Pain from Kampar --> Ipoh --> Kampar

OK, let's get start with the first pain in my waist area,
However, I have totally absolutely no idea how and when it started =.=

Rewind rewind rewind.. I remembered that I was in bad mood for few days. For certain reasons, I cannot mention it in public, just I am emo-ing that time. In my memory, I remembered that I have a pain feeling in my waist area but I decided to leave it there because I thought it will recover very soon.. *VERY SOON =.=""

I still can deal with the pain at first because I am heart-rocked perhaps =.=
Usually I can tolerate with those pain on flesh, and I don't easily shout and groan like newborn baby. Maybe I am trained by my brother since kindergarden and I remember the most he was the first people in my life who bend my finger into two, and since that day onwards, you can always the sound "crack creck cruck" on me because I always crack my bones like neck, fingers, waist, legs, toes.. bla bla bla and so on... Whoever sit beside me since primary school will always feel fear sometimes.. sorry for that although sometimes I did it purposely XD

I have no idea whether is I always bend my waist too much and lead to ultra untahanable pain or other reasons. At first, I still do everything as usual, cycling, walking, jogging and so on.. but after that, I found that the pain is continuously day-to-day and I still keep it as a secret to everyone including my dear =.=""

After a week time, I decided to look for a doctor but I have no idea where to look for a doctor in Kampar because I never have big sickness (perhaps I am too healthy..XD) =.=""
I went for a 跌打医生 in Kampar Old Town in an afternoon. However, the doctor just asked what happen on me and start massaged my spinal cord area after I just answered 腰骨痛 =.=""
Then, he gave me two small pack of medicine and said I will recover in two days time. WTF him never ask for any further details then directly conclude my sickness.
Ok lah.. I trusted him for two days.. and I ate up the medicine as well in two days..

However, no more doubt, I went to find my uncle in Kampar directly after the medicine has no effect at all. He brought to me to another Indian doctor. The Indian doctor seemed like more professional, he asked me to lie down and rise my leg, and concluded that I have a muscle pain in 5 minutes =.="" (professional har ?? =.="") like the previous doctor, he gave me two medicines as well plus one cream and said I will recover soon within four days..

Okok.. four days.. four days.. I can wait for it as long as the doctor's word is reliable..
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1 week passed, the medicine is finished, the cream is almost finish too. YET, MY BACK IS STILL PAIN!! I went to find my uncle again and asked him to bring me to hospital. I heard a lot of my friends said that the hospital in Kampar is useless, not effective at all but I still decide to have a try before look for specialist.
Third time for doctor, I have class, I reached the hospital at about 5pm, there is so less people in the hospital because the type of blood in all the doctors and nurses is "Malay", which consists of hidden laziness.
There was just one last doctor, and he asked me that: Kenapa datang lambat?? sudah pukul lima lah ~ mari, duduk, apa sakit cakap
Me: Sakit belakang...
Dr.M: okok, cucuk, cucuk ~
Me: Huh ???
Then the doctor leave the room straight away wtf =.=!!
I asked the nurse, apa cucuk??
Nurse A: Injection
Nurse B: kenapa datang lambat?? sudah pukul lima lah~~ lain kali datang awal sikit mah~~
Before going on, I would like to mention that the Kampar hospital close every Saturday and Sunday. The opening time of the hospital is morning ??AM--5PM. Did you heard before any hospital will shut down at night?? The one which will shut down at night is called Clinic, not HOSPITAL!!
Directly, I have no any chances to explain my sickness and the doctor straight away gave me an injection right on my left ass and its HURT!!!! WTF!!! After that, the pharmacy nurse gave me two medicines again and asked me to mix together to eat.

Ok lah~ RM 1 for one injection and 2 medicines without any advice/explanation, it still worth enough if it is effective..
I hardly to describe how the feeling is when your ass is paralyzed, but I can tell you it is HURT!!

