人原本是开心的事情
为什么要变得很苦思那样？
想念应该是不用太刻意的事情啊～～
所以我想我明白了～～

A desperate woman writes to the Technical support person. Lol~

Dear Tech Support,

Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and I noticed a distinct slowdown in the overall system performance, particularly in the flower and jewellery applications, which operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0.

In addition, Husband 1.0 uninstalled many other valuable programs, such as Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5, and then installed undesirable programs such as NEWS 5.0, MONEY 3.0 and CRICKET 4.1.Conversation 8.0 no longer runs, and Housecleaning 2.6 simply crashes the system.

Please note that I have tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but to no avail.

What can I do?

Signed,

Desperate Woman

____________________________________


DEAR DESPERATE Madam,

First, keep in mind, Boyfriend 5.0 is an Entertainment Package, while Husband 1.0 is an operating system.

Please enter command: i thought you loved me. html and try todownload Tears 6.2 and do not forget to install the Guilt 3.0 update.

If that application works as designed, Husband 1.0should then automatically run the applications Jewellery 2.0 and Flowers 3.5.

However, remember, overuse of the above application can cause Husband 1.0 to default to Silence 2.5, Happy Hour 7.0 or Beer 6.1.Please note that Beer 6. 1 is a very bad program that willdownload the Farting and Snoring Loudly Beta.

Whatever you do, DO NOT under any circumstances install Mother-In-Law 1.0

(it runs a virus in the background thatwill eventually seize control of all your systemresources.)

In addition, please do not attempt to reinstall the Boyfriend 5.0 program. These are unsupported applications and will crash Husband 1.0.

In summary, Husband 1.0 is a great program, but it does have limited memory and cannot learn new applications quickly.You might consider buying additional software to improve memory and performance.

We recommend: Cooking 3.0 and Hot Looks 7.7.

Good Luck Madam!

Tech Support

My family ^^

haha..1st of all.. is because i cannot sleep anymore.. it is morning 7.24am now.. and continuously, I was reading my sister blog, and I found that she is soooooooooooooooo talented in writing a blog.. However, the main point is I have read 2 blogs of her,

http://donnalim.blogspot.com/2009/09/home-sweet-home.html

and

http://donnalim.blogspot.com/2009/08/my-annoying-bm.html

It's seems like I have a very long time far away from home~

Haihyo~ her photos there nice lah ~ so detailed~ Actually I am just wishing have a camera phone, hehe ^^

So after read her two blogs above, I am so interested to introduce my family members that long time no see ~ sorry for my english lar~ my english haven't reach UEC standard even though Im already graduated for 3/4 year~

There is a very big difference between the family of west and east, especially the family education. That day I was watching the "Americans' got talent", there was a 4 years old cute girl singing "somewhere out there" on the stage and win the claps from whole audiences. After that, she ran quickly to her parents, the dialogues between them is as below:

(the little girl named Kaitlyn Maher ran so quickly and cutely to her dad )

Dad : ( kiss her ) I'm so proud of you :-)

Kaitlyn Maher: Thank you Daddy

Here's the family from east:

Kid A : Mummy mummy, I just won the prizes in ice skating~~

Mummy A : Why do you join such dangerous and risky contest without informing us!? Do you know that we cannot claim for insurance if anything happen to you !?

You're not allowed to step out the door from today onwards!!

Ok, it is clear enough to describe the difference between the family of west and east =)

Now it's my time for my family members. Obviously, I'm from the east :-)

First of all, surely is introduction to my "old bean"~

It can be seen very clearly that he is 90% look alike with me~ There's lots and lots and lots people saying that I look alike with him ( ofcz lah! like father like son mah ~).
Well, what can I say to describe my dad?? He is a nice dad (Argh, surely). Oh ya, the best phrase to describe him is the phrase "silence is gold". He never waste 1 second of his lifetime to talk useless words or anythings benefitless. There is 1 more thing to describe him that he is the first person in Sabah who engage the insurance and represented the whole sabah to west M'sia for a meeting. Wow, so proud of me as his son ~ wakakaka ^^ ( like I'm putting effort with him together =.=!! )
Good to have a dad like him ~ Love you ~~ ^^

Secondly... arghhh... this is the most headache part because I have totally no idea should I upload her picture??? She is my mom =.=!!

