Silver Star

What I have learnt for the past two years?

2011-04-15T15:57:00.002+08:00

Hell, it's been a very long time since last time that I have logged in to my blog account.

For every each time when reminder comes in from certain people like this cutie --> Ruey and Steve Loo, asking that when I am gonna to update my blog?? I will keep on reply that, sien ah... see how lah... They are great bloggers but perhaps I am not that in love with blogs, so sorry =.=

Currently, I am studying in UTAR, pursuing a degree certificate, Bachelor of Business Administration, Entrepreneurship in Y3S1. Yes, we call ourselves EN students, simpler term, ENS.

What have I learned for the past two years as an EN student? Recall back my memory to Y1S1, It's really a shocking difference between the "he" at that time and I now. I am now a fatter and dumper guy compared to last two years. However, I have unlocked something with a crucial key, I have gained wisdom and knowledge of how I survive in this university and society in future.

From the first time I came in, I was so motivated to join that, participate this, try to take part of something, involve something that I never try before. I was considered as a very active person i my high school and I have made some unbelievable achievement that there are some xiao di di and xiao mei mei still recognize my face, but definitely not the fatter and rounder body shape, they unlike that very much~!!

So what? As quoted to the most impressive and hard-expected lecturer, Mr Darren Tan, What's so special of being like this and that? I used to be very active in high school, but that it is a past tense now. Nothing bother at all. However, when I am trying to contribute something useful that will bring benefits to all of my course mates, I have found that it was not that easy to contribute something to them. Benefits come first. Secondly, who are you to do so.

Honestly, being a course representative, I am trying to learn, absorb, adopt the everything exists within the environment. I have met different kind of persons with various types of personality. I have learned how to use different type of communication skill to communicate with different type of persons. This is how and why I can survive in university without being boi kot by others.

The next thing is that, there are no ANY EXCUSES for delaying assignment, can't finish on time, unable to finish my part, bla bla, etc and so on. I know that because I have met a lot of people like that giving excuses to push their responsibilities to you, hoping that you would sympathize them so that they won't have to do so much works. Yet, I won't complain anything, because our team work is just for temporary and won't go longer after this time. Therefore I have nothing to complain because this kind of people has taught me that you will have bad reputation by giving excuses, complains, and WHATEVER reasons you have. It's your own problems to be solved. If you really wanna survive in this society, please solve your problems before completing the tasks given.

I have met a quite interesting girl in my course as well. She, is definitely a very good example in showing enthusiastic on her study behavior. Unlike others, as well as me, she always try her best to achieve the best output for assignments and presentations. Whoever grouping with her in assignment, always have to be aware that you better submit your qualified works on time before she gets to you. I have heard a lot of complaints against this girl too. However, I know this girl very well, I understand her personality as well. Whatever she said, she mean it; and whatever she scold, a valid reason is always there. She would never simply scold people without a valid reason. Therefore, usually I will only ignore all the complaints that I have heard because I know this girl, even if she scolded me, definitely is because of my laziness =.=""

For the whole year one, I have been being a mouse, trying to avoid something by not appearing too often in public. This is because I found that this environment is scaring, people will keep on using you if you have certain benefits, and of course, people will abandoned you if you have nothing useful at all. There is somebody asked me before, shouldn't that we should have fun in our university life? Why there are so many people keep arguing in public, playing stab back behind you, emphasize on personal benefits?? Is that really important that could make you feel proud by seeing others dying behind you? However, this is the real world, I am glad that I have faced this thing before I graduate, it trains me better.

Currently, I am already a year three student, started to busy for my final year project. Even for this very FYP, I could see a lot of people still focusing on their personal benefits, the situation is even worsen when people keep on recruiting others that they "think" is useful to them. It's really like a intense competition among ENS. No matter how peaceful and calm environment you saw, please do not believe it at all, it's only for naive persons to be tricked.

Don't fully believe what you have saw, what kind of message that you could perceive from this statement? Well, there is a quite huge and large event in UTAR currently, the beach party. Honestly, I really do think that they are really doing well and good. Maybe is because of the management team has the highly qualified achievement, performance, contribution and efforts. I thought it will be a a very successful event because the management team is very good in having other events. This is what I have saw and thought, however a bad news leaks out that the venue has been changed to different place due to insufficient financial problems and the attendance of the total guests. This really shock me a little when I have seen the letter on Facebook.

Every single step will bring unpredictable consequences if there is a small thing leaked out in the management process. This is ultimate true. By then, I am not teasing on them, I am just showing my example that I have wrong sight because of I believe what I have seen and thought. Instead, I admit that they really have tried their best although mistakes happened.

That's the end, quite tired now, perhaps I will "try" to follow up my blog in future. =.=""

Complains

2010-07-19T18:01:00.002+08:00

Ok, I am a very kiasi student, usually I do not go to complain in FBF, I do not simply complain people in front of people. The reason is very simple, why complain ?

Since we all know complaining is useless, protest lagi no brain, so, why complain ? Not only for UTAR management, I do not simply complain other things as well. For example, Danish House, Westlake managment, is unable to fix my house modem for a month, A MONTH~!! but I just everyday go to the management and "remind" them to fix it ASAP, I speak politely every time until the staff in there also pai seh to see my face because they have no idea on how to fix the modem.

Well.. the staff in there is not technician, they cannot help me even I scold them, marah them, boikot them, so why complain ? "Remind" them nicely will lead to a better way, now my modem is in good and nice condition =)

Secondly, for me, complain will only lead things worsen. No matter is UTAR management, Danish house, people around UTAR.. whatever~ =.= the more you complain, the more things you have to face and handle.

Let's talk about the people in UTAR. Well, I was the class and course rep in year one sem one. What's the job ? Photostate the notes of 5 subjects, carry the hell heavy notes to campus, collect the money that hardly to be collected, do the account and then distribute the money. Oh ya, receive the complains from people against another people, scolded by people who are actually complaining other persons, "transfer" the "message" from a person to another person as a middleman =.=

What's the consequences?? Accused by people that I makan duit during lecture class, misunderstood by another people (however this was solved during Year 2 Sem 2, how long~ =.=), bli bla bla bla~~ I also lazy to explain anymore~ =.=

P/S: I have no such problems when I am a class rep in Sem 3, happy ending at all =)

See?? The more the things you did, the more the things you have to face and handle. This is the theory I learnt in UTAR. Become Kiasi. The more the things you see, the more the things you have to pretend that you don't know. And the more the things you know, the more you have to become sozai, apa-apa pun tidak tahu~ =.=""

All this is because other people will mata merah, they might tikam you from the back and you don't even know how, when and why you die =.=

That's the two reasons why I do not complain. I am too lazy to complain. I do not go to the FBF faculty every sem start because I have nothing to complain =.=

In addition, complain makes nothing happen. More and more people keep complain that who who who no work lah~ complain also no use lah~ blia bla bli bla lah, then what? Since you already know that complain isn't working, then why complain? =.=

Well.. I am not borned to be kiasi in this way, the people and environment shaped me in this way. Become Sozai is the safest way to survive in such environment =.=

UTAR Life

2010-07-19T16:44:00.004+08:00

I should be very busy in this week, because I have 3 mid-term exam and 3 assignments due date coming together, mid-terms and assignments holding hand by hand coming to kill me =.=

However, I still very free. This is because I am super lazy bug just like my sister, hopefully she won't read my blog =.=

Well.. I never worry about my result because I have much confidence on myself. I am very sure that if I study well, I won't fail that subject. Even If i just spend 5 or 10 minutes on that subject then I WON'T FAIL~~ ( Just limited to management subjects =.="" , if calculation, finance subjects, then I will hang myself and directly fly to heaven =.="")

Today, 19 July 2010, Week 8, Monday, I went to school just now to meet one of my friend to clear my RM19 debt. Now I am going to tell the story what I have seen in UTAR campus today.

As a very normal and ordinary student, this is what I saw in UTAR and it makes me understand fully that complain is useless at all. I am a cyclist, from Block B to Block H, I can see a lot of beautiful scenes within UTAR campus except for Block D =.=

Why? This is because bicycles, motorcycles and cars as well are not allowed to park in certain areas for the purpose of good looking. Well.. this is what the guard told me: Nanti president datang, tengok basikal ni semua park macam ni, marah nanti, sorry lah, saye pun kerja saja. I smile at hime and say: saya tahu lah, thank you ya~ =)

That's the reason why I can conclude that bicycles are not allowed to park in certain areas is actually for good looking only. As we all know, UTAR is going to be internationalize, more and more minister or VIPs' will come to UTAR for visiting purpose. That's the reason why the management of UTAR managed to do so =)

Well.. I am a smart student. Usually I do not park my bicycle at block H because I understand that Block H never has enough parking lots for cyclists. Once you cycle to Block H, the guards will start to sing "beat it" to you. They will blow their whistle and: beat it~~ beat it~~~ That's why I won't go to Block H for parking purpose. Usually I will park in Block E and walk to Block H. I rather walk for a far distance instead of beat it beat it by guards in Block H.

However, I just wanted to clear my debt to my friend and just needed to use around 10-15 minutes. Therefore I decided to park in Block H. I found that I am really good in forecasting and predicting. Ah ha~ no parking at all in Block H. Instead, I can see a lot of bicycles being locked by the guards because the cyclists park their bicycles on the grass. I was thinking that.. ohh.. that's illegal to park on the grass.. then.. CAN YOU HELP US TO FIND THE PARKING LOTS??

It is very obvious that parking lots is not enough, but the space is large enough. So what's the purpose that UTAR restricted us to park on the ground and fine RM5 each for those who park illegally?? As a business student, I understand fully what is the meaning of goals and objectives. With one question, what's the goals and objectives of UTAR?? Increase the amount of students?? Improve the quality of graduates?? or.. increase sales & profits??

Well.. I decided to park in between Block H and E and find my friend ASAP. After clear my debts, I ran back to my bicycle quickly because I did not park nicely too in the limited places =)

On the way to my bike, I saw another bigger size of staff was chaining a several bicycles because they are parking on the ground too. Well.. I have nothing to say, I am not the management =)

I decided to go home. However, I went to the east gate because I heard of rumors that the entry per car is RM1 now. Let's do some simple calculation now. ^^

Study days per months = 5 days x 4 weeks = 20 days per month
1 car = RM20 Per month
1 Sem= 14 weeks + 3 weeks = 17 weeks, around 5 months
1 car parking in 5 months = RM100 per sem (same as UTAR parking fees, it is so good in calculation ^^)
Let's do further, 1 car RM100 per sem, how many cars are not able to get the car sticker?? Let's predict as 70 cars.
70 cars = 70 x RM100 = RM7000

well.. I am sure the calculation I did is just a very simple and is the minimum earning method~

I went to east gate and saw the scenes that two guards sitting in there collecting money and lots of car parking inside in the area.

Well.. as a business student, I can really see that this is really a big and great opportunity. Too bad that I have no capital at all. If the owner of the land is willing to invest, he or she might earn more money in a good manner. If he or she is willing to build or make some changes on the land, make it as an official parking center, not RM1 per entry anymore, even few cents per entry or per day. I can assure that he or she can directly compete with UTAR because no one else will be willing to buy the car sticker per sem, submit RM100 per semester that does not have sufficient parking lots =.=

Too bad, I am just a student =.=

I heard that the SRC is going to have a meeting with UTAR management. Well.. Let's see what's the result.. I guess SRC is actually the middle management and does not have the power of making decision. I don't think that they can fight with the uncles uncles and aunties aunties in top management =)

There is a small and dirty lane between west and east lake. I saw a lot of motorcyclists pass through that way. Well.. What I can say is.. that lane is small and dirty and I am sure none of the staff of UTAR is willing to pass through that way =)

P/S: If the UTAR management said that they provide bus service for students, they will never mention how much the cost is, and they will use that service =)

Why? This is because the bus always overload and you will be squished like paul the octopus =)

From what I learnt in management principles, organizational behavior, Leadership and teambuilding, managing people in organization, this is not what we called "MANAGEMENT".

Well.. I am too kiasi to post some truth in here >.<

Pain from Kampar --> Ipoh --> Kampar

2010-03-17T18:14:00.002+08:00

OK, let's get start with the first pain in my waist area,
However, I have totally absolutely no idea how and when it started =.=

Rewind rewind rewind.. I remembered that I was in bad mood for few days. For certain reasons, I cannot mention it in public, just I am emo-ing that time. In my memory, I remembered that I have a pain feeling in my waist area but I decided to leave it there because I thought it will recover very soon.. *VERY SOON =.=""

I still can deal with the pain at first because I am heart-rocked perhaps =.=
Usually I can tolerate with those pain on flesh, and I don't easily shout and groan like newborn baby. Maybe I am trained by my brother since kindergarden and I remember the most he was the first people in my life who bend my finger into two, and since that day onwards, you can always the sound "crack creck cruck" on me because I always crack my bones like neck, fingers, waist, legs, toes.. bla bla bla and so on... Whoever sit beside me since primary school will always feel fear sometimes.. sorry for that although sometimes I did it purposely XD

I have no idea whether is I always bend my waist too much and lead to ultra untahanable pain or other reasons. At first, I still do everything as usual, cycling, walking, jogging and so on.. but after that, I found that the pain is continuously day-to-day and I still keep it as a secret to everyone including my dear =.=""

After a week time, I decided to look for a doctor but I have no idea where to look for a doctor in Kampar because I never have big sickness (perhaps I am too healthy..XD) =.=""
I went for a 跌打医生 in Kampar Old Town in an afternoon. However, the doctor just asked what happen on me and start massaged my spinal cord area after I just answered 腰骨痛 =.=""
Then, he gave me two small pack of medicine and said I will recover in two days time. WTF him never ask for any further details then directly conclude my sickness.
Ok lah.. I trusted him for two days.. and I ate up the medicine as well in two days..