Before going to Kampar hospital, I did find my aunt living in Ipoh, who is my friend of dad 30 years ago.. they haven't meet for more than 30 years already =.="""
I went to Kampar hospital on Monday and actually it seemed effective enough, at least I can feel the pain on my ass more than my waist now =.=|||
Next, my aunt brought me to Ipoh on Tuesday and stay at her house for one night.
Ohhh~~~~ Ohhhh~~~~ Ohhhhh~~~~~ I don't have to pay for anything because my aunt paid everything including a dinner that costs RM15 I think. It is really w-a-l-a-o-w-e-h because everything in Ipoh is double compare to Kampar, but luckily I don't have to pay lah.. I would never pay a dinner that I think is EXPENSIVE because my blood inside my body is flowing miserly~~ XD

I stay at her house, with a very hard bed and affluent wind because without mosquito gauze =.=||
I am the type of person that will recognize and miss my only bed after I get used to it. +.+""
My dear claimed as a big small boy, is it true ?? =.=""
I couldn't sleep at all, so I just SMS with my dear in Singapore. My Maxis bill is flooded T.T

When I wake up in the morning, I saw a small but fat little mosquito struggling on the floor.
Hahaha~~ 活该，抵死 lah~~!! I have ate up so many medicine and you this little fella still dare to drink so many of my blood~!! You will die fat with many chemical blood inside your body even if I don't pijak you now~~

With a very kind heart, I decided to touch it lightly and tear off its wings to let the poor pity little mosquito can fly to the sky of west early~ XD

Now the time for specialist in Ipoh Hospital, the doctor now is more professional, kept asking me questions and asked me to lie down and tested my nerve reactions. Then he concluded that it is my nerves going wrong~~ but he still add on with the sentence: If you still haven't recover within two to three weeks, you have to come back here for X-ray

swt =.=!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Skip all the thrash, back to Kampar.

P/S: I skipped two classes because I am holding MC~ XD

Thanks to my uncle and aunt. =)

Insomnia, tired, lazy

Decided to write a short blog..
I had an insomnia again last night.. perhaps drinking too much teh in Mamak..
So I just wake up and watch Iron Man I.. nice movie.. =.=
Decided to sleep in the morning,
unfortunately cannot sleep again..
So I just wake up and watch Hong Kong movie, 老公万岁。。=.=
Decided to sleep in the afternoon,
unfortunately cannot sleep again..
So I just lying on bed..
then Abel asked me to go out for dinner..
I planned not to eat my dinner because I want to keep fit and save money,
I know that I won't save money if i step out from my room..
Hooray.. big rain dropped. So I decided to fool Abel with changing my MSN nickname to his nickname..
However.. I fooled my own dear and made Abel speechless.. =.=
After back from dinner..
I had stomachache, my stomach alarm has high efficiency because I always stomachache on time every night.. =.=..
I still have 2 assignments, and I am having insomnia, tired, lazy, and I have no motivation at all..

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Life ain't tough at all, its just a process

2010, is a really tough year for me.

First at all, I am currently a year two student, no longer a year one student who able to enjoy honeymoon year. All the subjects is just tough and assignments no longer can copy and paste directly from internet, every thing I have to do it by my own including research, analysis and assuming.

Secondly, I am facing serious financial problem. Actually it is not really serious too, just because I decided to go Singapore and I don't want to spend too much money that given by my parents, so I have to work hard to earn money to save more.

Thirdly, I am having serious health problem. I have no idea whether is my spinal cord or muscle pain. I have a serious muscle pain in my heart area last time when I was senior three, and now I have no idea whether is the spinal cord or muscle pain, just in the waist part. I have spent much money on curing my sickness including transportation fees, went for two doctor, eat 3 medicines, and apply 2 creams + buy the salonpas finally. But none of them seems effective.

Fourth, I am not allowed to cycle, but the main transportation in Kampar here is cycling. I tried to take bus everyday, and it costs me RM1.40 per day. Lets assume if I take bus everyday?

I am a vegetarian and I do believe in god. I insist to maintain as a vegetarian no matter how hard and tough the situation. Every time going out with friends, the dinner is always the problem, where to eat and what to eat.

