Monday, September 28, 2009

睡~

终于考完试了。。
但是要等到9月30号才可以回家。。
所以接下来的日子都是颓废地过日子。。~~
闷?闲?
大概呱~~ 可是我只要有电脑就ok的~~
只是不知道要吃makai~~
因为实在是很懒惰很懒惰很懒惰,超懒惰出去买东西吃。。
全屋子剩2个人而已。。
房间都还没收拾。。
整个像狗窝酱。。
又很久没进来写了。。
而且终于恢复了正常的睡眠时间。。
差不多已到晚上10点,11点的时候,我就整个人累到像猪酱。。
睡到早上差不多10点。。
还是跟猪一样累。。
可是就因为睡不到了啊。。
就爬起来。。

就跟上面那张差不多一样的。。
可能还是睡眠不足吧。。
毕竟熬夜了那么多天。。
差不多2个礼拜了。。
要一拼过睡完它。。
做我的睡仙。。
哇卡卡卡卡~~
不知道要写什么了,
就酱~~

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

苦撑 + 发奋 ( continue )

去死吧QT!!
现在是早上8点18分,还真凑巧~~
休息了一阵,出去外面买了两盒巧克力牛奶 + 一罐 nescaffe, RM 1.80 一罐,贵到~~~
是平时的话才不会买。。
等下2点考试,明天(24/9)的下午2点又考,business law,也是kanasai的一个科目
不过好才business law都只是背的,而且我也准备了一下下,应该不会太难
算算下,我在22/9早上10点睡觉,到晚上8点,12点开始攻QT,接着攻到现在早上,等下2点考试,到下午4点半,差不多5点到家~~

如果我不睡觉的话,那我就会持续从下午5点攻到第二天下午2点;
如果我睡觉的话,那我就从下午5点开始睡觉,一直睡到早上差不多5,6,7点;
但是我非常清楚自己的性格,睡觉大过天,如果睡觉的话,一定会赖床到差不多10,11,12点,那我岂不是只剩下1个小时的时间读?怎么够?
haizzz.............
为什么那两个科目都不去死掉算呢?!?!
停笔。。要读了。。

熬夜 + 苦读

现在凌晨2点10分。。
已经好几天都在熬夜了。。
日夜颠倒。。
早上睡觉晚上读书。。
每天晚上,差不多9,10点开始读书,然后一直读到早上6点。。
然后就7点去old town吃早餐。。接着差不多8点就回来睡觉。。一直到晚上8点。。其实是差不多睡到下午的,可是赖床赖到8点而已。。
明天考该死的quantitative techniques II...最最最头痛的一科。。完全就是不会。。讲是讲数学。。根本就不是数学来的。。haizzzzzzzzzzz.................
想当年高中的时候,人人放弃数学,只有我一个考试的时候拼命写死命写,不够纸别人还sponsor给我。。现在。。。haizzzzzz...................
真的好难啊。。。。为什么大学的东西酱死鬼难?!?
别人读大学,我也读大学
别人读4个月,我读5个月
别人读3,4科subject,我读5,6科subject
别人没有year one sem three,我有year one sem three
别人读数学,我也读数学
为什么别人的是SPM程度,我是大学程度
别人读大学,我也读大学
为什么完全不一样??!?!
去撞墙吧UTAR!!!

真的快放弃了。。。
如若不是二姐的话。。我早放弃了。。好才有这个朋友兼读伴。。
还有就是为什么别人的脖子酸痛的时候永远都会有我出现然后帮他们按摩,
然后到我脖子酸痛的时候,就必须一直痛到去睡觉才会好??
haizz......................................................................

Saturday, September 12, 2009

日记

今天下午去学校。。要去忙register time table...
我只不过迟了3小时,就完全没有位子了,害到我要特地跑到学校去!!麻烦!
算了,也好。。去到学校也得到不少的info...不过都是关于registration的东西。。==
原本已经打算把 Year 2 Sem 1 的 subject 和 下个 sem 的 subject 对换。。
回家途中。。。滴滴答答。。。下雨。。。
也算了。。干脆去“血拼”,然后维修我长久以来想修的电话。。