However, no more doubt, I went to find my uncle in Kampar directly after the medicine has no effect at all. He brought to me to another Indian doctor. The Indian doctor seemed like more professional, he asked me to lie down and rise my leg, and concluded that I have a muscle pain in 5 minutes =.="" (professional har ?? =.="") like the previous doctor, he gave me two medicines as well plus one cream and said I will recover soon within four days..

Okok.. four days.. four days.. I can wait for it as long as the doctor's word is reliable..
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1 week passed, the medicine is finished, the cream is almost finish too. YET, MY BACK IS STILL PAIN!! I went to find my uncle again and asked him to bring me to hospital. I heard a lot of my friends said that the hospital in Kampar is useless, not effective at all but I still decide to have a try before look for specialist.
Third time for doctor, I have class, I reached the hospital at about 5pm, there is so less people in the hospital because the type of blood in all the doctors and nurses is "Malay", which consists of hidden laziness.
There was just one last doctor, and he asked me that: Kenapa datang lambat?? sudah pukul lima lah ~ mari, duduk, apa sakit cakap
Me: Sakit belakang...
Dr.M: okok, cucuk, cucuk ~
Me: Huh ???
Then the doctor leave the room straight away wtf =.=!!
I asked the nurse, apa cucuk??
Nurse A: Injection
Nurse B: kenapa datang lambat?? sudah pukul lima lah~~ lain kali datang awal sikit mah~~
Before going on, I would like to mention that the Kampar hospital close every Saturday and Sunday. The opening time of the hospital is morning ??AM--5PM. Did you heard before any hospital will shut down at night?? The one which will shut down at night is called Clinic, not HOSPITAL!!
Directly, I have no any chances to explain my sickness and the doctor straight away gave me an injection right on my left ass and its HURT!!!! WTF!!! After that, the pharmacy nurse gave me two medicines again and asked me to mix together to eat.

Ok lah~ RM 1 for one injection and 2 medicines without any advice/explanation, it still worth enough if it is effective..
I hardly to describe how the feeling is when your ass is paralyzed, but I can tell you it is HURT!!

Before going to Kampar hospital, I did find my aunt living in Ipoh, who is my friend of dad 30 years ago.. they haven't meet for more than 30 years already =.="""
I went to Kampar hospital on Monday and actually it seemed effective enough, at least I can feel the pain on my ass more than my waist now =.=|||
Next, my aunt brought me to Ipoh on Tuesday and stay at her house for one night.
Ohhh~~~~ Ohhhh~~~~ Ohhhhh~~~~~ I don't have to pay for anything because my aunt paid everything including a dinner that costs RM15 I think. It is really w-a-l-a-o-w-e-h because everything in Ipoh is double compare to Kampar, but luckily I don't have to pay lah.. I would never pay a dinner that I think is EXPENSIVE because my blood inside my body is flowing miserly~~ XD

I stay at her house, with a very hard bed and affluent wind because without mosquito gauze =.=||
I am the type of person that will recognize and miss my only bed after I get used to it. +.+""
My dear claimed as a big small boy, is it true ?? =.=""
I couldn't sleep at all, so I just SMS with my dear in Singapore. My Maxis bill is flooded T.T

When I wake up in the morning, I saw a small but fat little mosquito struggling on the floor.
Hahaha~~ 活该，抵死 lah~~!! I have ate up so many medicine and you this little fella still dare to drink so many of my blood~!! You will die fat with many chemical blood inside your body even if I don't pijak you now~~

With a very kind heart, I decided to touch it lightly and tear off its wings to let the poor pity little mosquito can fly to the sky of west early~ XD

Now the time for specialist in Ipoh Hospital, the doctor now is more professional, kept asking me questions and asked me to lie down and tested my nerve reactions. Then he concluded that it is my nerves going wrong~~ but he still add on with the sentence: If you still haven't recover within two to three weeks, you have to come back here for X-ray

swt =.=!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Skip all the thrash, back to Kampar.

P/S: I skipped two classes because I am holding MC~ XD

Thanks to my uncle and aunt. =)

Insomnia, tired, lazy

2010-03-14T22:34:00.003+08:00

Decided to write a short blog..
I had an insomnia again last night.. perhaps drinking too much teh in Mamak..
So I just wake up and watch Iron Man I.. nice movie.. =.=
Decided to sleep in the morning,
unfortunately cannot sleep again..
So I just wake up and watch Hong Kong movie, 老公万岁。。=.=
Decided to sleep in the afternoon,
unfortunately cannot sleep again..
So I just lying on bed..
then Abel asked me to go out for dinner..
I planned not to eat my dinner because I want to keep fit and save money,
I know that I won't save money if i step out from my room..
Hooray.. big rain dropped. So I decided to fool Abel with changing my MSN nickname to his nickname..
However.. I fooled my own dear and made Abel speechless.. =.=
After back from dinner..
I had stomachache, my stomach alarm has high efficiency because I always stomachache on time every night.. =.=..
I still have 2 assignments, and I am having insomnia, tired, lazy, and I have no motivation at all..

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Life ain't tough at all, its just a process

2010-03-12T23:13:00.003+08:00

2010, is a really tough year for me.

First at all, I am currently a year two student, no longer a year one student who able to enjoy honeymoon year. All the subjects is just tough and assignments no longer can copy and paste directly from internet, every thing I have to do it by my own including research, analysis and assuming.

Secondly, I am facing serious financial problem. Actually it is not really serious too, just because I decided to go Singapore and I don't want to spend too much money that given by my parents, so I have to work hard to earn money to save more.

Thirdly, I am having serious health problem. I have no idea whether is my spinal cord or muscle pain. I have a serious muscle pain in my heart area last time when I was senior three, and now I have no idea whether is the spinal cord or muscle pain, just in the waist part. I have spent much money on curing my sickness including transportation fees, went for two doctor, eat 3 medicines, and apply 2 creams + buy the salonpas finally. But none of them seems effective.

Fourth, I am not allowed to cycle, but the main transportation in Kampar here is cycling. I tried to take bus everyday, and it costs me RM1.40 per day. Lets assume if I take bus everyday?

I am a vegetarian and I do believe in god. I insist to maintain as a vegetarian no matter how hard and tough the situation. Every time going out with friends, the dinner is always the problem, where to eat and what to eat.

I am being entertained by some of the people, even though they might just asking or fooling or teasing or whatever in their mind, I don't like it. As well as other vegetarians, they all are facing the same situation and the same fella. However, it is my principal now, no one can defeat me by teasing or challenging me. their mouth is on their silly face and I don't think that they can defeat me in this way.

Last year, Kampar has only one household selling vegetarian foods and the food is damn expensive. I have to spend about RM3.50 -RM5.00 each meal. I just treat it as a challenge in my life. It is impossible for me to eat there everyday and every meals because I have to face and entertain invitation from friends -- go out eat. Every time I reached a place, I will first look at what kind of food I can eat and everything I make it successfully. 1 rice, 1 egg and 1 salad. Other people might start their conversation and gossip about my food and start entertaining me. In KFC, McD, any franchise restaurant, I can find the food that is eatable for vegetarian.

However, I met some vegetarian that give up and fail to proceed as a vegetarian. They are defeated by the tough situation, clowns, financial or whatever problem. However, I think that they are actually giving up themselves. Those tough situations, clowns, financial, distance, boyfriend, girlfriend, or whatever, are just a reason for them to give up themselves.

I have an advice for everyone here. Do not think that you are the only one in the world who having tough situation and problems. It is just about your own problem for not facing it and choose to run away from it. This is because you always have a way to face it, just depend on how willing you are to face it.

In conclusion, I am just 19 years old. I am not suppose to think like an adult and I should act like other 19 years old guys and girls that go for fun everyday, enjoying themselves, spend the money given my parents or PTPTN. However, I choose to face my daily problems instead of searching for fun in my life. I will be tough for my parents and my future.

My English

2010-03-11T02:56:00.005+08:00

Here I am again~
Don't know why suddenly I have the motivations to improve my English.

I just have a normal English standard and just enough to eat in my management course =.=
I did borrow some English management books from my campus library but every time I will just put and left it aside for two weeks time, and I will return the book 1 day later the due date and every time it costs me RM0.50 =...= ( that's why I not really want to borrow books..)

However, I am a business student, English is just so much important to my current study and even future work, but I am just like kite in my study, flying over here and there EVERYDAY!!

Even all my assignments now require higher standard of management level and of course included higher level of English standard.. I can write an impressive business ideas, management skills.. bla bla and so on with poor English standard. This is sickening me~!! I have to submit 4 assignments in the following week, 19 of March, Friday and I just finished one of them without touching the other 3 =.............+""

I know I am lazy enough, I have plenty of time every night but I always rather to start my assignments or study at midnight... I think the word of kanasai is suit enough to describe me..

BUT~!!! B-U-T~~!! I am start doing it and I am doing well too~~ However, I found that I really need a higher standard of English essay-writing. I just had a phone call with my beloved mom few hours ago, and we talked and mentioned about my English public speaking skills. Well.. Usually I can get the highest marks in presentation, no doubt for that~~ I am thick face enough to say that I am a good presenter, I have good skills, good "wind of stage" ( I hope you understand this ==), good quotes, and everything good except my English pronunciation~!!! I can get high marks in business subject except for English studies =...........=

This is because English studies require us to have good English pronunciation skills, I have everything good but I DON'T HAVE GOOD PRONUNCIATION OF ENGLISH!!! Ish.. hate that.. my English public skills is mixed with Singlish.. the origin fformation is Chinese + English.. the new word borned because there is too many Chinese who have poor and low level of English..
We usually mixed our English together with Chinese, there are a lot of vocabulary and grammar as well.. =.................=""

For example..
WHEN GIVING A CUSTOMER BAD NEWS
Britons: I'm sorry, sir, but we don't seem to have the sweater you want in your size, but if you give me a moment, I can call the other outlets for you.

Malaysians: No stock.

RETURNING A CALL
Britons: Hello, this is John Smith. Did anyone call for me a few moments ago?

Malaysians: Hello, who call?

ASKING SOMEONE TO MAKE WAY
Britons: Excuse me, I would like to get by. Would you please make way?

Malaysians: S-kew me.

WHEN ASKING FOR PERMISSION
Britons: Excuse me, but do you think it would be possible for me to enter through this door?

Malaysians: (pointing at the door) Can ah?

WHEN ENTERTAINING
Britons: Please make yourself right at home.

Malaysians: No need shy shy one lah!

WHEN DOUBTING SOMEONE
Britons: I don't recall you giving me the money.

Malaysians: Where got?

WHEN DECLINING AN OFFER
Britons: I would prefer not to do that, if you don't mind...

Malaysians: Don't want lah.

WHEN ASKING SOMEONE TO LOWER THEIR VOICE.
Britons: Excuse me, but could you please lower your voice? I'm trying to concentrate over here.

Malaysians: Shut up lah!

WHEN ASSESSING A TIGHT SITUATION.
Britons: We seem to be in a bit of a predicament at the moment..

Malaysians: Die lah!!

WHEN SOMEONE DID SOMETHING WRONG
Britons: This isn't the way to do it. Here, let me show you.

Malaysians: Like that also don't know how to do!

WHEN ONE IS ANGRY
Britons: Would you mind not disturbing me?

Malaysians: Celaka you!

Nice har?? The Singlish style is: the simple and faster the better, the direct translation is applied in Singlish language, it is so convenient for us especially for Malaysian Chinese =.=

HOWEVER!!! I must not use Singlish now because I am currently studying English for Management and the lecturer is really p*s* of* person~!!! She is strict on our grammar, vocab, pronunciation, a very strict method is applied in her teaching method which make herself feel proud~ -.-''

Besides, I have to put a lot of effort on my assignments now because all of them carrying heavy marks which I couldn't afford with my "layang-layang" style, when I surf internet for searching information, all the info is in English, no more my expert Chinese language T.T
plus, I can easily find out other people blogs easily by typing the information I want, looks like those blogger are really geng in their English, because their blogs are sooooooooooooooooooooo famous~!!!

Hence, start from today onwards, I decided to read more, learn more and write more, 3 in 1 method with ALL ENGLISH!!!

Donna Lim.. If you are reading my blogs, please write more blogs because your English is better than me a lot and I know that you start with a Singlish standard to write your blog..=)

Life

2010-03-08T01:47:00.004+08:00

Since Ruey ask me when I update my blog.. here I am to update..
The are few reasons for not to update my blogs:
A. LAZY
B. nothing to write.
C. I have plenty of things to write but I'm lazy to write.
D. still lazy lar.. =.=

However, there are still some motivations to motivate me to update my blog, for example:
A. I feel guilty =.=
B. I envy the spirits of some blogger like Ruey and my sist..
C. To express my depressed feelings
D. To describe life is kanasai..

So.. new semester, new life, new subjects, new friends.. but still old me, old bicycle, fat me and poor + pity me.. =.=""
Everything in life is tough, and the my horoscope - Leo, describes my overall fortune in this year is tough, depressed, and hard. However, I will be able to learn more, grow more.. of course I don't want to eat more.. I am 70Kg little fatty now..

For example, 8 more hours will be my mid-term exam, but I am still blogging now since facebook has no more interesting entertainment for me..
I am moody now, depressed, tired, stressed.. I could avoid all the things with don't do anything.. =.="" that's me, Alvin Lim Jia Xing, and I am sure that I can pass my exam later because I am borned as "management ingredients"...

For the past few months, I knew that study is hard, life is tough, and love is uneasy..
Why do I say so ??