I am being entertained by some of the people, even though they might just asking or fooling or teasing or whatever in their mind, I don't like it. As well as other vegetarians, they all are facing the same situation and the same fella. However, it is my principal now, no one can defeat me by teasing or challenging me. their mouth is on their silly face and I don't think that they can defeat me in this way.

Last year, Kampar has only one household selling vegetarian foods and the food is damn expensive. I have to spend about RM3.50 -RM5.00 each meal. I just treat it as a challenge in my life. It is impossible for me to eat there everyday and every meals because I have to face and entertain invitation from friends -- go out eat. Every time I reached a place, I will first look at what kind of food I can eat and everything I make it successfully. 1 rice, 1 egg and 1 salad. Other people might start their conversation and gossip about my food and start entertaining me. In KFC, McD, any franchise restaurant, I can find the food that is eatable for vegetarian.

However, I met some vegetarian that give up and fail to proceed as a vegetarian. They are defeated by the tough situation, clowns, financial or whatever problem. However, I think that they are actually giving up themselves. Those tough situations, clowns, financial, distance, boyfriend, girlfriend, or whatever, are just a reason for them to give up themselves.

I have an advice for everyone here. Do not think that you are the only one in the world who having tough situation and problems. It is just about your own problem for not facing it and choose to run away from it. This is because you always have a way to face it, just depend on how willing you are to face it.

In conclusion, I am just 19 years old. I am not suppose to think like an adult and I should act like other 19 years old guys and girls that go for fun everyday, enjoying themselves, spend the money given my parents or PTPTN. However, I choose to face my daily problems instead of searching for fun in my life. I will be tough for my parents and my future.

My English

Here I am again~
Don't know why suddenly I have the motivations to improve my English.

I just have a normal English standard and just enough to eat in my management course =.=
I did borrow some English management books from my campus library but every time I will just put and left it aside for two weeks time, and I will return the book 1 day later the due date and every time it costs me RM0.50 =...= ( that's why I not really want to borrow books..)

However, I am a business student, English is just so much important to my current study and even future work, but I am just like kite in my study, flying over here and there EVERYDAY!!

Even all my assignments now require higher standard of management level and of course included higher level of English standard.. I can write an impressive business ideas, management skills.. bla bla and so on with poor English standard. This is sickening me~!! I have to submit 4 assignments in the following week, 19 of March, Friday and I just finished one of them without touching the other 3 =.............+""

I know I am lazy enough, I have plenty of time every night but I always rather to start my assignments or study at midnight... I think the word of kanasai is suit enough to describe me..

BUT~!!! B-U-T~~!! I am start doing it and I am doing well too~~ However, I found that I really need a higher standard of English essay-writing. I just had a phone call with my beloved mom few hours ago, and we talked and mentioned about my English public speaking skills. Well.. Usually I can get the highest marks in presentation, no doubt for that~~ I am thick face enough to say that I am a good presenter, I have good skills, good "wind of stage" ( I hope you understand this ==), good quotes, and everything good except my English pronunciation~!!! I can get high marks in business subject except for English studies =...........=

This is because English studies require us to have good English pronunciation skills, I have everything good but I DON'T HAVE GOOD PRONUNCIATION OF ENGLISH!!! Ish.. hate that.. my English public skills is mixed with Singlish.. the origin fformation is Chinese + English.. the new word borned because there is too many Chinese who have poor and low level of English..
We usually mixed our English together with Chinese, there are a lot of vocabulary and grammar as well.. =.................=""

For example..
WHEN GIVING A CUSTOMER BAD NEWS
Britons: I'm sorry, sir, but we don't seem to have the sweater you want in your size, but if you give me a moment, I can call the other outlets for you.

Malaysians: No stock.


RETURNING A CALL
Britons: Hello, this is John Smith. Did anyone call for me a few moments ago?

Malaysians: Hello, who call?


ASKING SOMEONE TO MAKE WAY
Britons: Excuse me, I would like to get by. Would you please make way?

Malaysians: S-kew me.


WHEN ASKING FOR PERMISSION
Britons: Excuse me, but do you think it would be possible for me to enter through this door?