Samsung X660


图二

图三



以上就是在2007/2008年拍摄的。。这个电话是在2006年12月26日下午4点买的,价钱RM480,价值不菲啊。。功能就很废啊。。
如今

多么大的差别!!!
当初就是因为它的外表吸引了我。。所以好不犹豫就买了,但是其实是一个叫Tan gee的人一直怂恿我买。。不过也感谢他啦。。因为他帮我出50块。。哈哈哈~~
用了它3年多了。。用久了当然有感情啦。。虽说功能是不怎么样。。但是还是很爱它啊~~
它的外表不说了。。不过它的键盘呢。。超难按的~
每次遇到像金花SMS超快的对象呢,我就要很大力的按电话才能回复,惨~
所以就去修咯。。~
那个人讲放在这里一天,然后明天来拿
然后我就冒雨淋雨,去对面的“成业”吃东西。。
好不容易等到天晴。。
但是其实是大太阳。。
金宝的天气就是这样变化无常
一下倾盆大雨,一下热烈当空、万里无云(成语不错吧~)
所以就晒大太阳回家。。
还不到一半路程
那个修电话的打给我的另一个电话说好了。。
!@︿&*()@#$
就回头。。
还10块service钱。。
回到家。。
满头大汗+汗流浃背
SMS给一个朋友
按到一半
按不到了,全部键盘按不到了,坏掉~
又要在大太阳下跑回去。。
去到那边又等。。
好不容易才又修好了。。
但是他说那个电话的“6”,是修不了的
因为便宜嘛,我只是帮你加了一些东西
要修的话百多块咯,Samsung键盘嘛~
好吧。。他还offer我换掉那个壳。。
那里舍得啊。。用了那么久。。

晚上去二姐家读书,照惯例躺在她房间外面的那三张木椅子读书~
一直读读读,背背背,写写写
突然间想到。。
我小时候不就是这样子背书的嘛??
我大姐,二哥,加他们的朋友
通通都在李老师那里训练过。。
从小学3年级开始
就接受了魔鬼训练
背作文,默不好就拼命打,死命打
从他那里受训的学生都可以变得很一流。。
因为练成了去补习前10分钟可以背好一篇作文的功夫。。
还记得有一次,到了那里才忘记背作文了。。
用了5分钟时间去读。。
可是还是没背好,被打得很惨。。
但是我还“虽败犹荣”
因为我给我自己60分。。
5分钟时间耶!!
可以背得把内容都熟记下来。。
只是词语那些细节不一样而已。。
所以还是感到很光荣。。
但是想想。。
以前的那个功夫那里去了??
不是自夸,
从小我的华文,历史就比别人好
谈不上过目不忘,但是我可以很敏感地记住日期等等东西
那现在呢?
怎么背个Management Principles
就要我的命了?
很大可能是心态问题吧~
因为以前背不好有鞭子侍候
现在背不好就准备750块。。
想想看。。
其实自己还是有那个能力的。。
没可能小时了了,大未必佳的啊~~古代咩~~
所以。。
应该可以好好读的。。
只要回想一下小时候读书的那个心态。。
总不能让长大后的惰性占据所有。。
就好像想念一个人原本是开心的事情
为什么要变得很苦思那样?
想念应该是不用太刻意的事情啊~~
所以我想我明白了~~

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

A desperate woman writes to the Technical support person. Lol~

Dear Tech Support,

Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and I noticed a distinct slowdown in the overall system performance, particularly in the flower and jewellery applications, which operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0.

In addition, Husband 1.0 uninstalled many other valuable programs, such as Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5, and then installed undesirable programs such as NEWS 5.0, MONEY 3.0 and CRICKET 4.1.Conversation 8.0 no longer runs, and Housecleaning 2.6 simply crashes the system.

Please note that I have tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but to no avail.

What can I do?

Signed,

Desperate Woman

____________________________________


DEAR DESPERATE Madam,

First, keep in mind, Boyfriend 5.0 is an Entertainment Package, while Husband 1.0 is an operating system.

Please enter command: i thought you loved me. html and try todownload Tears 6.2 and do not forget to install the Guilt 3.0 update.

If that application works as designed, Husband 1.0should then automatically run the applications Jewellery 2.0 and Flowers 3.5.

However, remember, overuse of the above application can cause Husband 1.0 to default to Silence 2.5, Happy Hour 7.0 or Beer 6.1.Please note that Beer 6. 1 is a very bad program that willdownload the Farting and Snoring Loudly Beta.