I am currently studying Year 2 Sem 1 in University Tak Akan Rugi, some of the subjects are my year 3 subjects because I wan to finish all the tough subjects first, otherwise I will be dying in my year 3 =.=
Firstly, there is no more honeymoon year in year 2, if you think I still can fly like layang-layang everyday then you made a bad judgment. You may come over and have a look on those subjects and assignments, theories are not only the requirement used for those subjects, I must have my own common sense, understanding and analysis research for them. However.. I am so proud to say that I have the ingredients to cook management, management studies are all piece of cake for me except FINANCE!!! kanasai Finance subject.. the most headache subject in the world for me..

skip the kns part lah..
Next,
I work for part time job to earn money, if you think you are good in theories, try in in practical, get some job, and start whipping your ass before you start to work~ this is because most of the people nowadays think they have great talents, quick learner and able to work for long hour.. and so on~~ but actually 90% of them will disappear automatically because they will say this job is not my tea.
The great news is, I don't have to spend extra 1 cent that given by my parents (rental excluded of course =.="")
I save money for CNY holiday so that I could spend more with my dear~~ ^__^
This is a must method for money-free people like me lar... =.=""

Love is uneasy.. There is no any love process in this world will run smoothly like Ferrari car, engine will stop functioning sometimes.. Car racing kena tangkap.. No parking for you even you driving popular brand of car.. Life isn't perfect at all.. haihz.. long and complex story..
We never argue, never quarrel, however, financial problems, distance problems, and the mindset between girls and guys is always different.. that's make obstacles between she and I..
BUT~! B-U-T~~ From the moment I decided to make us a perfect couple, I am prepared to face those challenges against us, I could stand as long as I could if she is standing beside me, I am sure for that, but sometime please allow me to sit or lie for a while because standing is tiring.. =.="""

K lah.. chit chat enough already.. time to move my lazy butt.. and oh ya.. I am now having muscle pain beside spinal cord, so if I move my butt or waist a bit, my bone is like going to have a "cruck" sound, although i used to be like that sounds much, but I have to avoid it now for temporary.. =...=""

Let's get to work..

离婚酒店 -- 转载

2010-01-21T22:42:00.000+08:00

他和她結婚整整10年了，夫妻間已經沒有任何衝動與情趣，他越來越覺得自己對她幾乎就是一種程式與義務，
他開始厭煩起了她，尤其是單位新調進了一個年輕活潑的女孩，
對他發起了瘋狂的進攻，他突然覺得她是自己的第二春，經過再三考慮，
他決定和她離婚。她似乎也麻木了，很平靜地答應了他，

兩個人一起走進了民政部門。 ¬
手續辦得很順利，出門後，兩個人已經是各自獨立的自由人了，
不知為什麼，他心裏突然有種空落落的感覺，他看了看她：
“天已經晚了，一起去吃點飯吧。”
她看了看他：“好吧，聽說新開了一家‘離婚酒店’，
專門執行離婚夫婦的最後一頓晚餐，要不咱們到那兒去看看。” ¬
他點了點頭，兩人一前一後默默地走進了離婚酒店。 ¬

“先生女士晚上好。”二人在包廂剛坐下，服務小姐便走了進來，
“請問兩位想吃點兒什麼？” ¬
他看了看她：“你點吧。” ¬
她搖了搖頭：“我不常出來，不太清楚這些，還是你點吧。” ¬

“對不起先生女士，我們離婚酒店有個規矩，這頓飯必
須要由女士點先生平時最愛吃的菜，由先生點女士平時最愛吃的菜，
這叫‘最後的記憶’。” ¬
“那好吧，”她理了理頭髮，“清蒸魚、溜蘑菇、拌木耳，
記住，都不要放蔥薑蒜，我先生……這位先生他不吃這些。” ¬
“先生呢？”服務小姐看了看他。
他愣住了。結婚10年，他真的不知道老婆喜歡吃什麼。他張著嘴，
尷尬地愣在了那兒。
“就這些吧，其實這是我們兩個人都愛吃的。”她連忙打起了圓場。 ¬

服務小姐笑了笑：“說實話，到我們離婚酒店來吃這最後一頓晚餐，
所有的先生和女士其實都吃不下去什麼，所以這‘最後的記憶’
咱們還是不要吃了吧。就喝我們酒店特意為所有離婚人士準備的

晚餐——冷飲吧，這也是所有來的人都不拒絕的選擇。”
她與她都點了點頭：“那就來冷飲吧。” ¬
很快，服務小姐送來了兩份冷飲，兩份飲料中一份淡藍一片，
全是冰渣；一份滿杯紅潤，冒著熱氣。 ¬

“這份晚餐名叫‘一半是火焰，一半是海水’，兩位慢用。”
服務小姐介紹完退了下去。 ¬
包房裏靜悄悄的，兩個人相對而坐，一時竟不知道該說什麼好。 ¬

“篤篤篤！”輕輕一陣敲門聲，服務小姐走了近來，托盤裏托著
一枝鮮豔的紅玫瑰：“先生，還記得您第一次給這位女士送花的情景嗎？
現在一切都結束了，夫妻不成就當朋友，朋友要好聚好散，
最後為女士送朵玫瑰吧。” ¬

她渾身一抖，眼前又浮現出了10年前他給她送花的情景，那時，
他們剛剛來到這座舉目無親的省城，什麼都沒有，一切從零開始。
白天，他們四處找工作，
努力拼搏；晚上，為了增加收入，她去晚市出小攤，他去給人家刷盤子。很晚很晚，
他們才一起回到租住在地下室裏那不足10平米的小屋。日子很苦，可他們卻很幸福。

到省城的第一個情人節
那天，他為自己買了第一朵紅玫瑰，她幸福得流下了眼淚。
10年了，一切都好起來了，可兩個人卻走向了分離。她想著想著，淚水盈滿了雙眼，
她擺了擺手說：“不用了。” ¬

他也想起了過去的10年，他這才記起，自己已經有五六年沒有給
她買過一枝玫瑰了。他擺了擺手：“不，要買。” ¬
服務小姐卻拿起了玫瑰，“刷刷”兩下撕成了兩半，分別扔進了
兩個人的飲料杯裏，玫瑰竟然溶解在了飲料裏。 ¬

“這是我們酒店特意用糯米製成的紅玫瑰，也是送給你們的第三道菜，
名叫‘映景的美麗’。先生女士慢用，有什麼需要直接叫我。”
服務小姐說完，轉身走了出去。 ¬
“XX，我……”他一把握住她的手，有些說不出話來。 ¬
她抽了抽手，沒有抽動，便不再動彈。兩個人靜靜地對視著，什麼也說不出來。
“啪！”突然，燈熄了，整個包房裏漆黑一片，外面警鈴大作，

一股煙味兒飄了進來。 ¬
“怎麼了？”兩個人急忙站了起來。 ¬
“店起火了，大家馬上從安全通道走！快！”外面，有人聲嘶力竭地喊了起來。
“老公！”她一下撲進了他的懷裏，“我怕！” ¬
“別怕！”他緊緊摟住她，“親愛的，有我呢。走，往外衝！” ¬
包廂外面燈光通明，秩序井然，什麼都沒有發生。 ¬

服務小姐走了過來：“對不起，先生女士，讓兩位受驚了。
酒店並沒有失火，煙味兒也是特意往包房裏放的一點點，
這是我們的第四道菜，名叫‘內心的選擇’。請回包廂。” ¬

他和她回到了包廂，燈光依舊。他一把拉她：“親愛的，
服務小姐說得對，剛才那才是你我內心真正的選擇。其實，
我們誰都離不開誰，明天咱們重新結婚吧？”

她咬了咬嘴唇：“你願意嗎？” ¬
“我願意，我現在什麼都明白了，明天一早咱就去辦結婚。
小姐，買單。”他說著喊了起來。 ¬

服務小姐走了近來，遞給兩人一人一張精緻的紅色清單：
“先生女士好，這是兩位的帳單，也是本酒店的最後一道贈品，
名叫‘永遠的帳單’，請兩位永遠保存吧。"

他看著帳單，眼淚淌了下來。 ¬
“你怎麼了？”她連忙問道。 ¬
他把帳單遞給了她：“親愛的，我錯了，我對不起你。” ¬
她打開帳單一看，只見上面寫著：
一個溫暖的家；
兩隻操勞的手；
三更不熄等您歸家的燈；
四季注意身體的叮囑；
無微不至的關懷；
六旬婆母的微笑；
起早貪黑對孩子的照顧；
八方維護您的威信；
九下廚房為了您愛吃的一道菜；
十年為您逝去的青春……
這就是您的妻子。 ¬

“老公，您辛苦了，這些年也是我冷漠了你。”
她也把自己的那份帳單遞給了他。他打開帳單，只見上面寫著：

一個男人的責任；
兩肩挑起的重擔；
三更半夜的勞累；
四處奔波的匆忙；
無法傾訴的委屈；
留在臉上的滄桑；
七姑八姨的義務；
八上八下的波折；
九優一疵的凡人；
時時對家對子的真情……
這就是您的丈夫。 ¬
兩個人抱在一起，放聲痛哭。 ¬

結完帳，他和她對經理千恩萬謝，手牽手走回了家。
看者他們幸福的背影，經理微笑著點了點頭：
“真幸福，我們離婚酒店又挽救了一個家！

一个人不代表孤独，P/S : 孤独 = sienz

2009-12-14T06:15:00.007+08:00

嗯。。
嗯嗯。。
嗯嗯嗯。。
今天12月14号，和朋友读书读到4点半，接着自己在如此危险的凌晨4点半踏着脚车回家咯~
还好啦，并不怎么危险，因为~
第一，我是男的；
第二，没什么东西好给抢的，
第三，我骑的是脚车，很少人用脚车或者摩多车打枪的
（干嘛一直说不好的啊？=.=||）
没事没事。。一路上平平安安，因为其实不到1分钟就可以到家，所以前面所讲的都是废话 XD
冷冷的空气。。金宝的天气其实很不错。。只限于傍晚6点半开始 -- 早上8点半，其他时间都是太阳公公BBQ的好时间~~
Westlake的环境风景其实也不错，虽然只是一排屋子，但是最翁之意不在酒，非当事者才能感受其中的乐趣了~~
回家后，已经知道自己一定不会继续读书乐的；果然，一进门就开始开电脑，玩那个久违的 Starcraft。。
一个人冷冷清清，不错嘛~~ 而且房间很温暖 XD
后来决定去 ABC Mamak，因为睡觉时间快到了，所以决定先吃早餐~~ （已经日夜颠倒了。。）
一路上，也是冷冷的风，又是自己一个人的马路，哇~~ 爽~~！！赞~~！！
到了那里，一个人都没有，除了一堆 Mamak 人~~
猜猜看？？
出奇地受欢迎~~
因为本人会说 Tamil 话~~
那位big size body的 Mamak 人就很开心自动地给我添加 Dua Roti Double Cheese Double Telur~
荣誉啊~~
谁说黑黑的人就是不好？？
将心比心，看自己怎么对待别人而已~~
其中一个 Mamak 人就坐下来和我聊天，
第一次用 Tamil 讲这么多话。。
虽然反应很慢。。
但他倒是很开心。。XD
因为他们正在打扫，所以我就等一等咯~
一个人静静地在等咯，空气也很凉爽，看着别人的勤劳忙碌，心情很不错一下~
享受着自己一个人，没有繁杂的声音，不错嘛~ ^^
和他谈天谈天才知道原来他们真的都是从印度来的，听老师说过，但不怎么信，原来是真的咧~
想想看，从印度老远跑来这里，离乡背井赚钱，偶尔还要受到别人的鄙视，他们的处境其实很糟咧~
可他们在休息打扫之时，依然可以谈笑风生，可见他们是会享受生命的人~
自己一个人，可以有机会看到这么多东西，可以自己静静一个人想这些事情，不亦乐乎？
哈哈~~ 不错嘛~~ ^^
想想看，
一个人有什么不好？？
I mean...
可以有自己独处的时候。。而不是孤僻没有朋友鄙视别人的那些怪胎。。
有何不好啊？
可以做自己想做的事，
可以不用回答不想回答的问题，
不用被别人打扰，
可以拥有自己的空间，
可以appear offline不用被别人发现 XD
真的没有东西可以做还可以睡觉。。睡饱了还可以继续做其他的事情。。
人或许是群居的动物，但并不是合群的动物，那独居有何不好？？ ^^
而且独居。。当你一走出你的房间时，又是有一大堆人和你碰面就说嗨，
并不孤单啊~ ^^
所以 sien 并不等于寂寞 / 孤单 / 孤僻 ^^

懒人

2009-12-07T22:05:00.002+08:00

懒人终于舍得写新的部落格了。。
如果不是看到睿终于update她的部落格咧。。
我也懒得要update一下。。
她的部落格。。就是我写部落格的原动力~~ 哈哈哈~~
所以标题就叫做“懒人”，名副其实的懒人~~
考试要到了，还没开始一点点的准备。。
懒！！！
烂！！！
ish...
最近。。做了什么？？
看了New moon...名副其实的精彩。。。I mean...你可以睡得很精彩。。
看了3次2012。。第一次自己看。。第二次和Abel看。。第三次和睿看。。
越看越假。。但其实都有不同的体悟啦。。
今天戴墨镜骑脚车。。在下午3，4点太阳最猛的时候。。
去还房租。。去学校拿钱。。
一个字。。
爽！！
可以看着太阳不怕眼睛被它屌。。
晚上去买东西。。去二姐家借notes。。聊天。。
回来。。打blog。。
等下。。
睡觉。。
the end..
Swt... - -""

Lucky or unlucky ?

2009-11-04T22:14:00.003+08:00

Today 04/11/2009, 2 days to go for assignment discussion, 9 days to go for assignment submission, 10 & 11 days to go for mid-term exam..

Every Monday - Wednesday.. this 3 days eating my energy every seconds.. =.=!!
Today class from morning to night, I have to do the photostating works, tutorials, laundry-ing, in the afternoon.. as well as clean my messy room.. actually I think my room now is much more cleaner if compared to previous 2 semesters..

First tutorial class.. Tamil class.. Vanakkam everyone.. En peyar Alvin Lim, Naan vayathu patinbatthu. Naan entrepreneurship manavaan... I wrote all this without referring to the paper..