Malaysians: (pointing at the door) Can ah?


WHEN ENTERTAINING
Britons: Please make yourself right at home.

Malaysians: No need shy shy one lah!


WHEN DOUBTING SOMEONE
Britons: I don't recall you giving me the money.

Malaysians: Where got?


WHEN DECLINING AN OFFER
Britons: I would prefer not to do that, if you don't mind...

Malaysians: Don't want lah.


WHEN ASKING SOMEONE TO LOWER THEIR VOICE.
Britons: Excuse me, but could you please lower your voice? I'm trying to concentrate over here.

Malaysians: Shut up lah!


WHEN ASSESSING A TIGHT SITUATION.
Britons: We seem to be in a bit of a predicament at the moment..

Malaysians: Die lah!!


WHEN SOMEONE DID SOMETHING WRONG
Britons: This isn't the way to do it. Here, let me show you.

Malaysians: Like that also don't know how to do!


WHEN ONE IS ANGRY
Britons: Would you mind not disturbing me?

Malaysians: Celaka you!

Nice har?? The Singlish style is: the simple and faster the better, the direct translation is applied in Singlish language, it is so convenient for us especially for Malaysian Chinese =.=

HOWEVER!!! I must not use Singlish now because I am currently studying English for Management and the lecturer is really p*s* of* person~!!! She is strict on our grammar, vocab, pronunciation, a very strict method is applied in her teaching method which make herself feel proud~ -.-''

Besides, I have to put a lot of effort on my assignments now because all of them carrying heavy marks which I couldn't afford with my "layang-layang" style, when I surf internet for searching information, all the info is in English, no more my expert Chinese language T.T
plus, I can easily find out other people blogs easily by typing the information I want, looks like those blogger are really geng in their English, because their blogs are sooooooooooooooooooooo famous~!!!

Hence, start from today onwards, I decided to read more, learn more and write more, 3 in 1 method with ALL ENGLISH!!!

Donna Lim.. If you are reading my blogs, please write more blogs because your English is better than me a lot and I know that you start with a Singlish standard to write your blog..=)

Life

Since Ruey ask me when I update my blog.. here I am to update..
The are few reasons for not to update my blogs:
A. LAZY
B. nothing to write.
C. I have plenty of things to write but I'm lazy to write.
D. still lazy lar.. =.=

However, there are still some motivations to motivate me to update my blog, for example:
A. I feel guilty =.=
B. I envy the spirits of some blogger like Ruey and my sist..
C. To express my depressed feelings
D. To describe life is kanasai..

So.. new semester, new life, new subjects, new friends.. but still old me, old bicycle, fat me and poor + pity me.. =.=""
Everything in life is tough, and the my horoscope - Leo, describes my overall fortune in this year is tough, depressed, and hard. However, I will be able to learn more, grow more.. of course I don't want to eat more.. I am 70Kg little fatty now..

For example, 8 more hours will be my mid-term exam, but I am still blogging now since facebook has no more interesting entertainment for me..
I am moody now, depressed, tired, stressed.. I could avoid all the things with don't do anything.. =.="" that's me, Alvin Lim Jia Xing, and I am sure that I can pass my exam later because I am borned as "management ingredients"...

For the past few months, I knew that study is hard, life is tough, and love is uneasy..
Why do I say so ??

I am currently studying Year 2 Sem 1 in University Tak Akan Rugi, some of the subjects are my year 3 subjects because I wan to finish all the tough subjects first, otherwise I will be dying in my year 3 =.=
Firstly, there is no more honeymoon year in year 2, if you think I still can fly like layang-layang everyday then you made a bad judgment. You may come over and have a look on those subjects and assignments, theories are not only the requirement used for those subjects, I must have my own common sense, understanding and analysis research for them. However.. I am so proud to say that I have the ingredients to cook management, management studies are all piece of cake for me except FINANCE!!! kanasai Finance subject.. the most headache subject in the world for me..