Arghh... just upload a group photo and let you all to guess which is my mom then :-)

It is so obvious right ?? Haha ~~ nevermind, she wouldn't know unless somebody has betrayed me =)
The middle one is my big sister, introduction to her will be the next :-)

My mom... A very normal and common mom like others mom in all over the world. Care and treat her children always as KIDS, you know what I mean =.=!!

Well, that's a mother, is it any mother in this world doesn't treat their children as kids ? (Arghh.. except those crimes..)

She is a very strict mom, but good children/teenagers came out from a strict mom, right ? ^^

Love her always just because she is my mom, no doubt for that =)

Well.. I think I will just continue without uploading my sister's picture ? No way!

Nah.. This is my sister in the left side.. nice har? I wonder will she kill me after reading this blog?? Please wait please wait!! Please wait until finish reading the description...=)

Well.. Should I say I have a nice childhood with her?? HAHAHA, definitely a joke ^^. I've just spent about 12 years lifetime only living under a same roof with her because she went for her further study to Labuan in year 2003 if I'm not mistaken XD. Well.. it's very common that a kid argued often with his/her brothers and sisters during childhood time right? So.. I have a normal childhood ^^. However, after passed for so many years, I realised that a family is always a family, no doubt that family members are always the closest person to us. As well as her, although the time together between she and I is very short, but she is a good sister ^^, not because of she is my sponsorship or "money lender", but just because she is my sister ^^.

Do I need to express any "love" to you? Uhh.. you have enough with the man you love now ^^. Wish you are blessed with him ^^

Thidly.. my brother... this is also the headache part because he has no any handsome or good-looking photo.. just because his real person is much more good looking than his photo.. so how?

Finally I've found a picture that is equal to his real person.. Most of his pictures is acting "abnormally".. Well... Uh... What and how should I say to my big brother? Smart? He is the smartest among 3 of us. Handsome? okok!! I admit he is much more good looking than me~ and much more taller than me ~~ and also the most intelligent~ enough? Lol~

Since we were growing up, he is already the "king" among kids, until now to uni, he is still a leader among friends or whatever society. He has the special gift from god that he will automatic be a leader no matter in what situation. =.=!

I don't know whether is true or not lah ofcz.. just from what I observe..

Actually he is my idol since small, no matter in gaming, academic, or whatever things, he will always be the first discoverer or achiever in special or unique field. So no wonder why he is always the leader ~ But most of friends include me, would like to punch him if he has said any "phrases" or "words" =.=!!!

Finally !!! It isn't me... is my another "family member" ^^

ok ok !! I know I'm the most worst inside the above picture!!

This picture was taken about in year 2004 or 2005.. Not much memory to this picture but I think it's just left few photos of my Kakak ^^

The girl in orange colour is my kakak.. she is about 13,14 years bigger than me.. When she first came to my house, I was just a crawling baby with naive smiling to her and played a ball with her ^^ thats what she told me ^^.

She take care 3 of us for about 14,15 years continuously I think.. can be said a half mother to us... Since our childhood, she cook for us, fed us, ironed our cloths, dress us on, help our drawing art, coloring homework, clean our room, sweep the floor, mop the floor, wash the car, play with us, clean my ass.. bath me.. etc.. it's soooooooooooooo many and much more than a "kakak" to us already...

Even now think of her, I will miss her.. she is not just a "kakak" to us.. she is a family to us.. No doubt for this.. Now she is married and borned a baby girl.. time passed so fast..

I dare to say that my childhood wouldn't perfect without her..

those pantat, kepala otak kau, ngavava ( dono wad mean ==), makan tahi.. etc.. are so perfect now.. ^^

This is my simple introduction to my family members ^^

My life is so perfect ^^

P/S: I cannot predict how they will kill me if they have seen their uploaded pictures

>. +!!