The homework is an essay that introducing my family and I.. Guess what ? Tutor said my work is good.. it's because no mistake except for the english word "clerk" i wrote it to "clark".. -.-" but other tamil romanise words I write it pretty well.. ^.^

Thanks to Aiyaa ( sir ), Avar ( He ) let us go early today.. Guess what after that ?
I FOUND THAT I LOST MY PHONE ON THE WAY TO ANOTHER CLASS!!!!
WALAOWEH!!! SIAO!!!
I rush sooooooooo fast to the classroom and find my phone, however it's gone ==
What the hack... I was thinking that my friend probably took it for me since I rush so fast out from the classroom... but I have no idea which friend was taking my phone because I can't contact him/her/them as well..
So lucky that still there is some classmates still gosip-gosipping in class.. borrow a phone from them and call my phone.. LUCKILY... it was my classmate took it away and she is waiting downstair.. siao... so shock that time... thx god..

After the shocking moment.. went to canteen buy some bread... Ohh... after I walked to the counter.. found that my purse left in my room.. =.=!!
Then I said to uncle: uncle.. nevermind lah.. i dont buy ady..
Uncle: nevermind, u just take it, tml just come and pay
I : wah uncle, then how much should i give leh ?
Uncle: RM 25
I: huh ?? =.=!!
Uncle : RM 25
I : huh ?? -.-!!
Uncle : RM2.50
I: ohh, tq uncle

then continue nothing and open the bread and eat.. =.=!!

After that, continue class till 7pm, cycling back in rain.

That's all for today, considered lucky for me ~ ^.^

业精于勤，荒于嬉；行成于思，毁于随

2009-11-02T17:27:00.005+08:00

For the past 3 days, i don't even remember what I have done.
I made a decision last month that I'm going to make a RM100 saving each month ( to buy a new phone >.<"" )
However, for the past 3 days, I really cannot remember what I have done, the entertainment + Decadence life made me forgot all the things. Originally, I have assignment + presentation + tutorial to be done before Sunday, that was my plan =.="
Let's review what I have done for the past 3 days,
go out yam cha go CC ( trust me, I won't go it if without a pushment from external "motivations" =.=!!)
go sing K, but cancelled go out eat many many ( I am on diet actually =.=!! )
PPS life, 3 to 4 movies per day I think
sleep ? No~ the temptation of entertainment is > sleep

So.. let's see what I have now..
Today is monday..
I havent complete my tutorial,
I havent do my assignment questions,
I havent submit my work to tutor,
I havent think a brand new product for my teambuilding & leadership subject,
That's the consequences for after being entertained!!

Gain nothing,
Do nothing,
Enjoyed for nothing,
really wan to shout out..
Di + aoz!

So what's the problem ??
It's all my own fault, I didn't control myself better, I should have do better than this.

Today I met my last semester tutor, he asked about my result and I answered i get B for his subject, Marketing.
He smiling "charmly" and beat my shoulder and said, You are a student that should get A!
Yes, indeed~! Im a student that is qualified to get A~! My target is A in this sem~!
If I have tried, I still didn't get an A, I will try it another time; but the problem is I never have a try~!

So all of this reminded me a phrase, a chinese phrase,
业精于勤，荒于嬉；行成于思，毁于随
学业的精进在于勤奋刻苦，学业的荒废在于嬉戏游乐；为人行事的成功在于深思熟虑，而败毁在于因循苟且。
This is a very useful phrase from 《劝学》, the author is 韩愈.

In simple words, we improve whenever we are hardworking and putting hard effort in our work, however, if we keep neglect our studies and just entertain ourselves, we will run backward while other people run towards brighter future ~

So.. let's get up~!

P/S : I learnt something today that we must check the expiry date of something before we buy them =.=!!

补文！！补文！！！

2009-10-31T15:00:00.002+08:00

学睿的blog title，补文！！补文！！
因为太久没写了。。
最后一次写是9月28号，siao!! 那时是因为刚考完试，所以得空没事做，所以就写咯~~
但是现在也是因为没事做，所以才写 =.=!!
很快一下。。考完试，放假完了，又回来金宝，门牌1283这个闷锅地方。。
放假的时候啊。。做了什么啊？？
ehhh........
吃喝拉睡~~ 哈哈哈~~ 当然还有更有意义的啦~~~
比较有印象的是好几件事情~~
自己搭巴士去看戏~~ 因为不知道有谁在，而且又没有车（其实是不可以用车），所以自己搭巴士去，也没有让母亲大人知道，让她知道就不用去了~~哇咔咔咔咔咔~~~
一看就是看两套戏~~ 韩国戏那只野猪（michael liong超会模仿 =.=!!) Chaw~~ Man-eating creature~~ 有个人把这个戏名翻译成“人吃怪兽”，还问我那个人是怎么吃怪兽的~~
哈哈哈哈哈^^
然后就快快去吃东西，超快超快~~ 接着又去看已久违的“吓到笑”，保你看到吓到笑，笑到被吓~~ 哈哈哈哈^^ 真对~~ 超好看的~~^^ 拼命笑，死命笑，无厘头的笑~~ ^^
然后。。
嗯。。
接下来几天还有一个重大的节目。。
10月15号，去朋友家唱K，然后吃东西，不错下~~^^
接着要帮一个人庆祝生日^^
我就顺其自然成为了organizer （当然嘛^^)
要去买蛋糕啦，做礼物啦~~ 等等~~哈哈^^
原本打算在pizza hut给她一个突击surprise的~~
接着朋友突然改变主意，去朋友家先唱K~
然后再来给她一个后面的突击surprise~~ ^^
唱K唱K，身为organizer的我，当然是已经先跑下楼准备一切啦~~
和楼上的朋友串通好，点好“祝我生日快乐”，然后让女主角唱~~
我们就在房外等她唱到副歌，一唱到“生日快乐”~~~ 就大家马上进去一起生日快乐了~~~
哈哈哈哈哈哈~~~ 看到她目瞪口呆又被吓到的样子，超爽的~~~哈哈哈哈哈哈哈^^
后来就。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
唱唱唱咯~~~ ^^
女主角后来还一屁股撞上蛋糕。。。可怜的蛋糕。。好才蛋糕上的卡通人物早早已经逃过一劫。。^^
唱唱唱。。一直唱到12点。。就。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
酱咯~~~
^^

回来金宝后，变得很motivated~~
已经2个礼拜了没有skip过1堂课，下雨也照去，而且还是走路去~~
short-sem的课程很紧逼，一个礼拜14堂课，每逢星期一到三，真的会累死~~
星期一是从早上10点到晚上8点，
星期二是从早上9点半到5点半，
星期三是从早上8点到10点，下午4点到晚上8点~~
都是会累死啦。。
然后现在又是班长了。。^^
总之就是变得很motivated啦。。
身上的不知哪个窍门被打通了呱。。。
哇咔咔咔咔~~~ ^^

然后也给我的电话买了硬硬的衣服。。（电话壳啦。。。=.=!!）
还买了可以炸歌的speaker。。35块。。还算值得耶。。因为真的还蛮不错的。。^^
接着。。程又来了。。家鸿下个礼拜也来。。
共聚一堂啊。。^^

睡~

2009-09-28T10:44:00.004+08:00

终于考完试了。。

但是要等到9月30号才可以回家。。

所以接下来的日子都是颓废地过日子。。~~

闷？闲？

大概呱~~ 可是我只要有电脑就ok的~~

只是不知道要吃makai~~

因为实在是很懒惰很懒惰很懒惰，超懒惰出去买东西吃。。

全屋子剩2个人而已。。

房间都还没收拾。。

整个像狗窝酱。。

又很久没进来写了。。

而且终于恢复了正常的睡眠时间。。

差不多已到晚上10点，11点的时候，我就整个人累到像猪酱。。

睡到早上差不多10点。。

还是跟猪一样累。。

可是就因为睡不到了啊。。

就爬起来。。

就跟上面那张差不多一样的。。
可能还是睡眠不足吧。。
毕竟熬夜了那么多天。。
差不多2个礼拜了。。
要一拼过睡完它。。
做我的睡仙。。
哇卡卡卡卡~~
不知道要写什么了，
就酱~~

苦撑 + 发奋 ( continue )

2009-09-23T08:18:00.002+08:00

去死吧QT!!
现在是早上8点18分，还真凑巧~~
休息了一阵，出去外面买了两盒巧克力牛奶 + 一罐 nescaffe, RM 1.80 一罐，贵到~~~
是平时的话才不会买。。
等下2点考试，明天（24/9）的下午2点又考，business law，也是kanasai的一个科目
不过好才business law都只是背的，而且我也准备了一下下，应该不会太难
算算下，我在22/9早上10点睡觉，到晚上8点，12点开始攻QT，接着攻到现在早上，等下2点考试，到下午4点半，差不多5点到家~~

如果我不睡觉的话，那我就会持续从下午5点攻到第二天下午2点；
如果我睡觉的话，那我就从下午5点开始睡觉，一直睡到早上差不多5，6，7点；
但是我非常清楚自己的性格，睡觉大过天，如果睡觉的话，一定会赖床到差不多10，11，12点，那我岂不是只剩下1个小时的时间读？怎么够？
haizzz.............
为什么那两个科目都不去死掉算呢？！？！
停笔。。要读了。。

熬夜 + 苦读

2009-09-23T02:10:00.004+08:00

现在凌晨2点10分。。
已经好几天都在熬夜了。。
日夜颠倒。。
早上睡觉晚上读书。。
每天晚上，差不多9，10点开始读书，然后一直读到早上6点。。
然后就7点去old town吃早餐。。接着差不多8点就回来睡觉。。一直到晚上8点。。其实是差不多睡到下午的，可是赖床赖到8点而已。。
明天考该死的quantitative techniques II...最最最头痛的一科。。完全就是不会。。讲是讲数学。。根本就不是数学来的。。haizzzzzzzzzzz.................
想当年高中的时候，人人放弃数学，只有我一个考试的时候拼命写死命写，不够纸别人还sponsor给我。。现在。。。haizzzzzz...................
真的好难啊。。。。为什么大学的东西酱死鬼难？！？
别人读大学，我也读大学
别人读4个月，我读5个月
别人读3，4科subject，我读5，6科subject
别人没有year one sem three，我有year one sem three
别人读数学，我也读数学
为什么别人的是SPM程度，我是大学程度
别人读大学，我也读大学
为什么完全不一样？？！？！
去撞墙吧UTAR！！！

真的快放弃了。。。
如若不是二姐的话。。我早放弃了。。好才有这个朋友兼读伴。。
还有就是为什么别人的脖子酸痛的时候永远都会有我出现然后帮他们按摩，
然后到我脖子酸痛的时候，就必须一直痛到去睡觉才会好？？
haizz......................................................................

日记

2009-09-12T01:31:00.013+08:00

今天下午去学校。。要去忙register time table...

我只不过迟了3小时，就完全没有位子了，害到我要特地跑到学校去！！麻烦！

算了，也好。。去到学校也得到不少的info...不过都是关于registration的东西。。==

原本已经打算把 Year 2 Sem 1 的 subject 和下个 sem 的 subject 对换。。

回家途中。。。滴滴答答。。。下雨。。。

也算了。。干脆去“血拼”，然后维修我长久以来想修的电话。。

Samsung X660

图二

图三

以上就是在2007/2008年拍摄的。。这个电话是在2006年12月26日下午4点买的，价钱RM480，价值不菲啊。。功能就很废啊。。

如今

多么大的差别！！！
当初就是因为它的外表吸引了我。。所以好不犹豫就买了，但是其实是一个叫Tan gee的人一直怂恿我买。。不过也感谢他啦。。因为他帮我出５０块。。哈哈哈～～
用了它３年多了。。用久了当然有感情啦。。虽说功能是不怎么样。。但是还是很爱它啊～～
它的外表不说了。。不过它的键盘呢。。超难按的～
每次遇到像金花ＳＭＳ超快的对象呢，我就要很大力的按电话才能回复，惨～
所以就去修咯。。～
那个人讲放在这里一天，然后明天来拿
然后我就冒雨淋雨，去对面的“成业”吃东西。。
好不容易等到天晴。。
但是其实是大太阳。。
金宝的天气就是这样变化无常
一下倾盆大雨，一下热烈当空、万里无云（成语不错吧～）
所以就晒大太阳回家。。
还不到一半路程
那个修电话的打给我的另一个电话说好了。。
！＠︿＆＊（）＠＃＄
就回头。。
还１０块ｓｅｒｖｉｃｅ钱。。
回到家。。
满头大汗＋汗流浃背
ＳＭＳ给一个朋友
按到一半
按不到了，全部键盘按不到了，坏掉～
又要在大太阳下跑回去。。
去到那边又等。。
好不容易才又修好了。。
但是他说那个电话的“６”，是修不了的
因为便宜嘛，我只是帮你加了一些东西
要修的话百多块咯，Ｓａｍｓｕｎｇ键盘嘛～
好吧。。他还ｏｆｆｅｒ我换掉那个壳。。
那里舍得啊。。用了那么久。。

晚上去二姐家读书，照惯例躺在她房间外面的那三张木椅子读书～
一直读读读，背背背，写写写
突然间想到。。
我小时候不就是这样子背书的嘛？？
我大姐，二哥，加他们的朋友
通通都在李老师那里训练过。。
从小学３年级开始
就接受了魔鬼训练
背作文，默不好就拼命打，死命打
从他那里受训的学生都可以变得很一流。。
因为练成了去补习前１０分钟可以背好一篇作文的功夫。。
还记得有一次，到了那里才忘记背作文了。。
用了５分钟时间去读。。
可是还是没背好，被打得很惨。。
但是我还“虽败犹荣”
因为我给我自己６０分。。
５分钟时间耶！！
可以背得把内容都熟记下来。。
只是词语那些细节不一样而已。。
所以还是感到很光荣。。
但是想想。。
以前的那个功夫那里去了？？
不是自夸，
从小我的华文，历史就比别人好
谈不上过目不忘，但是我可以很敏感地记住日期等等东西
那现在呢？
怎么背个Ｍａｎａｇｅｍｅｎｔ　Ｐｒｉｎｃｉｐｌｅｓ
就要我的命了？
很大可能是心态问题吧～
因为以前背不好有鞭子侍候
现在背不好就准备７５０块。。
想想看。。
其实自己还是有那个能力的。。
没可能小时了了，大未必佳的啊～～古代咩～～
所以。。
应该可以好好读的。。
只要回想一下小时候读书的那个心态。。
总不能让长大后的惰性占据所有。。
就好像想念一个人原本是开心的事情
为什么要变得很苦思那样？
想念应该是不用太刻意的事情啊～～
所以我想我明白了～～

A desperate woman writes to the Technical support person. Lol~

2009-09-09T18:19:00.003+08:00

Dear Tech Support,

Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and I noticed a distinct slowdown in the overall system performance, particularly in the flower and jewellery applications, which operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0.