skip the kns part lah..
Next,
I work for part time job to earn money, if you think you are good in theories, try in in practical, get some job, and start whipping your ass before you start to work~ this is because most of the people nowadays think they have great talents, quick learner and able to work for long hour.. and so on~~ but actually 90% of them will disappear automatically because they will say this job is not my tea.
The great news is, I don't have to spend extra 1 cent that given by my parents (rental excluded of course =.="")
I save money for CNY holiday so that I could spend more with my dear~~ ^__^
This is a must method for money-free people like me lar... =.=""

Love is uneasy.. There is no any love process in this world will run smoothly like Ferrari car, engine will stop functioning sometimes.. Car racing kena tangkap.. No parking for you even you driving popular brand of car.. Life isn't perfect at all.. haihz.. long and complex story..
We never argue, never quarrel, however, financial problems, distance problems, and the mindset between girls and guys is always different.. that's make obstacles between she and I..
BUT~! B-U-T~~ From the moment I decided to make us a perfect couple, I am prepared to face those challenges against us, I could stand as long as I could if she is standing beside me, I am sure for that, but sometime please allow me to sit or lie for a while because standing is tiring.. =.="""

K lah.. chit chat enough already.. time to move my lazy butt.. and oh ya.. I am now having muscle pain beside spinal cord, so if I move my butt or waist a bit, my bone is like going to have a "cruck" sound, although i used to be like that sounds much, but I have to avoid it now for temporary.. =...=""

Let's get to work..

离婚酒店 -- 转载

他和她結婚整整10年了，夫妻間已經沒有任何衝動與情趣， 他越來越覺得自己對她幾乎就是一種程式與義務，
他開始厭煩起了她，尤其是單位新調進了一個年輕活潑的女孩，
對他發起了瘋狂的進攻，他突然覺得她是自己的第二春，經過再三考慮，
他決定和她離婚。她似乎也麻木了，很平靜地答應了他，

兩個人一起走進了民政部門。 ¬
手續辦得很順利，出門後，兩個人已經是各自獨立的自由人了，
不知為什麼，他心裏突然有種空落落的感覺，他看了看她：
“天已經晚了，一起去吃點飯吧。”
她看了看他：“好吧，聽說新開了一家‘離婚酒店’，
專門執行離婚夫婦的最後一頓晚餐，要不咱們到那兒去看看。” ¬
他點了點頭，兩人一前一後默默地走進了離婚酒店。 ¬

“先生女士晚上好。”二人在包廂剛坐下，服務小姐便走了進來，
“請問兩位想吃點兒什麼？” ¬
他看了看她：“你點吧。” ¬
她搖了搖頭：“我不常出來，不太清楚這些，還是你點吧。” ¬

“對不起先生女士，我們離婚酒店有個規矩，這頓飯必
須要由 女士點先生平時最愛吃的菜，由先生點女士平時最愛吃的菜，
這叫‘最後的記憶’。” ¬
“那好吧，”她理了理頭髮，“清蒸魚、溜蘑菇、拌木耳，
記住，都不要放蔥薑蒜，我先生……這位先生他不吃這些。” ¬
“先生呢？”服務小姐看了看他。
他愣住了。結婚10年，他真的不知道老婆喜歡吃什麼。他張著嘴，
尷尬地愣在了那兒。
“就這些吧，其實這是我們兩個人都愛吃的。”她連忙打起了圓場。 ¬

服務小姐笑了笑：“說實話，到我們離婚酒店來吃這最後一頓晚餐，
所有的先生和女士其實都吃不下去什麼，所以這‘最後的記憶’
咱們還是不要吃了吧。就喝我們酒店特意為所有離婚人士準備的

晚餐——冷飲吧，這也是所有來的人都不拒絕的選擇。”
她與她都點了點頭：“那就來冷飲吧。” ¬
很快，服務小姐送來了兩份冷飲，兩份飲料中一份淡藍一片，
全是冰渣；一份滿杯紅潤，冒著熱氣。 ¬