Whatever you do, DO NOT under any circumstances install Mother-In-Law 1.0

(it runs a virus in the background thatwill eventually seize control of all your systemresources.)

In addition, please do not attempt to reinstall the Boyfriend 5.0 program. These are unsupported applications and will crash Husband 1.0.

In summary, Husband 1.0 is a great program, but it does have limited memory and cannot learn new applications quickly.You might consider buying additional software to improve memory and performance.

We recommend: Cooking 3.0 and Hot Looks 7.7.

Good Luck Madam!

Tech Support

Monday, September 7, 2009

My family ^^

haha..1st of all.. is because i cannot sleep anymore.. it is morning 7.24am now.. and continuously, I was reading my sister blog, and I found that she is soooooooooooooooo talented in writing a blog.. However, the main point is I have read 2 blogs of her,

http://donnalim.blogspot.com/2009/09/home-sweet-home.html

and


It's seems like I have a very long time far away from home~
Haihyo~ her photos there nice lah ~ so detailed~ Actually I am just wishing have a camera phone, hehe ^^
So after read her two blogs above, I am so interested to introduce my family members that long time no see ~ sorry for my english lar~ my english haven't reach UEC standard even though Im already graduated for 3/4 year~

There is a very big difference between the family of west and east, especially the family education. That day I was watching the "Americans' got talent", there was a 4 years old cute girl singing "somewhere out there" on the stage and win the claps from whole audiences. After that, she ran quickly to her parents, the dialogues between them is as below:

(the little girl named Kaitlyn Maher ran so quickly and cutely to her dad )

Dad : ( kiss her ) I'm so proud of you :-)

Kaitlyn Maher: Thank you Daddy
Here's the family from east:

Kid A : Mummy mummy, I just won the prizes in ice skating~~

Mummy A : Why do you join such dangerous and risky contest without informing us!? Do you know that we cannot claim for insurance if anything happen to you !?
You're not allowed to step out the door from today onwards!!
Ok, it is clear enough to describe the difference between the family of west and east =)
Now it's my time for my family members. Obviously, I'm from the east :-)
First of all, surely is introduction to my "old bean"~
It can be seen very clearly that he is 90% look alike with me~ There's lots and lots and lots people saying that I look alike with him ( ofcz lah! like father like son mah ~).
Well, what can I say to describe my dad?? He is a nice dad (Argh, surely). Oh ya, the best phrase to describe him is the phrase "silence is gold". He never waste 1 second of his lifetime to talk useless words or anythings benefitless. There is 1 more thing to describe him that he is the first person in Sabah who engage the insurance and represented the whole sabah to west M'sia for a meeting. Wow, so proud of me as his son ~ wakakaka ^^ ( like I'm putting effort with him together =.=!! )
Good to have a dad like him ~ Love you ~~ ^^

Secondly... arghhh... this is the most headache part because I have totally no idea should I upload her picture??? She is my mom =.=!!

Arghh... just upload a group photo and let you all to guess which is my mom then :-)

It is so obvious right ?? Haha ~~ nevermind, she wouldn't know unless somebody has betrayed me =)
The middle one is my big sister, introduction to her will be the next :-)
My mom... A very normal and common mom like others mom in all over the world. Care and treat her children always as KIDS, you know what I mean =.=!!
Well, that's a mother, is it any mother in this world doesn't treat their children as kids ? (Arghh.. except those crimes..)
She is a very strict mom, but good children/teenagers came out from a strict mom, right ? ^^

Love her always just because she is my mom, no doubt for that =)


Well.. I think I will just continue without uploading my sister's picture ? No way!

Nah.. This is my sister in the left side.. nice har? I wonder will she kill me after reading this blog?? Please wait please wait!! Please wait until finish reading the description...=)


Well.. Should I say I have a nice childhood with her?? HAHAHA, definitely a joke ^^. I've just spent about 12 years lifetime only living under a same roof with her because she went for her further study to Labuan in year 2003 if I'm not mistaken XD. Well.. it's very common that a kid argued often with his/her brothers and sisters during childhood time right? So.. I have a normal childhood ^^. However, after passed for so many years, I realised that a family is always a family, no doubt that family members are always the closest person to us. As well as her, although the time together between she and I is very short, but she is a good sister ^^, not because of she is my sponsorship or "money lender", but just because she is my sister ^^.
Do I need to express any "love" to you? Uhh.. you have enough with the man you love now ^^. Wish you are blessed with him ^^

Thidly.. my brother... this is also the headache part because he has no any handsome or good-looking photo.. just because his real person is much more good looking than his photo.. so how?