In addition, Husband 1.0 uninstalled many other valuable programs, such as Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5, and then installed undesirable programs such as NEWS 5.0, MONEY 3.0 and CRICKET 4.1.Conversation 8.0 no longer runs, and Housecleaning 2.6 simply crashes the system.

Please note that I have tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but to no avail.

What can I do?

Signed,

Desperate Woman

____________________________________

DEAR DESPERATE Madam,

First, keep in mind, Boyfriend 5.0 is an Entertainment Package, while Husband 1.0 is an operating system.

Please enter command: i thought you loved me. html and try todownload Tears 6.2 and do not forget to install the Guilt 3.0 update.

If that application works as designed, Husband 1.0should then automatically run the applications Jewellery 2.0 and Flowers 3.5.

However, remember, overuse of the above application can cause Husband 1.0 to default to Silence 2.5, Happy Hour 7.0 or Beer 6.1.Please note that Beer 6. 1 is a very bad program that willdownload the Farting and Snoring Loudly Beta.

Whatever you do, DO NOT under any circumstances install Mother-In-Law 1.0

(it runs a virus in the background thatwill eventually seize control of all your systemresources.)

In addition, please do not attempt to reinstall the Boyfriend 5.0 program. These are unsupported applications and will crash Husband 1.0.

In summary, Husband 1.0 is a great program, but it does have limited memory and cannot learn new applications quickly.You might consider buying additional software to improve memory and performance.

We recommend: Cooking 3.0 and Hot Looks 7.7.

Good Luck Madam!

Tech Support

My family ^^

2009-09-07T07:23:00.012+08:00

haha..1st of all.. is because i cannot sleep anymore.. it is morning 7.24am now.. and continuously, I was reading my sister blog, and I found that she is soooooooooooooooo talented in writing a blog.. However, the main point is I have read 2 blogs of her,

http://donnalim.blogspot.com/2009/09/home-sweet-home.html

and

http://donnalim.blogspot.com/2009/08/my-annoying-bm.html

It's seems like I have a very long time far away from home~

Haihyo~ her photos there nice lah ~ so detailed~ Actually I am just wishing have a camera phone, hehe ^^

So after read her two blogs above, I am so interested to introduce my family members that long time no see ~ sorry for my english lar~ my english haven't reach UEC standard even though Im already graduated for 3/4 year~

There is a very big difference between the family of west and east, especially the family education. That day I was watching the "Americans' got talent", there was a 4 years old cute girl singing "somewhere out there" on the stage and win the claps from whole audiences. After that, she ran quickly to her parents, the dialogues between them is as below:

(the little girl named Kaitlyn Maher ran so quickly and cutely to her dad )

Dad : ( kiss her ) I'm so proud of you :-)

Kaitlyn Maher: Thank you Daddy

Here's the family from east:

Kid A : Mummy mummy, I just won the prizes in ice skating~~

Mummy A : Why do you join such dangerous and risky contest without informing us!? Do you know that we cannot claim for insurance if anything happen to you !?

You're not allowed to step out the door from today onwards!!

Ok, it is clear enough to describe the difference between the family of west and east =)

Now it's my time for my family members. Obviously, I'm from the east :-)

First of all, surely is introduction to my "old bean"~

It can be seen very clearly that he is 90% look alike with me~ There's lots and lots and lots people saying that I look alike with him ( ofcz lah! like father like son mah ~).
Well, what can I say to describe my dad?? He is a nice dad (Argh, surely). Oh ya, the best phrase to describe him is the phrase "silence is gold". He never waste 1 second of his lifetime to talk useless words or anythings benefitless. There is 1 more thing to describe him that he is the first person in Sabah who engage the insurance and represented the whole sabah to west M'sia for a meeting. Wow, so proud of me as his son ~ wakakaka ^^ ( like I'm putting effort with him together =.=!! )
Good to have a dad like him ~ Love you ~~ ^^

Secondly... arghhh... this is the most headache part because I have totally no idea should I upload her picture??? She is my mom =.=!!

Arghh... just upload a group photo and let you all to guess which is my mom then :-)

It is so obvious right ?? Haha ~~ nevermind, she wouldn't know unless somebody has betrayed me =)
The middle one is my big sister, introduction to her will be the next :-)

My mom... A very normal and common mom like others mom in all over the world. Care and treat her children always as KIDS, you know what I mean =.=!!

Well, that's a mother, is it any mother in this world doesn't treat their children as kids ? (Arghh.. except those crimes..)

She is a very strict mom, but good children/teenagers came out from a strict mom, right ? ^^

Love her always just because she is my mom, no doubt for that =)

Well.. I think I will just continue without uploading my sister's picture ? No way!

Nah.. This is my sister in the left side.. nice har? I wonder will she kill me after reading this blog?? Please wait please wait!! Please wait until finish reading the description...=)

Well.. Should I say I have a nice childhood with her?? HAHAHA, definitely a joke ^^. I've just spent about 12 years lifetime only living under a same roof with her because she went for her further study to Labuan in year 2003 if I'm not mistaken XD. Well.. it's very common that a kid argued often with his/her brothers and sisters during childhood time right? So.. I have a normal childhood ^^. However, after passed for so many years, I realised that a family is always a family, no doubt that family members are always the closest person to us. As well as her, although the time together between she and I is very short, but she is a good sister ^^, not because of she is my sponsorship or "money lender", but just because she is my sister ^^.

Do I need to express any "love" to you? Uhh.. you have enough with the man you love now ^^. Wish you are blessed with him ^^

Thidly.. my brother... this is also the headache part because he has no any handsome or good-looking photo.. just because his real person is much more good looking than his photo.. so how?

Finally I've found a picture that is equal to his real person.. Most of his pictures is acting "abnormally".. Well... Uh... What and how should I say to my big brother? Smart? He is the smartest among 3 of us. Handsome? okok!! I admit he is much more good looking than me~ and much more taller than me ~~ and also the most intelligent~ enough? Lol~

Since we were growing up, he is already the "king" among kids, until now to uni, he is still a leader among friends or whatever society. He has the special gift from god that he will automatic be a leader no matter in what situation. =.=!

I don't know whether is true or not lah ofcz.. just from what I observe..

Actually he is my idol since small, no matter in gaming, academic, or whatever things, he will always be the first discoverer or achiever in special or unique field. So no wonder why he is always the leader ~ But most of friends include me, would like to punch him if he has said any "phrases" or "words" =.=!!!

Finally !!! It isn't me... is my another "family member" ^^

ok ok !! I know I'm the most worst inside the above picture!!

This picture was taken about in year 2004 or 2005.. Not much memory to this picture but I think it's just left few photos of my Kakak ^^

The girl in orange colour is my kakak.. she is about 13,14 years bigger than me.. When she first came to my house, I was just a crawling baby with naive smiling to her and played a ball with her ^^ thats what she told me ^^.

She take care 3 of us for about 14,15 years continuously I think.. can be said a half mother to us... Since our childhood, she cook for us, fed us, ironed our cloths, dress us on, help our drawing art, coloring homework, clean our room, sweep the floor, mop the floor, wash the car, play with us, clean my ass.. bath me.. etc.. it's soooooooooooooo many and much more than a "kakak" to us already...

Even now think of her, I will miss her.. she is not just a "kakak" to us.. she is a family to us.. No doubt for this.. Now she is married and borned a baby girl.. time passed so fast..

I dare to say that my childhood wouldn't perfect without her..

those pantat, kepala otak kau, ngavava ( dono wad mean ==), makan tahi.. etc.. are so perfect now.. ^^

This is my simple introduction to my family members ^^

My life is so perfect ^^

P/S: I cannot predict how they will kill me if they have seen their uploaded pictures

>. +!!

我可以的~

2009-09-07T07:05:00.002+08:00

失眠 + haihz~

2009-09-02T05:24:00.004+08:00

现在早上5点24分。。

又失眠了。。。

真的是。。。

不是我要的！！

已经好几天了。。应该1个礼拜吧。。

完全都睡不进。。

躺在床上翻来覆去。。

考试要到了。。

压力？？

二姐说有可能。。

又或者是我自己想太多。。。

我可以100%肯定地说。。

如果是我想太多。。

也一定是别人的事情多过我的事情！！

连理发师，刚认识的朋友，看到我的头发都会说：哇！好多白头发！！

惨了。。未老先衰。。

能怎么样呢？

如果我有那个能力让别人好受一点，那就去做吧~~

但是当我不好受的时候，也只需要一个人好好的陪着我。。

但是是chosen one的人。。

不对的人。。我未必会把自己的感受告诉他们。。

最近心脏又来了。。

两年前痛过1次。。完全不能呼吸。。

好才不是心脏病。。只是Muscle pain。。那时候吓死我。。

Rebecca也被吓了一下。。

去年也一样。。但是没什么太大的问题。。就只是偶尔会痛一下而已。。

但是现在不一样了。。

除了心脏会偶尔阵痛之外。。现在连右手边的肌肉也会痛。。

感觉上好像有东西在里面酱。。

两边都痛。。

Haiz~

考试要到了的征兆呱。。。

希望不是什么坏事情。。。

谁能从失眠中解救我？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？

如果我变成回忆

2009-08-31T23:54:00.002+08:00

最近呢，超爱Tank的这首歌，如果我变成回忆~

带有故事的歌词最能吸引我了，歌词中叙述着如果自己变成了回忆，那身边的人会怎么样，虽然自己无能为力，但还是希望身边的人过得好好的。

所以这首歌给了我很大的启发，或许是我，也或许不是我，任何一者，如果变成了回忆，那会是怎么样的一个情景呢？

很多的人，都不会懂得去珍惜身边的人，眼前越接近的人，越容易忽视他们的存在，包括家人、情侣、朋友等等。

在很多的家庭里面，都会有家家本难念的经的问题，可是很多人都不了解，总觉得自己的家才是发生最多问题的，所以会有很多的离家出走等等的问题，越看不到，听不到，不知道，对很多人来说真的好像很有用，转个大弯来说，其实就只是在逃避而已。试想想，如果你的家人变成回忆了，你会不会把他们当成是回忆呢？或许后悔和遗憾会比较多吧~

在情侣之中，发现到很多都很会吵架的情侣，而每次都吵不停，总会用“分手”，“死”等等去威胁对方，吵架的时候，两方的嘴巴都是最硬的，死都不会认输，总要让自己赢，说服对方，让对方知道自己的好。难道两个人在一起都没有牺牲付出吗？或许只是对方不知道，是因为在你牺牲付出的那一个时刻，你觉得是值得的，所以你不会告诉对方，可是为什么在吵架的时候又通通搬出来说呢？

两个人在一起的考验最多了，很多人都闯不过，嘴巴硬到一种程度的时候，往往都分手收场。
有些人的考验则是在等待，等待，等待一个无时期，也不知道等待是否对的或值得的；有些人的考验则是距离，根本见不到对方，即使有多么的想见到对方也不能说、见不到，对方也不知道，哑巴吃黄连的味道，除了身受其中的人知道，旁观者知多少？

所以很多的情侣，都不知道，如果任何一方变成回忆的时候，那会是怎么样的一个情景？有些人一直等待，等待，等待，到头来，连回忆都不是，所有的等待/希望/期望付诸流水，能说些什么？那为什么已经在一起的情侣大部分都不懂得珍惜？

我在想，如果是我自己变成回忆，我大概连回忆都不是吧？

Old town~

2009-08-31T10:17:00.002+08:00

昨天8月30号，彻夜未眠，睡不了，所以早上的时候就干脆直接去Old Town 吃早餐，真的是很久很久很久没去了，上次去是和朋友，但不是要去我要吃的地方~~ XD

然后下午又是过着很颓废的生活。。~~ 下午才睡了3，4个钟而已，两天的时间，睡不超过10个钟吧。。真的是。。。很累很累。。但是就是睡不着。。==

今天也一样。。也是彻夜难眠，根本就没睡，早上差不多7点就自己下Old town吃早餐~~

早上的老街场/旧街场，真的是热闹热闹再加热闹~~~ 哈哈，全部都是 Uncles uncle & aunties aunties~~

很喜欢Old town的气氛，和沙巴亚庇的感觉不一样，因为我不用帮忙拿菜 >.<"" 自己爱吃什么都不用被管~~~哈哈哈哈哈~~~ ^^ 然后大家都走路，只有我像王一样骑脚踏车穿梭在人群中，哇。。那个感觉。。好像自己很有钱酱，可是又不会摆架子，过着平凡人的生活酱~~哇咔咔咔咔咔咔（自high）XD

Old town虽然很多东西我不能吃，但是我也超会找吃的，今早就在那里花了差不多20多块，包括早餐、午餐和水果们~~~ 哈哈哈~~

然后回来，就打扫房间，拿衣服去洗，整理，然后继续吃一点点，有打包回来嘛~~ 结果都吃不完。。涨死。。==!!