“這份晚餐名叫‘一半是火焰，一半是海水’，兩位慢用。”
服務小姐介紹完退了下去。 ¬
包房裏靜悄悄的，兩個人相對而坐，一時竟不知道該說什麼好。 ¬

“篤篤篤！”輕輕一陣敲門聲，服務小姐走了近來，托盤裏托著
一枝鮮豔的紅玫瑰：“先生，還記得您第一次給這位女士送花的情景嗎？
現在一切都結束了，夫妻不成就當朋友，朋友要好聚好散，
最後為女士送朵玫瑰吧。” ¬

她渾身一抖，眼前又浮現出了10年前他給她送花的情景，那時，
他們剛剛來到這座舉目無親的省城，什麼都沒有，一切從零開始。
白天，他們四處找工作，
努力拼搏；晚上， 為了增加收入，她去晚市出小攤，他去給人家刷盤子。很晚很晚，
他們才一起回到租住在地下室裏那不足10平米的小屋。日子很苦，可他們卻很幸福。

到省城的第一個情人節
那天，他為自己買了第一朵紅玫瑰，她幸福得流下了眼淚。
10年了，一切都好起來了，可兩個人卻走向了分離。她想著想著，淚水盈滿了雙眼，
她擺了擺手說：“不用了。” ¬

他也想起了過去的10年，他這才記起，自己已經有五六年沒有給
她買過一枝玫瑰了。他擺了擺手：“不，要買。” ¬
服務小姐卻拿起了玫瑰，“刷刷”兩下撕成了兩半，分別扔進了
兩個人的飲料杯裏，玫瑰竟然溶解在了飲料裏。 ¬

“這是我們酒店特意用糯米製成的紅玫瑰，也是送給你們的第三道菜，
名叫‘映景的美麗’。先生女士慢用，有什麼需要直接叫我。”
服務小姐說完，轉身走了出去。 ¬
“XX，我……”他一把握住她的手，有些說不出話來。 ¬
她抽了抽手，沒有抽動，便不再動彈。兩個人靜靜地對視著，什麼也說不出來。
“啪！”突然，燈熄了，整個包房裏漆黑一片，外面警鈴大作，

一股煙味兒飄了進來。 ¬
“怎麼了？”兩個人急忙站了起來。 ¬
“店起火了，大家馬上從安全通道走！快！”外面，有人聲嘶力竭地喊了起來。
“老公！”她一下撲進了他的懷裏，“我怕！” ¬
“別怕！”他緊緊摟住她，“親愛的，有我呢。走，往外衝！” ¬
包廂外面燈光通明，秩序井然，什麼都沒有發生。 ¬

服務小姐走了過來：“對不起，先生女士，讓兩位受驚了。
酒店並沒有失火，煙味兒也是特意往包房裏放的一點點，
這是我們的第四道菜，名叫‘內心的選擇’。請回包廂。” ¬

他和她回到了包廂，燈光依舊。他一把拉她：“親愛的，
服務小姐說得對，剛才那才是你我內心真正的選擇。其實，
我們誰都離不開誰，明天咱們重新結婚吧？”

她咬了咬嘴唇：“你願意嗎？” ¬
“我願意，我現在什麼都明白了，明天一早咱就去辦結婚。
小姐，買單。”他說著喊了起來 。 ¬

服務小姐走了近來，遞給兩人一人一張精緻的紅色清單：
“先生女士好，這是兩位的帳單，也是本酒店的最後一道贈品，
名叫‘永遠的帳單’，請兩位永遠保存吧。"

他看著帳單，眼淚淌了下來。 ¬
“你怎麼了？”她連忙問道。 ¬
他把帳單遞給了她：“親愛的，我錯了，我對不起你。” ¬
她打開帳單一看，只見上面寫著：
一個溫暖的家；
兩隻操勞的手；
三更不熄等您歸家的燈；
四季注意身體的叮囑；
無微不至的關懷；
六旬婆母的微笑；
起早貪黑對孩子的照顧；
八方維護您的威信；
九下廚房為了您愛吃的一道菜；
十年為您逝去的青春……
這就是您的妻子。 ¬