Finally I've found a picture that is equal to his real person.. Most of his pictures is acting "abnormally".. Well... Uh... What and how should I say to my big brother? Smart? He is the smartest among 3 of us. Handsome? okok!! I admit he is much more good looking than me~ and much more taller than me ~~ and also the most intelligent~ enough? Lol~

Since we were growing up, he is already the "king" among kids, until now to uni, he is still a leader among friends or whatever society. He has the special gift from god that he will automatic be a leader no matter in what situation. =.=!

I don't know whether is true or not lah ofcz.. just from what I observe..

Actually he is my idol since small, no matter in gaming, academic, or whatever things, he will always be the first discoverer or achiever in special or unique field. So no wonder why he is always the leader ~ But most of friends include me, would like to punch him if he has said any "phrases" or "words" =.=!!!


Finally !!! It isn't me... is my another "family member" ^^
ok ok !! I know I'm the most worst inside the above picture!!
This picture was taken about in year 2004 or 2005.. Not much memory to this picture but I think it's just left few photos of my Kakak ^^
The girl in orange colour is my kakak.. she is about 13,14 years bigger than me.. When she first came to my house, I was just a crawling baby with naive smiling to her and played a ball with her ^^ thats what she told me ^^.
She take care 3 of us for about 14,15 years continuously I think.. can be said a half mother to us... Since our childhood, she cook for us, fed us, ironed our cloths, dress us on, help our drawing art, coloring homework, clean our room, sweep the floor, mop the floor, wash the car, play with us, clean my ass.. bath me.. etc.. it's soooooooooooooo many and much more than a "kakak" to us already...
Even now think of her, I will miss her.. she is not just a "kakak" to us.. she is a family to us.. No doubt for this.. Now she is married and borned a baby girl.. time passed so fast..
I dare to say that my childhood wouldn't perfect without her..
those pantat, kepala otak kau, ngavava ( dono wad mean ==), makan tahi.. etc.. are so perfect now.. ^^
This is my simple introduction to my family members ^^
My life is so perfect ^^
P/S: I cannot predict how they will kill me if they have seen their uploaded pictures
>. +!!

我可以的~

最近都超累的。。
睡眠时间都不正常了。。
该睡的时候睡不下。。
不该睡的时候又偏偏很想睡。。。
惨了。。真的是惨了。。
考试都来着了。。
怎么办???
看着像狗窝的房间。。
绝对不是人读书的地方。。
所以只有跑到二姐家读书。。
二姐是朋友也是读书伙伴。。
所以每次去读书都是讲话讲话。。
又是惨。。。=.=!!
不行了。。
得下定决心了。。
我可以的!!!
加油!!!

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

失眠 + haihz~

现在早上5点24分。。
又失眠了。。。
真的是。。。
不是我要的!!
已经好几天了。。应该1个礼拜吧。。
完全都睡不进。。
躺在床上翻来覆去。。
考试要到了。。
压力??
二姐说有可能。。
又或者是我自己想太多。。。
我可以100%肯定地说。。
如果是我想太多。。
也一定是别人的事情多过我的事情!!
连理发师,刚认识的朋友,看到我的头发都会说:哇!好多白头发!!
惨了。。未老先衰。。
能怎么样呢?
如果我有那个能力让别人好受一点,那就去做吧~~
但是当我不好受的时候,也只需要一个人好好的陪着我。。
但是是chosen one的人。。
不对的人。。我未必会把自己的感受告诉他们。。
最近心脏又来了。。
两年前痛过1次。。完全不能呼吸。。
好才不是心脏病。。只是Muscle pain。。那时候吓死我。。
Rebecca也被吓了一下。。
去年也一样。。但是没什么太大的问题。。就只是偶尔会痛一下而已。。
但是现在不一样了。。
除了心脏会偶尔阵痛之外。。现在连右手边的肌肉也会痛。。
感觉上好像有东西在里面酱。。
两边都痛。。
Haiz~
考试要到了的征兆呱。。。
希望不是什么坏事情。。。
谁能从失眠中解救我???????????????