就是要让自己很累很累，那我想这样我才不会失眠吧。。真的是患了失眠症咧。。==

2009-08-19T17:26:00.002+08:00

18年过了。。就这样过完了我的18岁。。

2009年8月18日，12点正，那时候刚吃完“晚饭”回家。。
就赶去了1390 “还钱”。。那时候心里虽是有一点点疑惑，但是也没想到那么多，反正就去还钱而已。。也没有打算上去闲聊。。
哪里知道只有一张大大张的50块。。找不了钱。。就在楼下那里闲聊。。=.=""
后来呢。。看到大姐回来了。。哇。。好久没见到她了。。真是大忙人了。。
一看到我呢。。也好不掩饰说生日快乐。。然后就直接说，好久不见了，来，我们上去聊天~~
也不疑有她。。她那么“纯真”。。=.=""
谁知道，在楼梯的时候，就看到楼上是没有灯的，只有一闪一闪的火灯光，我还问了一句：哇~~你们家没有电啊~~？？楼下还是一片光明咧。。~~
上到去其实也吓倒了一下。。哈哈。。二姐拿着蛋糕。。大家都在唱生日歌。。哈哈。。感动咧。。平时都是我在玩别人。。今天终于轮到我被别人玩了。。哈哈。。^^
照例一样。。要用嘴巴把蜡烛拿出来。。结果我的是最戏剧化的。。因为我的蜡烛被折断了。。==!! 然后就一直被大姐压我的头。。拼命压，死命压，不停地压。。压到蜡烛反而越来越深。。==!! 所以呢。。我是有史以来压被最多一次的一位。。明年的1月4号。。我绝不会手下留情。。

然后呢。。大家很开心很开心，就吃蛋糕。。另外一个死党突然间打电话给我，问我在哪，直觉就知道了，要帮我庆祝啊？我现在在和另外一gang庆祝咧~~他说他不理，你现在马上给我出现~~ 知道啦~~ 所以大家快快吃完蛋糕（其实是我一个人快快吃完所有蛋糕而已，因为他们都知道我爱吃嘛~~ ^^）感谢大姐，二姐，三姐，wan ming，J & V kie ^^，还有好久不见的凤银~~^^

Next round啦。。建国的一堆。。哈哈。。
回到家呢。。家里一片漆黑。。心知不妙了。。哈哈。。因为我也一样玩过一样的游戏。。哈哈。。然后还很大方地往他们躲的地方，跟他们HI了一下。。哈哈哈哈。。感谢他们感谢感谢。。哈哈。。^^ 1390的是送蛋糕。。因为我说过我的生日是不用送礼物的。。哈哈。。^^ 1283的是送礼物。。哈哈。。一个我需要到的书包。。哈哈。。^^ 感谢Abel，练习Guitar生日歌的桂林，还有睿。。还有心瑜。。哈哈。。感谢感谢。。就这样一个日子，2个“赶场”。。哈哈。。感谢大家感谢大家。。然后还收到无数的SMS, MMS & E-mail。。哈哈。。好多好多的祝福。。最多的一年是这年了吧。。哈哈。。^^

总之超感谢大家。。^^ 生命中有你们真好~~ ^^

2009-08-07T21:12:00.004+08:00

昨夜星辰。。

哈哈。。很漂亮。。

月圆。。有一颗星星在它的身边。。

很久没看到这样的夜晚了。。

然后就在这样的夜晚帮朋友庆生。。

感叹这样的夜晚啊。。

还有多久才能再次见到回忆中的那个夜晚？

庆生完后。。赶快回家赶Assignment了。。哈哈。。下午5点要交。。

我的部分都已经完成了的。。只是在帮其他组员赶他们的part。。

所以就在standby mode。。等他们完成了我再帮他们收拾首尾。。

然后还要负责教给另外一个做conclusion。。

可是他们都一直在赶工。。很晚才send给我。。

所以那段时间我都在看恐怖戏。。提神。。哈哈。。

然后好不容易他们才给我。。

我还以为我只是负责收拾首尾。。

那里知道。。

一看下去。。

才知道他们好多部分都miss了。。瓦廖。。

只有一直帮他们填洞。。哈哈。。

然后。。就一直忙忙忙。。

到早上差不多7点。。出去买早餐吃。。

回来又做做做。。

结果一直到早上10点才完成。。

马上把所有其他的东西交给他们。。然后去睡觉。。

结果睡觉的时候。。不知被吵醒多少次。。

算了。。照睡不误。。

因为我知道。。醒来后。。

就是迎接从KL来的大哥，哈哈。。

美好的一天。。

惨。。

2009-08-05T11:11:00.003+08:00

今天礼拜三。。上a/c。。

不瞒各位，本人已经连续3个礼拜没上了。。

因为实在醒不了！！

其实也不会很早啊．．早上９点半．．但是．．

狮子座的特性呢．．

如果早上真的很累还没睡够，即使有课，也是照睡不误．．这就是．．

狮子！！

但是呢．．

我真的觉得很对不起那个lecturer 兼 tutor咯。。

因为他很好人的。。又很会教书。。又幽默。。爱讲笑。。解释又够清楚。。

连每一位得不到他的朋友都说我超不会珍惜他的，因为另外一个老师听说好像比较不受欢迎。。

所以呢。。今天。。

虽然也是超想睡得。。是非常想睡！！但是。。好像真的太违背良心了。。所以硬着头皮起床。。

但是！！！　发现了一个超严重的问题！！

我的腰骨。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

好像僵硬掉了！！walao!!!

其实自从我的生活变得不规律后都一直有这个问题，但是今天是超严重的！！僵硬的那种程度是弯不了腰的！！

开玩笑！！

本人以前在沙巴的时候还能活灵活现，这边弯那边凹，骨头都还会krag krag krag~

现在。。惨了！！怎么办？？

睡不好？？吃太多鸡蛋？？喝太多豆奶？？坐姿不健康？？

算了。。

就先去开窗。。愣了一下。。

外面下雨。。

怎么去？！？！

难得我下定决心要去这堂课，怎么下雨了！？

再看清楚一下。。

是已经下雨的痕迹。。不是下着雨。。只是地上很多雨点而已。。

噢可咯。。去准备。。冲凉。。

差不多９点４０分吧。。（其实是９点３０分上课）

冲完后。。一要开门。。

很熟悉的声音再次降临。。

稀里哗啦稀里哗啦。。

多美的声音啊。。

又下雨！！！

什么啦？！难得我牺牲睡眠要上课，怎么那么多考验？！？！

没法咯。。等多一下。。

SMS 我的classmate, Amanda，上个学期都是班长，但是不同科系，所以认识到的，问她可不可以帮我签名。。（哈哈哈～～）

结果。。

她应该也是差不多刚醒来。。然后说太迟了，不是很想去了。。

ｏｋ．．．

９点５０分吧。。雨停了。。

赶快啊赶快～～冲啊冲～～！！

１０点０５分到了，迟到３５分钟。。怎么我那么不要脸啊？？＝．＝！！

我的腰还是很痛。。但是还是继续上课。。

Attendance list一传到我这里的时候。。

不对。。

怎么我的名字有人签了？？在这个tutorial class又没有我的朋友。。认识２个罢了。。奇怪。。

Amanda又没来。。谁帮我签？？还帮她签了？？我再看清楚。。

名单上面有一同一个笔的字迹。。签了３个人的名字。。哈哈。。

噢可。。所以我猜到应该是Amanda叫她的朋友签，然后也签我的，但是我倒不认识她的朋友，哈哈，噢克啦～谢谢啦～～

然后１０点２４分就上完了，等于说我才上了１９分钟就放学了。。＝．＝

回家的路上。。

在想。。我的生活习惯。。

真的。。怎么那么像猪啊？好像还幸福过猪。。

一定要改了。。但是我知道自己肯定改不过来～～太了解自己了。～～

奇怪啊。。我懂那么多保养健康的道理。。懂那么多人的道理。。

为什么我那么不健康，那么不像人啊？？＝．＝！！

每次跟别人说啊。。别人都可以做到。。那为什么我自己都已经懂了的都做不到？？＝．＝！！

然后说。。这１个月内不要再吃不健康的东西。。鸡蛋也暂时戒口。。

然后就去斋馆买东西吃。。剩下最后一包米粉。。

一看。。

有蛋的。。别无选择。。

算了。。照买照吃不误。。。

真的是。。

好惨的大学生活啊～～～～～～～～～～

有惊无险

2009-08-04T18:46:00.003+08:00

昨天发生了一件超级无敌有惊无险的事情。。

昨天傍晚吃了外卖后，出去把垃圾丢掉时，远方传来一阵惊天动地的声音，ALVINNNNNNN~~~ (沙巴人是拉长音叫人的 XD ）

哈哈，原来就是睿~~ 然后她就很顺便约我出去吃，我吃了，所以就当作去外面喝茶咯~~ 哈哈~~

接着就约Abel出，然后大家骑脚车出。。

一路上那对“神雕侠侣”一直虐待他们的“雕”，换来换去来载对方，哈哈哈~~ 还第一次看到让人笑到没力的情侣，在马路旁边做那些会让路人停下来大笑三声的动作，哈哈哈~~！！

这些都是插曲。。真正的主音要到了。。

那时候过马路要转弯，平时我都会注意车子的，但是好死不死在我的左边竟然开了一间新店，然后我就很好奇地往左边看，结果右边竟然来了一驾奔驰的车！！到我回过神来的时候其实是还来得及的，但是！！！

我的脚车break在这个时候坏掉了！！！！

只有减速的功能能做什么啊？？？！

哇靠！！整个人脑袋一片空白，只是知道车要撞到我了！！

然后我也只可以转向左边去，有啥用啊？=.=!!

整个人就是傻掉愣掉呆掉，撞上了怎么办？！？

上天保佑。。

那个司机临时紧急刹车！！我跟那辆车的距离就是零距离！！

呆掉。。。整个脸都僵掉。。

后来那个司机开窗。。好才是个温柔的女司机。。如果是男的啊。。恐怕把我打了一顿再说~~

你看。。女生就是那样的温柔~~ 男生们还不快学习？！（我咧？？ =.=!! ）

她问我没事吧。。我整个脸都笑得僵了说没事。。我的break坏掉了。。然后就说不好意思。。sorry。。然后就慢慢骑。。是很慢很慢骑。。哈哈。。

后来Abel还说那个司机break得很够力。。因为那车都往前震了一下。。

感谢上天啊感谢。。

Dolly，please close your mouth and do not spread this secret especially to sabah..! thx..

平行线

2009-08-01T14:19:00.002+08:00

如果我们真的是平行线

没有交叉点的一条线

我希望在我还没有变成回忆的那天

只要你平平安安与开开心心地过着每一天

即使现在和以后的你都不会在我身边

我都希望可以用着快乐的和弦

默默为你弹奏与奉献

突然好想问候你

~三暝三日~

2009-07-31T22:44:00.006+08:00

光线渐渐照入无开灯的窗

空空的酒杯

装着满满的相思

你的形影虽然离开

但是我的心内犹原拢是你

想你三暝三日

从头到尾把你想一遍

明知影无彩工

风吹草动心震动

想你三暝三日

一点一滴按怎放抹记

乎你带走的我的灵魂

只有是随风乱纷飞

*以下是方文山临时为“三瞑三日”改词。。赞！！

遠山麥田如梯層層疊回憶
莊家秋收起
而寂寞一望無際
緣份總是帶點或許
或許妳是我前世結髮的妻
花入泥我入戲
如妳如棋寧願我入局
我提筆
書別離
山靜滿烏啼嘆終於
花入泥我入迷
如妳如笛思念我入題
山嵐雲霧裡苔蘚正綠
我溯溪
只為遇見妳

不完美得很美

2009-07-31T15:43:00.006+08:00

1st of all, please pause the video in my blog and then open the link below in a new window. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mx9ocubowMs

「到生命的最後，」鏡頭轉向這位寡婦孤單的身驅，看到她緩緩的說。

「 總是這些小小的事情，讓我們永遠記得。 」

（In the end, it ’ s these small things that you remember. ）

「是這些小小的不完美』，一起組成生命的『完美』。 」

（It ’ s these little imperfections that make them perfect for you. ）

鏡頭轉向她的兒子和女兒，兒子大約高中年紀，女兒是初中年紀，他們看著台上的母親，專心聽著媽媽說話。

「所以我想告訴我的子女，有一天，你也能找到你們生命中的伴侶，他們會像你爸爸在我眼中一樣『不完美得很美』。」

（So, to my beautiful children: One day, you too find yourself life partners, who are as BEAUTIFULLY IMPERFECT as your father was to me. ）

所謂的真正的愛情就是接受你伴侶的不完美。

不完美的一个家，
不完美的爱情，

最终都是因为这些不完美而完美

朋友~

2009-07-31T02:27:00.002+08:00

朋友
真的很重要~
没有朋友活不了~~

有Abel，就能感受到有人了解我；
有金花，就能感受到自己是存在的；
有Rebe，就可以感受到无限的关心；
有Echelle，就可以让我到关心别人的感觉；
有诗瑜，就可以感受到自己不是孤独的；
有某人，就可以感受到开心；
有二姐，就能感受到处处有温情。

我还奢望些什么？

下次写一写家人，Dolly & Arthur~! Im coming ~!