“老公，您辛苦了，這些年也是我冷漠了你。”
她也把自己的那份帳單遞給了他。他打開帳單，只見上面寫著：

一個男人的責任；
兩肩挑起的重擔；
三更半夜的勞累；
四處奔波的匆忙；
無法傾訴的委屈；
留在臉上的滄桑；
七姑八姨的義務；
八上八下的波折；
九優一疵的凡人；
時時對家對子的真情……
這就是您的丈夫。 ¬
兩個人抱在一起，放聲痛哭。 ¬

結完帳，他和她對經理千恩萬謝，手牽手走回了家。
看者他們幸福的背影，經理微笑著點了點頭：
“真幸福，我們離婚酒店又挽救了一個家！

一个人不代表孤独，P/S : 孤独 = sienz

嗯。。
嗯嗯。。
嗯嗯嗯。。
今天12月14号，和朋友读书读到4点半，接着自己在如此危险的凌晨4点半踏着脚车回家咯~
还好啦，并不怎么危险，因为~
第一，我是男的；
第二，没什么东西好给抢的，
第三，我骑的是脚车，很少人用脚车或者摩多车打枪的
（干嘛一直说不好的啊？=.=||）
没事没事。。一路上平平安安，因为其实不到1分钟就可以到家，所以前面所讲的都是废话 XD
冷冷的空气。。金宝的天气其实很不错。。只限于傍晚6点半开始 -- 早上8点半，其他时间都是太阳公公BBQ的好时间~~
Westlake的环境风景其实也不错，虽然只是一排屋子，但是最翁之意不在酒，非当事者才能感受其中的乐趣了~~
回家后，已经知道自己一定不会继续读书乐的；果然，一进门就开始开电脑，玩那个久违的 Starcraft。。
一个人冷冷清清，不错嘛~~ 而且房间很温暖 XD
后来决定去 ABC Mamak，因为睡觉时间快到了，所以决定先吃早餐~~ （已经日夜颠倒了。。）
一路上，也是冷冷的风，又是自己一个人的马路，哇~~ 爽~~！！赞~~！！
到了那里，一个人都没有，除了一堆 Mamak 人~~
猜猜看？？
出奇地受欢迎~~
因为本人会说 Tamil 话~~
那位big size body的 Mamak 人就很开心自动地给我添加 Dua Roti Double Cheese Double Telur~
荣誉啊~~
谁说黑黑的人就是不好？？
将心比心，看自己怎么对待别人而已~~
其中一个 Mamak 人就坐下来和我聊天，
第一次用 Tamil 讲这么多话。。
虽然反应很慢。。
但他倒是很开心。。XD
因为他们正在打扫，所以我就等一等咯~
一个人静静地在等咯，空气也很凉爽，看着别人的勤劳忙碌，心情很不错一下~
享受着自己一个人，没有繁杂的声音，不错嘛~ ^^
和他谈天谈天才知道原来他们真的都是从印度来的，听老师说过，但不怎么信，原来是真的咧~
想想看，从印度老远跑来这里，离乡背井赚钱，偶尔还要受到别人的鄙视，他们的处境其实很糟咧~
可他们在休息打扫之时，依然可以谈笑风生，可见他们是会享受生命的人~
自己一个人，可以有机会看到这么多东西，可以自己静静一个人想这些事情，不亦乐乎？
哈哈~~ 不错嘛~~ ^^
想想看，
一个人有什么不好？？
I mean...
可以有自己独处的时候。。而不是孤僻没有朋友鄙视别人的那些怪胎。。
有何不好啊？
可以做自己想做的事，
可以不用回答不想回答的问题，
不用被别人打扰，
可以拥有自己的空间，
可以appear offline不用被别人发现 XD
真的没有东西可以做还可以睡觉。。睡饱了还可以继续做其他的事情。。
人或许是群居的动物，但并不是合群的动物，那独居有何不好？？ ^^
而且独居。。当你一走出你的房间时，又是有一大堆人和你碰面就说嗨，
并不孤单啊~ ^^
所以 sien 并不等于寂寞 / 孤单 / 孤僻 ^^