好朋友们~~

2009-07-27T01:44:00.004+08:00

睡不着。。1点45分了。。是凌晨。。脑中闪过很多好朋友的影子。。==

就想说不如在这个blog写一写他们吧~~哈哈~~

首先Abel，人忠厚老实，比任何人都坚强，没有人比他更坚强~~ 会非常地关心人~~ 偶尔会用很那种让你很想打他的笑容看着你~~ 跟他相处的日子啊，算是最少的了~~ 但是啊~~ 默契十足~~还有一点，虽然他比任何人更坚强，但是对他来说，他必须要更坚强~~ 加油吧老友~~ 精神上支持你~~

附加一句，家鸿也不可忘了，跟这条人相处地更少，所以会珍惜每一次可以欺负他的机会~!!哈哈哈哈哈！！！

接着金花，以前老大姐一个，初中的时候爱 zat 我，因为那时候本人还年幼无知，每次都被她从后面突然间“attention”~！！再不然就是帮我抒胫骨~~那时候是人人都怕了她的手~~ 但是本人现在完全不怕了，托她的福，现在我还很会帮人家按摩tiam ~~ 现在的她啊，天天想着要飞~~ 而且人也变了，现在是很 lady 的大小姐了~~ 祝你有个美好的初恋~~ 哇咔咔咔~~ 对了，是生活中不可缺少的朋友，因为是人人都会需要的朋友~~

然后就是rebe~~~ rebe 啊rebe~~ 世界上最愿意听我罗嗦的人非你莫属了~~ 最佳谈心事的朋友~~ 高中时坐在我隔壁两年了，也就听我罗嗦了一大堆~~ 哈哈哈~~ 所以啊~~ 本人在高三的时候是她的守卫呢~~ 一直等到它的白马王子降临，哈哈哈哈~~ 曾经给了我很大很大非常大的感动，在我最需要援手的时候她出现了，所以啊~~ 是一个非常非常重要的朋友~~ 祝你幸福快乐~~ 哈哈，如果有人欺负她，绝对是和本人过不去~~！！

再来。。Echelle好了。。她啊。。算是本人生命中的一个转折点吧~~ 哈哈哈~~ 虽然不知道她有没有把我当好朋友，但每次都叫我学长学长的，好像没名字给她叫酱 ==!! 此人。。天秤座，而且是超典型的天秤座，跟她讲话啊。。一定会先愣一下，因为她绝对会说出一些她认为很正常的东西，但其实是abnormal的 ==!! 不过这个朋友也是很重要，因为可以说没有她，就没有了现在的林家兴，哈哈哈，因为改变我最大的就是她了~~ 祝你。。师程万里吧~~哈哈，因为她做老师嘛。。~~

接下来谁呢？？嗯。。诗瑜吧~~ 她啊，我真的得承认，她是我认识所有朋友中最最最可爱的朋友了~~ 她呢，是超级傻的一个人，但是傻得来又好像很有道理~~ ==!! 在我需要朋友的那段时候呢，她也是在process中一直陪伴我的朋友，哈哈哈哈~~ 就是当你跛脚时，她会一直在路上扶着你走路的那种朋友~~ 而且毫无怨言咧。。~~ 哈哈，祝你。。做个成功的营养师吧~~

然后。。ah yapp好了。。其实认识他的时间很久，但是真正熟啊。。应该是高三的时候吧~~ 那时候坐在我前面，一天到晚game game game，没game不行的人。。连一直以来都不玩game的我。。也是被他影响的。。==!! 跟他最开心的日子呢。。就是汶莱之旅了~~ 哈哈哈，只是属于我们的回忆，哈哈哈哈，我们彼此的丑态都被对方看到了，哈哈~~ 而且。。他是所有朋友中，最大方的一位朋友了，哈哈哈~~ 祝你。。心想事成吧。。你心想什么。。我大概也知道呱。。哈哈哈。。^^

接下来。。某人咯。。~~ 哈哈哈。。认识她的时间。。1年又1个月吧。。哈哈。。算满短的。。哈哈。。但是呢。。最最最最开心的朋友就是她了。。~~ 一个完完全全纯纯真真的人，丝毫没有半点所谓的心机啦~~ 就是完全以真心对待别人的一个朋友~~ 而且她的生命中不可没有笑，每天都在笑，最常的是傻笑~~ 总之就是什么都笑。。跟她chat了1年又1个月，MSN & Yahoo 的record，都不知道有多少成千上万个“哈哈”了，哈哈哈 ~~ 也是这个朋友让知道欢笑的好处，生活中可以不笑吗？？当然不行~~ 所以也是很很很非常非常重要的一个朋友，哈哈哈~~对了，对我而言，她没有丝毫的缺点，唯一的就是，馋嘴 ==!! 而且是超馋的那种！！注意健康啊朋友。。。==!! 祝你。。以后赚多多钱孝顺你的父母，供养你的妹妹们读书吧~~ ^^

哈哈。。还有。。有2个人是要一起说的。。吴静丽和陈绣婷~~ 这两个人呢。。是小学的朋友，虽然一年只联络不到2，3次吧。。但是和她们的友谊比流水还长，哈哈哈~~会非常珍惜这2个朋友，哈哈~~ 祝他们身体健康吧~~ 哈哈 ^^

还有就是。。睿，睿睿，睿睿睿~~ 哈哈。。跟她很熟的日子也不是很久，但是超爱看她讲话的样子！！朋友之中最“理所当然地顽皮”就是她了！！超爱看她的blog！！哈哈。。只能说。。桂林遇到你是他的福气了~~ 哈哈哈哈~~

最后就是二姐了。。今年年头才认识的。。真的是。。。我无语啊。。因为从上个学期到这个学期，我所有的功课，考试tips，所有的科目都是她一手帮我的。。而且人非常地好！！好到我真的无法用言语来形容了！！虽然认识她的时间最短，但是却可以给到我很多的感动，因为像她这样的朋友真的是越来越少了，非珍惜不可！！但是有一点。。每次我说实话的时候，她总以为我在讲骗话，我说骗话的时候呢，她又真的相信 ==!! 怎么办呢？？哈哈哈~~还有一点就是她每次所说的两句话，永远是连贯不起来的，就是说，她在第二句话的时候会突然说出不一样的东西，然后她又很理所当然看着你，当你愣着看她的时候，她就傻笑问你：做么？！==!!! 总之啊，真的是一个非常非常超级好的朋友~~哈哈 ^^

好朋友们，认识你们真好~！^^

~朋友~

2009-07-23T16:19:00.002+08:00

俗语说：“在家靠父母，出外靠朋友”，没错，朋友在外面的世界非常的重要~~

人的性格千百万种，所以你认识的朋友当然也有千百种性格，我发现到自己的朋友好像蛮多“类型”的，就好比说，知己，玩乐的/无聊没事做爱kacau的，谈心事的，互相鼓励的，辅导的，竞争的。。等等都有~~ 但是在这其中，我也发现到了一种朋友，这类型的朋友是我以前都没发现过，并没有接触过的，但是现在这一类型的朋友，却是我最会珍惜并拼了命都会守护或保护他们的~

先说知己，这个不用说太多，所谓知己就是你不用说话，他都知道你在想什么，非常了解你的一个朋友~

玩乐的，例如金花~~ 哈哈~~ 说这类型的不重要吗？非也~~ 生命中不可没有娱乐，这类型的朋友为我们带来了快乐，能说不重要吗？

再来谈心事的，这类型的朋友，只要一见面就是有谈不完的话题，无论任何心事都可以坦出来说，不必害怕秘密被穿煲，例如说rebe~~只要谈心事就是会“爽”~~

互相鼓励的，某人~~ 在生活上会遇到不少挫折，可是你的朋友也一样，虽然不在同一个地方，但是都会同样面对挫折，当大家都遇到挫折的时候，有一个人在你身边扶持，鼓励着你，你又有信心去面对问题了，也是非常重要~~

辅导的。。这类型。。。。。。是属于每天都心事重重的朋友，这类型的朋友占据最多。。==!! 那就不好再说太多~~ 因为身为他们的朋友，就是要长期辅导他们，我偶尔也会称为：客户~~
哈哈哈~~

但是在那么多类型内，我发现了一种朋友，不应该说是“类型”了，因为是他们自己的人格品行会让我非常敬佩他们，虽然他们那么的平凡，那么的简单，但是就是因为平凡简单，让我会非常珍惜这种朋友。。这类型的朋友。。平时不会怎么关怀你，但是当你有困难的时候，他们绝对会今他们的一切所能伸出援手，然后他们也都有一个特征，就是都傻傻的，很容易被别人欺负，但是当别人拿他们作娱乐时，他们却也不会生气，因为既然大家都开心的话，那何必生气呢？这时我从他们身上了解到的一个特点，要是真的是生气的话，第二天，他们就忘了发生什么事，就真的彻底忘了，然后大家都还是朋友。。~~

这种朋友的身上，我找不到“刻意”两个字，他们所做的一切，完完全全就是发自内心的纯真，就只是纯粹帮助别人，没有其他的“刻意”，心机~~

在别人眼中，就是俗称“傻瓜”，“笨蛋”，还有就是被别人认为：很假，耍心机，等等，可是他们却永远听不到或不知道，因为他们就是真的那么的单纯，那么的简单~~ 原因就是，因为他们都是永远用好的心态去看待别人，在他们眼中，人人都是好人，所以他们不会知道后面的那些人都在重伤他们~~ 当别人需要帮助时，他们也从不先顾虑自己，而是先想办法帮助别人，如果真的帮不了什么，他们也愿意当个有耐心的聆听者，他们总是想要为别人付出些什么。。~~

坦白说，这种朋友，至今我只遇见了2位，真的是“物以稀为贵”。。=.=!!
不知什么时候开始，这种朋友，会给我一个一定会守护他们的感觉，不是那些什么爱情中的守护保护~~ 而是友谊中那些我绝对会站出来保护他们的，而且也是我最会珍惜的朋友~~
狮子座，12星座中讲义气的其中一个，我想，狮子座的义气，就是守护这些朋友而存在的吧~~

众所周知，本人是出名的懒了，课不上，功课不做，书不读，考试到了找谁？
就找一个朋友，考试tips，也是这位朋友provide；功课，也是跟这位朋友借；课没上，也是课后这位朋友教，真是。。。万事有昭明（译名），万事都照明~~ 哈哈哈~~ 昨天想到这句名句，结果被这位朋友 chot 了一顿讲不要乱讲话~~

另外一位。。身在外国远地啊。。~~ T.T。。。。超想超想非常想见一见这位朋友啊。。~~ 要等3年，苦等吧~~！！ =.=!!

总结论呢。。本人我。。非常珍惜这类的朋友，而且如果他们被他们欺负了。。即时本人身在美国都会坐24个小时的飞机回到本国保护他们~~！！

附加一句，金花，我没有不保护你啊~~ 我对你也不错而且超好的~~

天才也要读书~！

2009-07-22T16:23:00.002+08:00

看到这个标题，第一句话我想说的是：我不算是天才~~ 但是我的头脑也不算差~！

很多的mid-term成绩放榜了，我全部都刚刚好及格，但是最近看到很多勤劳的朋友们，他们的成绩都与我不相上下，甚至还不及格~！就好比说我拿到25/50，他们却拿到23/50，可是他们付出的努力都比我多。。心里都会觉得他们的分数很不值得。。

但是。。我却觉得我非常浪费自己的天赋，我虽然不是天才，但是我有“过目不忘”的能力，只要看了一两眼，我就不太容易忘记了，但是因为懒惰的关系，我却只甘愿看了一两眼，就不想读了，所以都只拿到刚刚好及格的分数。。

如果说天才读书是用他的70%天分30%努力在读书就可以考到100分了，而我的天份只有他们的40%，我只用了10%的努力，就刚刚好及格了，但是这难道是我想要的吗？？我可以非常确定，如果我的努力是别人的双倍，我绝对可以是班上15强内（我相信自己进不了10强）~！！但是为什么我那么懒？！？！？！？？！啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

有几位朋友，其中1个的英文非常地强，考试出来，分数和我一样；另外一个朋友非常地勤劳，考试前一个礼拜就开始准备了，考试出来，却不及格；有些智商平平的朋友，愿意努力，form group study读书，考试出来，也和我一样；而我~!!! 英文差，超级无敌懒惰，考试前的几个钟才准备，没有group study，自己一个人读，考试却能及格。。。！！

真觉得自己在浪费上天赐给我的天赋。。辜负父母对我的教导。。灭绝朋友们对我的期望。。。

过目不忘又如何？？只看了一两眼，忘是忘不了，但读书就是要读到熟才能考得好。。进到考场，我虽然记得有这样子的东西，但却不知道里面的内容，每次都靠自己的联想去写，而每次都中，所以每次都刚刚好及格。。

唉。。。。。。。。金花。。是时候你报答我了，teach me how and what should i do to get rid of lazyness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

幸运

2009-07-19T11:25:00.003+08:00

哈哈哈。。本人又回来了。。前天，昨天，都发生很多超多非常事情，如果要写得话应该上千个子吧，所以废话少说，简短简短！！

昨天很开心，哈哈，因为考试 = piece of cake~! Marketing, 有早些准备果然就是不一样，但是也没准备的很好啦。。3点考试，本人1点才开始醒来读（这个算不算准备？？==!!）

晚上的时候，应该说半夜，也很开心，认识到循中的一些朋友，虽然不知道名字=.=" 但是感觉上有认识到其他独中的朋友，又有一些学长，感觉很不错，哈哈有回到高三的感觉，哇卡卡卡~~ ^^

今早，4点半AM，很早吧~~ 千万别误会，本人是继上文的，是早上4点半才睡觉，哈哈哈哈~~ 然后把闹钟设成9点，结果本人早上10点20分醒来，只差没有10点22分，哈哈哈~~^^ 准备一下，去old town咯~~~ 也是7个礼拜没有去了！！！超想念那个香喷喷的面，哇。。好吃咧！！！比所有的火锅，BBQ等等好吃一百万倍。。哈哈。。

奇怪。。去学校被晒黑。。本人会觉得愤愤不平，但是去old town被晒黑，本人会觉得非常值得。。怪人。。哈哈。。去吃好吃的嘛。。当然值得啦。。~~ 去吃一下子罢了就回来了，路途是很远一下啦，但是酱好吃的东西。。当然值得啦。。~~还打包回来咧~~

现在这个format是抄袭某个朋友的blog format,因为自己也觉得之前的blog写到像报导文章酱。。没有一点文化。。虽然现在也没有。。哈哈。。现在要去补充睡眠了，所以下次再写~~ bler~~

～没有重点地一天～

2009-07-15T15:44:00.002+08:00

今天早上9点半的课，本人set了从5点半，6点，7点，8点的alarm，结果猜猜本人几点起床？？
早上10点！！罢了罢了~~ 实在难改一路往来的习惯，只要alarm一响，就很顺手关掉了~~zzz。。真是的。。算了算了，迟起，再去也差不多只剩下40分钟的时间给我上课，所以就干脆起床打算做一些比较有意义的事情，结果猜猜看是什么呢？？答案是。。。。。听歌！！！听了又听听了又听．．．时间过得真快．．一下子就到快到２点的课了．．．真是．．．还说要做有意义的事咧．．．＝＝！！

接着去学校了。。没迟到。。哈哈哈哈。。。经济学～～也是７个礼拜以来，第一次不曾迟到的经济学，厉害吧？？连二姐看到我那么早去，她都给吓坏了，远远在那里“殷殷笑”。。。哈哈，算了算了，太突然的改变－不迟到，确实让人难以接受，哈哈哈～～～

上课上课上课。。。由于之前的课都没专心上。。所以今天的课又是跟之前的课都有关联的，试问我怎么会懂呢？？但是我还是很努力地专心上了，还是有让我明白一点点吧。。在还没有考试之前还是赶快请个高人教下本人。。哈哈。。然后就很早放学～～老师大发慈悲，４点放学，她３点２４分就放我们走了，哈哈哈，回家后也不能闲着咧。。要马上赶assignment了，晚上就要交给另一个组员做，然后又要和另外一个eastlake的组员做另外一个科目的assignment。。没时间啦～～～

总觉得自己的脑里面，好像有一根“筋”，特别的好像睡眠不足。。是不是每次都用它来辅导别人，导致它动得太多，以致睡眠不足兼疲劳过度？？如果真的是这样。。那从今天开始，在还没有完成自己该做的事情之前，别人的事先暂且放在一旁吧～～否则本人真的是会操劳过度～～

~破茧~

2009-07-14T18:57:00.000+08:00

今天7月14号，中午12点才醒，然后赖床到1点才醒来~ XD 哈哈，因为下午3点半的课嘛~虽然昨天12就睡了，但是不是睡得很好，可能之前的睡觉时间都很不规律，现在要重新适应的话应该有难度吧，不过不用紧啦~慢慢调应该可以调回正常的时间的~~

原本打算醒来后冲凉吃饭就读书的，哈哈，但是我果然没太大的能耐，跑去看youtube啦，这里摸那里摸，这里飘下那里飘下，结果自己在做什么我也忘记了，哈哈，差不多3点半要到了，应该是3点20分吧，就出门上学了，上business law~结果我又没有迟到！！开玩笑！！这也是第一次上business law没有迟到！！！不过有一个很大的噩梦就是，老师要派考试分数下来了！！！瓦寮也！！！犹记得考试那天，早上9点考，5个钟前-也就是早上4点，我还在玩facebook！！！真的是无可救药！！而且那时候我真的完全还没开始读书，甚至连business law是什么都还不知道！！！你讲死不死？？差不多4点半才开始读，可是也始终定不下心来读书，睡一下，读一下，好才之前我的二姐有告诉我要读什么，还有解释给我这是什么，那是什么，真的是超感谢有她这位朋友！！然后好象是差不多读到早上7点吧。。不知不觉睡下去了，而且没有set闹钟！！开玩笑！！！早上9点考，我7点不小心睡下去了，这还得了！？！？真的是感谢上天，我妈早上8点45分不知为什么突然间打电话给我问我一些事情，打完电话一看时间，真的是魂都给吓飞了！！！平时我准备都要20分钟，去学校10分钟，这样不是花了30分钟才到学校？！？！？可是这一次我真的是神速。。。5分钟梳洗好了，剩下的10分钟，我用了1分钟时间再想要不要叫我的housemate骑motor载我。。因为是星期日，不知道平时我去学校的那条KTAR路有没有开，没有开的话我真的是“注死”了，为了保险着想，我觉得还是厚着脸皮很紧张地敲他的门求他载我去学校。。他很讲义气咧。。。。虽然他真的很想睡，但是他还是载我去学校。。5分钟就到了。。骑motor真是快。。。。到学校的时候不断像他道谢并对不起。。然后奔驰到课室，哈哈，还没开始考~~课室考的时候也并不是很会~~不过好过没有来考并拿到0分啦。。。

所以，在这样的情况下我的分数可以拿多少呢？？？一来，我从来没有读过那一科，二来，我在它考的前4个钟才开始读，三来，我迟到成这个样子的状况怎么考得好？？

分数一揭晓，我竟然拿到25/50分！！！！！刚刚好及格！！开玩笑！！！我真的是感谢上天，感谢我的housemate，感谢老师，感谢我妈。。。4个钟前才开始读，而且还是半睡半读，真的是读一点，然后睡半个钟，再醒来读。。。虽然我的分数在班上排名是倒数第三，但是我真的是很感谢了。。考得并不是很好，对很多学生来说是一大痛击，一大崩溃，但是我从中领悟了一个很重要的东西，我只用了比其他人不到1/10的努力，我就及格了，这证明我是可以的！！！如果剩下的final exam我用心去准备的话，我一定可以获得很好的成绩！！！所以我越来越有信心继续努力了！！然后上课。。我真的是7个礼拜以来有史以来第一次那么专心上business law。。。才发现到以前我的心态是：上课也不懂，上来做么？？所以我才那么来来喊~ 但是今天我发现到，如果真的是专心上课的话，即使真的是有不懂的地方，那就是我必须要去花心思去了解的地方，这才叫做上课！！上课并不是说老师所说的东西全都要让你懂，而是告诉你，接下来的功夫就是靠自己了，这才是上课！！一堂课罢了，我却懂了以前都不懂的2间事情。。可喜可贺啊~~~哈哈哈。。

接下来就是5点的课，Marketing，这也是以前我去那里睡觉并打瞌睡的地方~~~ 但是今天，因为我终于肯带课本去了，连朋友都会说：你终于肯带了啊？？哈哈，可见我之前真的是多么的懒~~ 然后因为平时的tutorial老师都request我们跟自己的组别坐在一起然后讨论问题，之前我和我朋友们的system是这样，因为我实在是太懒惰了，所以都是他们做功课，然后我负责把他们的答案报告或写在白板上~~ 够懒吧？？但是今天不一样了，我一开始我就翻书找答案了，接着他们也一样，但是我们都遇到了一个非常很大的问题，就是我们大家都不会做~~~然后在做的过程中，老师又来和我们这些年轻辈们谈天，这是他的一大乐趣~~ 以前都会嫌他非常烦和罗嗦，但是今天又不一样了，他好像是上天派来的使者告诉我们说：

做人，不管你在做什么都好，工作，学生，家庭等等，都是你自己的心态问题；如果你工作是为了赚钱过生活，你每天都会：“唉、艾、哀~~~”因为你根本就不喜欢你的工作，你根本就没有enjoy你的工作，所以你每天都会过得不快乐的日子；但是如果你是每天都很enjoy你的日子的话，即使你的老板不喜欢你，你一样会过得很快乐，都会很努力地做好你的事情，即使你很努力做好你的工作，老板还是不喜欢你，但是老板的竞争者或许会看中你，用高薪水把你请去~~ 你看，这样就不一样了~~ 他说的这句话，其实就是平时我辅导别人时所说的“心态”，心态改变了，世界也就快乐了~~ 虽然我每次都这样辅导别人，但是我今天才发现到，其实我并没有把很快乐的心态放在我的学业上，所以我才会那么的堕落，又上了一堂课咯~~ 哈哈~~ ^^

*Extra information : 抱怨的人不会快乐，我活了19年，我自己也抱怨了不少，也看过别人抱怨不少，但是我认识一位朋友，是从来不懂得抱怨的，不知道什么叫做抱怨，即使别人做的不好还是什么，这位朋友总是会说：不用紧啦~没关系啦~之类的话~在我朋友之中，就真的只有一位能做成这样，听起来好像很高境界，但是这位朋友就是简简单单的，傻傻的~~ 为什么人人都会抱怨，但是这位朋友却能轻易做到呢？？想想吧~~ ^^

接着，就是要报告所做的答案咯，因为大家都不会做，然后大家又静静，我就自己把我自己所想的答案讲出来，也不是乱讲的啦~~ 是看着书讲的，老师很耐心地听完了，然后也很慈祥地说，不是这样的（其实就是完全错完了，哈哈哈) 然后他就分析给我们听咯~~ 才知道：哦~~原来是这样的~~ 我也发现到不一样的事情了，以前我都是在报告朋友的答案，所以即使是错的也不管我的事，让我变得很没有责任感，但是这一次答案是我的，错的也是我的，我也知道自己要怎样改进了，错虽错了，但是我很开心，还一直在笑，朋友也都会说：不用紧嘛~~ 错了才知道改进，我就说：是啦~好才不是final exam错列~~哈哈哈~~还很开心在笑，哈哈~~ ^^

然后就回家咯~~~ 骑脚车回家~~ 一路上看那太阳开始下山的风景，湖边正在栖息的小鸟，在湖边钓鱼的人、卖饮料的小贩，哈哈，心境都很快乐~~ 然后因为回家的路是斜坡，不用骑也会自动走，哈哈，真是爽啊~~~ 但是又从这里悟到了一个道理，做人跟骑脚车是一样的，当我们很辛苦，很努力地踏时，我们是往前走的，过程虽然是辛苦，但是我们是往上走的，那我们就会得到抵达目的地的快乐了~~ 相反的，如果是下斜坡，我们是不用踏的，但是我们的过程却是舒适的，安逸的，爽快的，但是我们却是往下走的，往一个我们都不知道目的地的地方走；所以“天下没有白吃的午餐”，这句话真的是对的，努力就会得到成果，懒惰就会得到烂苹果，这些道理任何人都知道的啊，小学生也知道，但有多少人做得到并体悟到呢？？ ^^

现在7点41分，现在好像觉得每天放学回来后就想写blog，哈哈，等下就要完成assignment，然后找高人教我数学，接着就要做account,最后读marketing，最最后就是睡觉，再来就是醒来然后去学校，哈哈~~

P/S ：我应该不会在这个blog透露一些辅导人的过程，因为这样会曝露到他们的问题和身份，而且也会因此而把我辅导他们的心得/感觉/心情说出来~~ 实在太危险了，哈哈~~所以这个part会skip掉了~~

～改变～

2009-07-13T18:49:00.000+08:00

今天迈入第７个week了，再多７个week就差不多学期考了。。很快吧？一下子就过了，说不定明天早上一醒来，我还真的是毕业了，哈哈～

昨天做了一个决定，我真的不能再这样子堕落下去了，７个礼拜了，我都不知道自己在做什么？？每天上课迟到早退，功课到学校了才抄老师的答案，学期中考的时候又不断沉迷facebook，一个礼拜连续考５个考试，学校真的是神经病的！！但是即使学校是神经病的，难道我自己没有责任吗？？昨天考完后，打给老爸，哇，听到他的声音真是让我感动到差点落泪！！活了１９年了，他都没跟我说过多少句激励的话，感动呐！！昨天他还心平气和地跟我说了一大堆，根本就感觉不到是罗嗦，完全就是贴心激励的话！！哈哈哈。。然后又打给一个某个即将要回新加坡的朋友，那位朋友跟我说了一句开玩笑的话，哈哈哈。。呐。。呐。。又再找借口咯。。～～　一般的人如果听到这句话恐怕都会不爽吧？？但是这番话却是打醒了我，从上个学期到现在，有哪一天我不是醉生梦死的？？行尸走肉般，每天得过且过的过日子，每一次下定决心要努力的时候，下一秒就忘记了。。真的是堕落到无可救药啊！！！每次都说那个啦，这个啦，但是有哪一次不是再为自己找借口？？所以啦！！真的是要改变自己了，再这样堕落下去，前途绝对一片黑暗！！那我来大学读做什么？？好过在家里吃做米虫啦是不是？？

所以为了改变自己，我下定决心，在我还没有考完我的中期考和完成所有的assignment之前，我绝不log in facebook一步！！那个facebook真的是诱惑之王！！为了吸引别人的注意，抢friendster的生意，不惜不择手段地诱惑我们这些大学生！！！为了完全抵抗它的诱惑，我决定把我的account交给一个好好好朋友保管，还让她把我的password给换了，完全就是交给她保管，我的mafia & vampire wars也是她每天帮我update，那我就会对facebook完全彻底死心！！专心在该专心的部分！！

说说今天吧。。７月１３号。。今天８点的课，我７点就起来准备了，真的是少有的记录！！因为前６个礼拜，这一堂８点的课，我只去过了２次，其他４次都是窝在床上呼呼大睡！！因为学会了叫别人帮忙签名的坏习惯，所以堕落成这个样子！！天哪！！真的是超级无敌懒虫一个！！然后因为星期一的课是８点－１０点，１２点半－２点，４点－６点，全都是隔两个钟的课，所以平时我是回家的，接着就是迟到早退，１２点半的课，我１２点半才出发，４点的课，我４点３０分才出发，利害吧？？有哪一位大学生有我如此荒谬？！？！但是今天我下定决心了，我不回家！从早上８点开始我就一直留到学校到６点！！第一个两个小时的时间，我竟然去了study room读即将考的marketing！！！然后还做了数学！！开玩笑。。平时的数学都是抄的。。然后１２点半的课，我７个礼拜有史以来第一次准时到达课室！！我到了，老师都还没到！！我自己都给吓坏了一下下。。哈哈哈。。然后第２个两个小时的时间，我去图书馆，第一次看英文书！！！心理系的书，哈哈～～我真的是。。自己都给吓了一下。。

最主要的是。。６点回家后，竟然看到我的枕头是摆得正正，收拾好好的！！这才真的是让我吓倒半死，我都不知道早上自己几时收拾床的。。因为平时都是乱到像狗窝一样。。我还以为有人撬开我的门咧。。但是一看桌子，电脑还在，哈哈～就放心了～～

我想应该还有很多人会质疑我能坚持多久吧？？我也很质疑，这一次的感动是不是真的让我改变了，我也不知道，但是我一定会努力并坚持下去～！！加油加油加油！！！